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so it’s been a while ! i really missed you all and i really missed being here but the last month hasn’t been great for me. i was really open about what happened and getting assaulted last month and i really appreciate how understanding you all were with me taking my time to recover from it and honestly it’s still really fresh, everything just feels a bit too real for me to properly cope with LMFAO.
everything took a real toll on my mental health and i’ve been in the depths as of late, i’ve barely been eating or sleeping, everything’s just a bit harder than it should be but i’m alive and pushing through and trying my hardest so i guess that’s what matters most.
i’m not abandoning melobin. i didn’t plan to take such a long time away i just couldn’t be around certain things and i had no motivation at all. i guess i felt a little guilty just disappearing so i did try and come back every so often but not as much as i’d have liked to. going forward though, i would like to talk about the future of melobin and what i have planned to do with the blog. there’s a few things i’d like to address.
kinktober will be continuing. i know it’s not october anymore, lmfao, but i will be finishing her !! i have all the days planned out and i will finish that, i will also post the anton porn plot fic i promise lmfao.
with the news of seunghan’s unfortunate departure from riize and the news of his solo debut, he will still be featured on melobin. however, i will not be adding him to future fic series and full group posts. i understand this will upset people but i thought hard about it and i guess i just feel like it’ll be easier on me to have less people to focus on when it comes to doing bigger projects on melobin. i will still be writing for him, just not with riize.
the past few weeks i’ve been surrounded by all sorts of drama and such with my name being mentioned and brought up in spaces it doesn’t need to be as well as having received countless negative asks about me. i understand how difficult this whole this has been, but please do not project your anger onto me. i frankly have a whole lot more to deal with than the ongoings of kpop and i know some people find that bothersome or upsetting, believe me i know, but i have no say and no power on what has happened so please stop treating me as if i made the decision that sm made. i still stand with everything i’ve said and i don’t take back any of it, i am however understanding of other peoples positions here and i respect that, i hope you can all respect me too when i say i just want the best for all seven of them and ill support them no matter what that includes.
i’ve always loved writing and it’s not something i just want to give up on so i won’t, i’m hoping next week i can slowly ease myself back into writing and slowly begin to be back here, especially for christmas! it’s also my birthday next week so i’m trying to be a little more upbeat and positive.
i appreciate you all reading this and if you have anything negative or hateful to say, please just don’t 🩷 if you want to unfollow me you can but sending hate gets you no where
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omg hiiii melo, i follow u from ur other account and i recently got into bonedo and i saw a lot of ur writing in the tag and i started TWEAKING like no way my fav writer writes for bonedo too 😭😭😭 i read literally everything you have on here and if you plan on writing more for them im so excited to support on this account too ♥️🫂
YOURE SO CUTEEE 🫂 i giggled 😭 i do plan on it !!! i have quite a few asks to answer too so i hope you enjoy hehe 🩷
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B O A F.
the way they’re holding hands is sickening they’d probably do it whilst tag teaming you idk ..
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i have NOTHING classy to say rn
he’s looking at you btw …. just at you …
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i’m gonna revive this blog soon just wait 💔 layout change incoming
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hi! will you be participating on kinktober this year ? and if so will you write anything bnd related 🤭
i am on my main @melobin but it's riize focused! i may drop a few things for bnd during that time tho! i did consider doing it for both accounts but i didnt want to put that much pressure on myself
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leehan sending you videos of him stroking himself and moaning your name softly because he was away back with his family in busan and you couldn’t go, and so you sent him risky pics to get him riled up 🙈
(and you can see his veins in his hands 🙈🙈 GOSH I LOVE HIM SM 💔)
he'd be so overwhelmed seeing such a pretty photo of you, especially if you played innocent when sending it. thinking of how it'd be late at night when you send it to him, just a photo of your body whilst you're laying in your underwear in bed on top of the covers, a little message being sent with it that just says i miss you. he wouldn't even respond with a message, instead a few minutes later you'd get a video of him sat up in bed with the phone resting on something to show his body. would have his hand slowly pumping himself whilst groaning out your name, his other hand running down his body. the video wouldn't be too long, just enough to tease you and have you asking to see more of him.., would absolutely end in facetime sex mhm
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feeling horrendously down bad for sungho tonight 😁😁
sungho would be sooo sweet to you. he’d love having you sat on his lap whilst he touches you, fingers rubbing over your panties whilst your thighs shake and you whimper his name. he’d speak so sweetly to you, telling you that he wants you to cum for him and calling you a good girl when you spill onto his fingers. kisses your forehead for added effect (affect?)
