lilierain

[lilierain]

Every break I take I try to reach into a space making sense out of this phenomenon of you. Why do you choose to be the way that you are? How does that tic tac sized worldly fame take precedence over your loyalty towards your own heart? Do you not have to answer to yourself before you slip into the night's unsettling bed? How does it not break you? Or suffocate you? Why are you so feeble- I promise you don't have to put up with this. Can you for once muster the courage needed to man up?..maybe it's not in your nature. So then why do you appreciate help? As long as it's passive, you're okay. As long as the love is only talk, you're okay. As long as the concern is within it's own confinement, you're okay.

Don't you fear you might totally end up missing out on ever making friends with your emotions? Fill your lungs with a breath full of content & peace rooted in righteousness, look at yourself in the mirror and feel the loss; the rejection; the failure; the hurt- be a human & soothe yourself with a balm of a clear conscience sheltering a heart that is unclouded by any dirty regret💌

[lilierain]

when the darkness of the night begins to dawn and you open your embrace to hold your lonely heart wondering whether you'll ever be loved; softly, gently, carefully, delicately. To me, seeing them; seeing him gives me hope. She is the same as me but he? Does he really exist? He does for her, will there be such a he for me?