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I have never felt this kind of injustice in my life so this morning my mom told me to peel two potatoes and boil them and I did just that my dad seasoned them later on and after that I made some toast and then served it to my mom with some tea . My mom being the toxicity in my life like she has always been says that I gave her less seasoned potatoes and I took the greater portion which was an absolute lie she went to the extent of saying that I want to kill her by starving her again a lie, she called me a fat beast saying that I always look at her food and that she doesn't get enough food because I eat all of it. I have never felt this embarrsed in my life after that she says that it's all my fault and that I shouldn't have been born I got so frustrated that I left my plate and I haven't eaten anything. I just want to disappear

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FINALLYYYYYY!!!!!!! tomorrow I will be done with my last exam and this stressful week will come to an end.

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Sooooo about my chem exam it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be ,gonna be honest it was pretty good. The organic part did spin my head a bit but ....yeah it's ok. And here's a story time I have this girl in my class let's call her A for some reason I think that she doesn't like me ...not that I care but sometimes I feel like she is looking down on me. She acts like she is an angel all sweet and kind but for some reason I just feel like she is not so sweet or kind with me......pls tell me that it's just me overthinking bcz I don't wanna be on anyone's badside.

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I could almost hear my heart pumping out of my chest as I made my way inside. The sun had laid its arms around the class as if comforting the students that sat with immense curiosity in their eyes. As their eyes searched through my soul I was wondering about what I should do next. "Introduce yourself" I hear the teacher telling me he was tall looked about 49 ,fine chalk dust rested on his shoulders his hands all white with chalk dust as he was grasping onto the maths book . I took a deep breath as I prepared myself and then it finally came out of my mouth " hi I am hazel ." The whole classroom was in a deadly silence I could literally hear the faint ticking of the clock at the back of the classroom. The teacher- (everybody calls him Mr.D I don't why and I really hope it's not his real name) he broke the everlasting silence and said "why don't you take a seat .....um....why don't you sit next to Daniel." I look through the class guessing who this Daniel might be but it wasn't so hard as there was only one empty seat and beside that seat sat a boy he looked tall had brown hair a nicely built physique he looked okay. He was staring outside the window his hair tips touched his nose bridge his eyelashes shone in the sunlight and his lips had a faint tint of pink in them. He looked calm and composed he looked rather content , as I approached towards my seat he slowly turned his face and by the time I had reached my seat and slipped my bag down he was already looking at me, his eyes looked annoyed at the very look of me his face had no expression but at the same time I think I saw him scowl. It wasn't a very friendly start and to be honest I didn't care , it was the 5th time in three years that I had changed schools and so making friends was not really on my cards. I take my seat, knowing that it's a math class I fumble through my bag to get my note book and pencil case as usual I take notes ....i make the prettiest notes well it's not much colour but my notes are very clean there was a time when teachers would print my notes and give to the academically weaker students and not gonna lie their grades would significantly raise after following my notes.

I have just started writing I hope you like it it's not complete but yeah...

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I have my chem exam tomorrow as the topper of my grade there are alot of expectations upon me from my parents, my teachers and my friends too. But. I am tired and exhausted I feel like going to bed and never wake up again I feel insecure when my grades drop and I feel even worse when I get a good grade I feel like the people around me are just looking at my result and not the process I had to go through to get it.its like all that matters are my grades and not ME!!I haven't studied one bit for my exam and now at this point I don't even care.

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