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Untitled 5 - Poem

One day you'll look back.

And see where it all started.

You might not even be far

From where you first departed.

It's alright.

Carry on.

Live your life like nothing's wrong.

Only when the bells toll home and we'll be gone

Then you'll see how bright you shone

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No bars withheld

I am broken

For so long

I've been shot

I've been bent

I've been torn

ripped to shreds

they all see

a sturdy vest

for I give

a sturdy vest

look beyond

you will see

a single piece

of white glass

look around

there are many

look forward

there are none

never to move

left behind

-Maniac

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Seven

We raise our pens

Not seeing the wounds they cause

Neither do we bother

For those may as well be loss

But yet we gain

Gain again to gain

In deathly patterns we flourish

Yet we yearn

Yearn to them.

Once again we raise our sword

Hunger for gain

Previous gains notwithstanding

Once again they hurt

One more join their rank

Down the blade

Lest rivers of black flow

Down they go

You hurt.

~Maniac

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Does it even matter anymore?

Keeping up all this glamour.

When all I want to do is fade and lay

I end up being brought to stay.

Let me leave your grasp

Or keep me here for eternity.

Or don't choose either or

And leave me to suffer in vanity.

Is all of this even real?

Or am I a fish

Taken hook line and sinker

Waiting for the reel.

All these double meanings

Make me lose my bearings

Ya like Jazz?

Well quite a bit yeah.

~Maniac

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Doctor’s Orders

Mutagens have been detected in your body. Unstable numbers are appearing. Scientists are trying to figure out the problem. Take the prescribed medicine for now. Side effects may include: Unprovoked heartache/heartburn. Rapid palpitation of the circulatory organ. Various spasms of the eye muscles. Intelligence loss. Viscous excretions. Extended periods of flushed skin. Failure to take medication may cause: Oppressive behavioral tendencies. Rapid shallow breathing. Should any of these symptoms occur: Ensure that you are in a safe area, Never expose anyone else to this virulent strain, Pressure to be applied near the chest area. Act swiftly in order to Initiate the excretion of this virus from your lacrimal glands. A patient zero for code “LL-10372-F″ has not yet been found At the present, LL-10372-F is known as the “Lode variance epidemic” Under these circumstances, General distribution of information is not allowed However, we have unofficially dubbed LL-10372-F as “Love” ~Maniac

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Festive Season

Dashing through the snow On a one horse open sleigh O’er the fields we go Laughing all the way

Bells on Greyhounds ring Making spirits rise What fun it is to ride and sing A sledging song tonight

Jingle bells, jingle bells, Jingle all the way Oh what fun it is to ride And paint the towns walls red, hey Jingle bells, jingle bells, Jingle all the way Oh what fun it is to smell Rotting smells of decay

~Maniac Tfw still learning how to use “Read More”. Slight update if you’re interested under here.vvvvv

I’m about to disappear after disappearing for like 2 months to work on something else. It might be on AO3 so check it out if you want to. Unfortunately, you’ll have to find my name by yourself since I want a weeb filter as the things I’ll be exclusively posting there are indeed anime related. http://archiveofourown.org/

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forgive me for i have sinned. Sorry for the 2 people who actually followed me and the 1 or 2 people who actually read what I post but my inner weeb cannot refuse this CHUUSEN!!!! I won’t reblog this like 7 times to increase my chances cuz I still want to make my page readable and accessible to me to make any changes. ...ALSO I PROMISE I’M WORKING ON SOMETHING IVE JUST BEEN BUSY WATCHING ANIME xd

@saitou-shuka’s Holiday Giveaway! ft. Jumbo Nesoberi

Happy December everyone! ‘Tis the season for looping Jingle Bell ga Tomaranai, Awaken the power, Seinaru Hi no Inori, and of course, the classic Snow Halation (•̀ ∀ •́)ﻭ✧

But when we think of the holiday season, the first thing we think of has got to be presents! And so, I’ll be doing a giveaway as a token of appreciation for all my followers. Thank you so much for all the support, everyone! (இ⌓இ )

One lucky winner will receive:

A Daisuki Dattara Daijoubu You Nesoberi, free of charge!

Prize Details:

Size: About 40cm in length and 20cm in height. Big enough to hug!

Condition: Basically new, with tag still attached.

Shipping: I can mail her to anywhere in the world :D

To be eligible to enter:

You must be following me. No giveaway blogs either! I’ll be checking :)

You must be comfortable giving me your name and address. If you are a minor, please get permission from your parent/guardian to disclose your address. I won’t use it for anything other than for mailing you the neso if you win.

You must be certain that the package can reach you safely. This sounds overly cautious, but I’ve seen giveaway prizes get turned away at customs and never make it back to the sender. (They were either lost forever or just thrown out.) I want to give You-chan a new, loving home, so I’d rather not risk letting her get lost in the mail :(

How to enter:

Likes and reblogs are each one entry!

You can reblog as many times as you’d like, but please be considerate to your followers.

The winner will be randomly chosen using RNG and announced here on this blog (:D)|￣|＿

I’ll also contact the lucky winner with follow-up details through Tumblr askbox and messenger once the giveaway ends. Feel free to DM me additional contact info (Twitter, Discord, email, etc) if you check other social media platforms more often, and I can contact you there as well. Please respond within 48 hours, or I will pick a new winner ヽ(ﾟ､｡)ﾉ

This giveaway ends December 17th at 08:16 JST (GMT+9).

Good luck to all who enter, and thanks again! (・∀・)ゝ -shukamod

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The Truth

Time is slowing down for me

It's getting hard to breath

Hiding behind words like it's a reliable factor

But it's a trash compactor.

