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the kind of love where you can work through difficulties and growing pains through communication and honesty and conscious effort to change and accept growth. the kind of love where you grow together and you feel completely wrapped up in certainty and safety and soft assurance. this love is healing and all encompassing and fulfilling without eclipsing the self, this love is home

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Sometimes I feel like I’m only meant for myself

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in sixth grade you were either a cucumber melon bitch or a warm vanilla sugar bitch

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About to disappear...

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Back to therapy i go..

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I’m that friend and it makes me so sad.

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I can’t even anymore.

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Wow... i really don’t feel like talking

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My milk bath maternity shoot 🌿🌼🧜🏾‍♀️ #madamemelaninn #me #pregnancy #flowerchild #freespirit #goddess #blackmoms

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The year is 2018. Your bills are on autopay. You just got paid and you still have $1200 from the last check. When you want something, you buy it without moving money around. Your credit cards are paid off. You and your friends have 2 international trips planned and paid for this year. Your parents are in great health and you’re able to help if they need anything. You love your job. Your desired creative career is falling into place and you get to take your little cousins to Six Flags and Universal Studios over the Summer. Your relationships are healthy and supportive. All of the toxic energy from the past 6 years is gone. You going to concerts, eating good across the states and your crib has art and warmth throughout. 2018 is going to be so good to you.

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Gotta make my own self feel beautiful on the days i feel mediocre.

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I’ll never forget that one time I was talking to this boy and I rejected him (mind you I almost gave him my address because we were supposed to go out) and he stalked and harassed me for an entire month and put my number on Craigslist (I was getting hundreds of calls and texts every day to the point my phone stopped working).

Men are crazy.

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Tough times call for extreme measures.

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I repeat the same verse; hoping you hear me.