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I did so good today w my calories that I gave myself a little treat, still at 800 total right now tho which is a slay

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Tried that TikTok trend where you put the headphones around your waist, and for a moment the body dysmorphia disappeared (only for a moment tho)

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She a huge bowl of ice cream yesterday but still weighed in at 99.3 this morning, so blessed fr

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Bligh a size 0 skirt and a XXS top today and they fit perfectly, literally better than drugs

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First one is from the middle of June and the last two are from this week (late July early August)

From 116-100/105 not sure bc I don’t have my scale rn

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I got super sick and my mom was supervising my diet so I’m back at 105 (I’m going to end it all)

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I’ve been lowk busy with work and running my organization bc the other leaders don’t do SHIT!

On a better note! I am at 103!!! Yayyyy literally lost 10lb in abt a month and a half while not like rlly suffering much and still having binge days abt once or twice a week. Slaying etc

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Okay crisis adverted guys, we’re back to 106. Probably water weight or smth maybe it will help my metabolism 🤷🏻‍♀️

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They requested to go kayaking and snorkeling I live by a beautiful beach, lowk one of them did it on purpose, I respect it tho he cares about me a lot

Bruh my friends from college are visiting next week 😭 im gonna have to wear baggy ass clothes or like cover my torso bc my thighs are pretty similar in size as they were before

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Took me 2 weeks to lose four pounds and I gained them all back in two days while my friends were over 😢

They didn’t make any comments about my body but I could tell they were a little worried.

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Nvm no ultimate goal weight any more ugw is die

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my bad

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having an 3d is literally just waiting 24/7

- waiting to w3igh in

- waiting for your next meal / when you can eat

- waiting for ppl to notice your wl

- waiting for the mirror to change

- waiting for the "special number"

waiting waiting waiting . . . it sucks.

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Now that I’m home for the summer I literally have no friends, like at all. My college friends are coming on the 10th but that’s like the only social interaction I’ve had since March 5th other than a 2 day trip to visit my collegetown two weeks ago. But that’s like it for my social interactions this summer. Like bro no wonder I relapsed 😭

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Slayed today

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What is kinda wild is that I keep having dreams where I binge like crazy on ice cream and sweets and food then wake up scared that I did it fr is that just me or 😭