Lies exist

and so do Truths.

All about to be said

is naught but the Truths.

I've cried and wept

On nights I could have slept

Written and voiced

This journey full of choice.

It's not as if it's a horrible place

Quite the contrary actually

I've experienced much grace.

From writers to critics

They've all seen my antics

But they don't see me

The person behind all this glee.

It's sad.

It's disappointing.

I have no life outside these outlets.

The truth?

It doesn't exist.

Not where I'm from.

I guess,

Until he wants to flee

I shall once again just be

A piece of poetry.

~Maniac

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Constant

For the longest time I've wondered

How it would feel

To have my lips pressed against yours

Would it be euphoria?

Would it be pain.

No one would know

Surely not us

After all, you've never

Even seen me that way.

You treat my words

Like a breeze by your ear.

Should I cry to you for help

Would you even notice?

No, of course you wouldn't.

After all,

I've already done it.

~Maniac

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Duologue 1

B:“hold me close” G:“but you’re across the country, plus it’s late so no transport is running” B:“are you saying you can’t hold me close without being close to me?” G:“isn’t that what ‘hold me close’ means?” B:“if you can break my heart from across the country i’m sure you can hold me close right now” ~Maniac

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Graduation

When you’re feeling your worse And there’s no need for words Will you let me hold you in an embrace We waste our nights gazing at the stars Yet they seem so close to us It may be due to the fact That there’s something even further right next to me We spend so many years Under the same roof Realising our feelings aren’t a constant But not every story has a neat and tidy ending ~Maniac

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I put you up

You put me down

Ignoring my signs and roadblocks and just drifting around them

Well, more like banging into them really

You tread carelessly around landmines

Luckily for you those have been all duds

But who knows when the real ones will pop up?

You prod all around my most sensitive regions

The places only you would know

But you do it anyway

It's time to stop.

Before I'm done.

~Maniac

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Pink

One by one they fall Slowly around you and me Signs of death around us Form perfect beauty One by one we see Little lives ending But we neither sob Nor do we mourn We hold back our tears Lest we form a fountain But deep inside We know that This feeling It can't be stopped One by one they break Upon their landing action Soft, fragile yet strong Like a human heart One by one we break Our feelings put to rest One by one we take A step to the death One by one they fall A hurricane of blossom When humans reach their peak And soon will start to wilt These ones are pink A light and dull colour But don't they look beautiful Painting death's glamour ~Maniac

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No real style here, just writing stuff off the top of my head for 7/13 DISCLAIMER: This is not meant to put down any religious beliefs but instead to celebrate the birthday of Tsushima Yoshiko Give me a reason to live Oh you angels on high Blowing your horns like some kind of trophy Leaving the rest of us in total misery Why don’t you just fall Into the earth with us See how your glory power and honour treat you here

You useless things are Revered high on end But when you fall You start to be just as advertised Useless “holy beings” Cast aside by the gods Fueled by hatred of the world you start to change Playing the devil’s advocate Doing things Changing things More than you’d ever have done up high Influencing the petty humans you once looked down upon

Evil in nature Terrifying in name Fallen angels are who I look up to Not those little white winged babies Following “gods little plan” to a T Take flight Control your destiny Let those black wings carry you Further than your fluffy clouds ever will Rule the hearts of man

Yonder we wander Having no sense of direction Needing someone to lead Daily happenings show us   Such a unique sense of Kindness You try to break our world Snatch our hearts Yet we accept it as A true salvation Perfection in a being Proud yet not arrogant Evil yet not without heart Delivering us from the perfect world of god Into the fiery pits of hell with you This is love Baby you’re hurting me ~Maniac

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Looking.

Looking into the abyss Of course it was empty Yet it gazes back at me

That’s what it must have been The fear of being empty Creeping up on my heart

The stare leaping out of the hole Seemed to pull me in Deeper… Deeper…

Looking into the abyss It was full of things Not at all empty like before Yet it still gazes back at me

The stares were on me And only on me As though I were the only thing

I soon realise I am not looking in the abyss

~Maniac

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Hyouka*

Even if no one goes, I have to go Searching for new excitements Seeking a journey To the skies maybe? On this happy party train, you can be what you want to be, where you want to go. Trapped in dice, trapped in night, trapped in heart. I wanted to love as more than a girl But I can’t say that on this train, can I? Tied up by invisible reins I scream. But no one hears. Looking at the night sky That seems to encompass all of me I wonder. Why do I think? Basking in the rhapsody of azaleas, I am reminded I am weak. Alive but dead. Unable to scream. Unable to fight back. I cry. The night sky shares half of my tears for me They form beautiful stars in the sky Their guilty eyes cannot see But I can. I shout. But even the stars go away.

~Maniac

*Hyouka is ice cream*

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Short paragraph #1

“If I let go, I feel that we will never be able see each other again” - Umi to Kotori in DanganLive

We let go of each other, ready for the awkward pause that was soon to follow. What was I thinking? Just grabbing her after hearing her confession… I wouldn’t be surprised if we could never meet eye to eye again. Surely not every girl likes it when you take charge? But my mind went blank after hearing the words “I love you…”. She just whispered. Softly. In my ear. Ah, what warmth! The warmth that made me fall in love all over again. She was like an angel, perfect in every way to me. Her angelic smile captivates my heart whenever I see it. Her large beady eyes that almost seem to stare into my soul. Everything about her was just so enticing, with so much power that it could fill the void in my empty heart. She looked into my eye and I stared back into hers. And there was nothing. ~Maniac