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i LOVEEEEEEE your account theme!!!! 🩷💓🖤💘
THANK YOUUUU CUTIEEE
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childhood bsf taesan who visits you at uni cos he missed you - only he finds all ur toys in ur room and wants to try them out on you IMMEDIATELY because he never knew you had this side to you 😣😣
he’d be a little shocked at first because the two of you never really spoke about your sex or intimate lives. his go to thing to do would be to tease you, giggling when you get flustered and teasing you about how you must be going through a dry spell to have so many toys. makes a passing comment that could be a joke but also could not be a joke about helping you out and wanting to use your toys on you. it ends with you laying down and him having your vibrator pressed against your clit whilst your legs shake and you whimper about how it’s too much. he really wants to fuck you whilst holding it against your clit but he thinks it might be too much for you.
once you start whining out for him to fuck you he can’t resist it, parting your legs and slipping himself between them. neither of you thinking how it could affect your friendship when he slowly eases his cock into you and presses the vibrator against your clit. in fact it never crosses either of your minds as he buries himself inside of you over and over again and has you crying out his name whilst your soaked cunt cries out for him too.
#𐙚 melody answers#𐙚 hard hours#𐙚 leejeongz#𐙚 melos friends#𐙚 taesan hours#𐙚 my amy 🌙#bnd smut#boynextdoor smut#taesan smut
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Hi Melo, I need more of your thoughts on sungho being needy and in love with his best friend. I've been having a sungho brain rot
his existence feels so yearning, would be head over heals for you but wouldn’t know how to even tell you so he doesn’t. but his emotions always get the better of him and he’s seeming end up hard each time the two of you sleep beside each other. wouldn’t take long for you to notice just how needy he is and begin to offer him help, which he’d take eagerly. thinking about usually more domestically dominant sungho becoming a mess when you wrap your hand around his cock
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i missed ur post so much 😓🙏
okay but taesan fucking you so good when you tell him you’ve been stressed out over exams and life overall, he’d be so gentle and praising you the whole time :((
im backkk 💗
he’d fuck you so good, holding your hands in his whilst thrusting deep into you. would kiss you when first pushing into you, keeping eye contact when increasing the speed of his thrusts, wants to hear you crying out his name as he fucks all your stresses away. when you get close he leans down to press his chest against yours and lets you wrap your legs and arms around him, knowing how overwhelmed you’ll be from how good it all feels. lets you cling to him and whilst you cum around his cock and make a mess. would even cum inside of you if you asked nicely
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HAVE YOU SEEN THAT WEVERSE REPLY OF TARSAN ???
"im f but t infront of onedoor.....
Toy.
HELLOO?#?]¢]]-$
oh he would let you use him however you want, just to please you and make you happy cus he loves you soo much youre his princess and he's a hopeless romantic...
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i see it though !!!! he’d do anything you without hesitation, it’d be cute in a way. would sit back and let you touch him and tease him, lets you ride his cock until you’re both a wreck just because you want it so bad. would let you edge him if you wanted to, lets you make a mess out of him until he’s crying and would so happily fuck you braindead if that’s what you wanted 💔
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hi melo! i just cant take this idea from my mind of best friend Taesan jealous, who is secretly in love with you omg, im so glad that you are back!!
best friend taesan would be head over heals for you, would barely be able to hide it. he makes playlists for you and kisses your forehead when he hugs you and gets jealous when you start showing interest in a guy. tries to hide it but fails miserably he’d be so cute
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