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update: still in love and its awesome, just wish i didnt have this weird feeling of always feeling lost and unhappy

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oh how i wish you were here

next to me sound asleep

close enough to feel your warmth

but jus far enough to admire you

being able to fall asleep

next to you

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THE HOLY TRINITY

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blah blah

i hate you

but god do i love you

i wanna punch u

but then kiss you and hug you and give you love

i wanna scream

then i remember that i have you

i wanna cry

but then i think

“why? what for?”

and then i realize things are okay

i wanna run away

far

but then i remember that you wont be there

n’ i dont wanna go :(

cuz you wont be there with me

i wanna be alone

no, i dont

i dont wanna be alone

it scares me

makes me realize reality and that sometimes

things arent okay

having you there is my biggest hope

my biggest accomplishment and happiness

you make me forget that loneliness

hate

regret

sadness

you replace it

with love and attention

and i cannot thank you enough

i love you

d. a. j.

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Happiness

i actually did it

having someone as mesmerizing as you

someone to spend the rest of my life with

my muse

thinking of you is like a dream

its unreal that i can call you mine

youre so...

grown, yet childish

extremely handsome, yet beyond sexy

the attitude is

assertive and so very passionate

reminding of who and what i am

you

are beautiful and dreamy

my love

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i. love. you.🥺

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you

you make me wanna be able to see the future i’ll have with you.

you make me cry tears of joy whenever im alone.

you make me happy that i’m still here and able to have you with me.

you make me feel such strong emotions that i never knew.

you make this empty feeling go away.

you get rid of this heaviness on my chest that never seemed to fade.

you make me realize that there is more to look forward to.

you have helped me to find myself.

you complete me.

you make me feel whole.

you, are beyond special.

you are beyond words of any description.

i love you more than i could ever love myself.

thank you.

d.a.j.

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care free living baby

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Midnight breeze, watch her back..

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“Our souls crossed paths and for that I will be forever thankful.”

- a.L.g

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F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Ice Palace

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“i wonder if i’m on your mind as much as you’re on mine.”

— or even just a little bit.

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help. me.

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being with you

feels like a dream

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warm springs creek

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the way you grab my neck when you kiss me

so, passionately

i could never get tired of that