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A silly illustration...Today I drew something like this

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I'm feeling very sleepy, so I've been sleeping all day today... Sorry... I think my hypersomnia will continue for a while... I'll draw an illustration when I can, and I'll upload it after I spend some time tonight. I'm not sure if I can upload it today though... I'll try drawing it when I'm not so sleepy.

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It's such a nostalgic song... I love it... Everyone dancing is so cute...

Hehe look at this silly video I made

They dance :3 I found a mmd mobile copy and made this crappy thing rq. It brings me joy

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I'm so sleepy today that I can't even draw, and, um... I don't think I'll be able to talk today! (Sorry... I've really accumulated a bit of sleep debt... I'm feeling abnormally sleepy... I'm going to fall asleep later, so I'm sorry... I don't think I'll be able to do anything today... This is a report as of 8am)

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I'm going to sleep now, it's 12pm... Good night... I'll talk to you again tomorrow... See you tomorrow

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Hehe, it was fun drawing the two sides of my personality... But the more I get to know him, the more I realize that my other side looks a little sleepy and cute... It's hard to care for him though...

The more we learn about him, the more his hidden personality speaks to us... It's like, "Why don't you slack off already... Why don't you sleep in for a bit?"That's what they say to us, so we just avoid it and do our job.

Hehe, taking care of them is hard work, but I know they're cute, Akane always takes care of them.

I want to touch them, but they get aggressive, so I don't have many opportunities to do so. I want to talk to my true personality, but they don't seem to warm to me. They get intimidated when I try to talk to them. It's a problem. They do warm to Akane, though...He doesn't seem to be fond of Louie and I...If they are given sleeping pills, they wake up calm, so Akane administers them to put them to sleep... but... it seems that Akane can be a bit troubled sometimes... She sometimes asks me to bring her medicine... It seems that the effects of the medicine wear off sometimes...From Olimar

I want to talk to myself, but I don't have a chance to touch myself... If I do touch myself, I get mad... If I'm in a bad mood, I get told to leave! I feel scared... I don't think I have that kind of personality... It makes me feel strange... From Louie

The hidden personality

They tend to be aggressive, but they also have a gentle personality, so once they get used to me, they are generally calm. However, they can sometimes get grumpy, and even get angry and say, "Give food!" When they ask when it's not mealtime, I gently tell them it's not time yet, and when it is mealtime, I feed them and put them to sleep. Some of them are rowdy, but once they eat, they calm down and sleep soundly.

Those are days. From Akane

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A strange illustration... hehe, the dialogue is... Olimar says "Don't say weird things", and Akane just says "You feel strange"...

This... I was talking in my head with everyone... so I thought... let's draw this illustration... it felt weird... and actually, all three of them have secret personalities... so if you add them all up... there are at least six of them... the other personalities are just sleeping... but actually, there are a lot of them...

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Today I drew the human body... My hands get numb, so I try to draw the human body every once in a while... Drawing poses is hard for me right now, so I'll draw them some other time... I'm not good at drawing poses, so I don't draw them... I wish I could draw them a little better, but I'm anxious... I'm afraid of making mistakes... I wasn't raised to be told that it was okay to make mistakes, so there are some parts that I usually draw with fear.

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Thank you as always...Thank you for the likes...The likes save my heart...Thank you for writing your thoughts and so on...I am always grateful...Thank you for finding me...I am always grateful for your help...I will do my best to create works at a relaxed pace...

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I'm going to say this because I have a bit of a weak side to me, but the people around me become famous, and I don't stay long, so I'm the type to leave before I become famous. So, whenever people around me become famous, I think to myself, "These people are amazing... They accept criticism and they accept positive opinions, and I think that's wonderful... But I can't accept that, and I get discouraged... So I disappear somewhere before the people around me get known... I think, "If only I could stay in one place..."I feel weak, and besides... my drawings and art aren't acceptable... so I get depressed every time... I should be happy just that some people recognize me, but... I can't accept that... I always wonder how I can accept myself... I'm sorry... I'm weak, I want to become stronger in my own way, but... I don't know how to accept myself. If you don't mind, please tell me anonymously. I want to know how to make it easier for me to accept myself, so please tell me…Even though I am recognized by some people, everyone around me is so amazing...I blame myself for being so insignificant...That is my weakness...I have to accept myself...I feel like every day that I won't be able to see any growth in myself when it comes to creating works...I'm sorry...I apologize for saying such things...Hearing stories like this won't change anything...I have to work hard...That's what I tell myself

I want to be someone who can accept myself... There are quite a few people who accept me... I want to tell myself that that's enough... But I can only think of negative thoughts... I always think that I have to start by changing the way I think... I'm sorry... I have to try my best in my own way... I'll tell myself that it's okay, I can do it... If I do that... I'm sure...

Accepting myself is my challenge

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I feel like my body is a little hot today... Let's see... Maybe it's brain fever... I'm going to take it easy and rest, I don't think I'll be able to draw... When you're not feeling well, you need to make sure to rest... Otherwise it will just get worse... Hehe, please wait a little longer, I'll work on the illustration properly

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I went for a walk and took a bath... It's been a while since I last took a bath... I'm exhausted... but that's okay... In Japan, it's customary to take a bath every day, but... as someone with a mental illness... it's a pain to take a bath every day... I feel good if I take a bath once every three days... hehe, it felt good for now... so I'm going to relax and play some rhythm games now

Louie's memo... It's written in Japanese, and Louie wrote that summer is coming to an end. Olimar and I responded to it by writing. Haha, it was fun writing it down, Louie. You must be a little tired, but... you did well... I'm a little tired too, so let's all go to sleep later.

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Good morning. I'm feeling a little sluggish today, so I'd like to go for a morning walk... We're all going for a walk together, the three personalities Akane, Olimar, and Louie... We're going for a walk, and I'm going to talk about all sorts of things as we go.

I want to move my body a little and get hungry. I'm on my period and I'm a little constipated... I'm not feeling well, so I'm taking measures like that. It's been a while since we last went for a walk, so we're all wondering what to talk about... Should we talk about my girlfriend, or... about our health?

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Good night. I'm going to listen to some music tomorrow and draw some illustrations that reflect the image of the song. I hope I can draw it... I'm not feeling well, but I'll try to draw it properly.

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It makes a *snap* sound and puts you to sleep...it has a strong power...hehe. I used it on Louie because I heard he was having trouble falling asleep...I also used it on Olimar...he seemed to be having trouble sleeping so...hehe. I might be the scariest person of all...from Akane's diary

This is a kind of storytelling game... a slightly different story... but there is another story like this... maybe I'll write it someday.

Well, that's just if I feel like it... I only plan on making it into a novel... I'm not good at making illustrations... so I'll make it into a novel

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Blue Pikmin and Louie

The blue Pikmin's face turned out scary... I couldn't draw it cutely (crying)

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Olimar and Red Pikmin