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WE'RE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE

Hi! I'm Jelly Boy Natividad Ancheta just call me Jelly bakit pa kasi may Boy pa yung pangalan ko. LGBTQ+ LESBIAN, GAY, BISEXUAL, TRANSGENDER, AND QUIRE+ we are the most discriminated part of this society they called as freak, bakla, tomboy, mga baklang walang kwenta. Those masasakit na salita that we heard when we walk in the crowd. Knowing that we're not part of the society anymore.

"Story begins with hi and ends with goodbye"

I don't know how to start my story, our story rather. Im totally fell in love with my the same gender( a man ).

He is my inspiration my love one a man who never lost in my mind. This kind of attitude were starts when we were a grade 9. A story that has an ending. We're an opposite of your favorite fairytale. Cinderella and her Prince charming, Snowhite and the 7 dwarft, Beauty and the Beast, etc. Those fairytale ends with an happy ending but our story ends with a sad ending.

Grade 7 Hindi ko pa siya masyadong close noon were just an stranger at this point hindi ko pa siya masyadong kilala. I mean hindi ko pa masyadong close noon. Wala were just walking at the corridor without making a pansin pansin to him.

Grade 8 We're classmate and were just talking as casual student before. Nag-uusap na pangkaraniwan lang. But the middle of this point were i felt before the jealous between you and Henri Santilla Yes! let us say it na puppy love crush crush ganun. Doon ko naramdaman na im bisexual, I'm not that kind of straight man. Dumating pa nga yung punto na nanliligaw ako ng babae para lang makalimutan ko na mahal ko siya na crush ko siya but I fail kasi mas mahal ko talaga siya.

Grade 9 We're a lil bit intimate relationship before yung tipong dumating din yung time na nagsusumbong na siya sa akin ng mga problema niya, I loved Elmer Cadimas din that time kasi hindi kami masyadong nag-uusap siya lang kasangga ko pag kailangan ko ng kaibigan.

Grade 10 A lil bit shock fuckin asshole kasi crush niya pala si Rose Marie Tugna noon and nabalitaan ko na lang na ka mutual understanding na niya, ansakit mahfriend. Until nagkakalabuhan sila andun parin ako sa tabi niya. Did he still remember the time our convo was more than a sweet of sugar. Coz I still remember the "love kumain ka na ba?", " Be mahal kita", " kiss kita bukas", "Hug kita tomorrow ahhh", " goodnight". I guess he don't want to remember it again.

Grade 11 A fight, A quarrel between Alglenne and me. Wala na yung dating saya pag magkachat kami. Wala na yung dating sweetness pag nagkikita kami. Wala na talaga. Ayus pa namn kami when we are entered our grade 11 life. Chat, no more. Pansin, no more. We never feel the same sweetness of our realationship namin na walang label that time until he label it "we're just friends" sakit bee. Ayus pa kami noon ng nagkakalabuhan na ng dahil labg kay Agnes Cabusora noon. I feel useless. I feel worthless. I feel never. Wala ng pansinan that time. I thought siy din yung rason why I'm suffering from depression before. Nalagpasan ko lahat ng sakit ng masyadong nagdown sakin. Farewell feelings even it hurts.

Dear Alglenne,

I guess your happy now sa kinalalagyan mo ngayon. Masaya ka na siguro sa nga nakakahalubilo mo. Especially kay Adrian Collo. Ano bang laban ko dun naka iphone ehhh kaya lagi mong nakaka vc ehhhh ako wala puro lahat away. Kung gusto mo pang bumalik bumalik ka.Kung gusto mong mahalin mo ako ulit edi mahalin moko. Kung gusto mong bumalik bibili ako ng red carpet. Hahahahaha I love you be. Subrang subrang miss na kita. Maybe the relationship was gone but the memories will still remain. Goodbye to us. I hope i will see you again. Goodluck to your journey.

Love,

Your Jellycious❤

Salamat!❤

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