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Him and Her

Her :

“le premier amour est toujours le dernier ”

i can’t take this quote out of my mind , you remmember when i ask you if u’ll love my forever and that is always your answer, you’ve told me once that you’ve read it in a french book. 

Now i can confirm it because boy i can’t take the memories out of my mind .  i can’t stop that feeling when i touch my phone and my heart start to beat so fast seeing a notification and thinking .. it’s you …

it’s you and only you , the one who broke me into pieces and the one who can fix me just by hearing his voice .. 

Him :

“elle m'a possédé âme et coeur , envahi , lié ”

I wrote down in the journal you gave me last month .. Girl , i wish you are here right now , i miss holding your hand . 

you know Guy de maupassant is right about everything , you took my sould when you left .. I thought by breaking up with you , I will finally feel complete or happy but i haven’t felt any of those .. 

I still have your pictures on my phone , and let me tell you a little secret i still talk with our little birdy when i’m not feeling good as we always do , he miss you by the way .. I wish i can be with you right now .

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from the past to the present

25-10-1954 Dear BJ, i couldn't wait to write for you again and I don't care about the others , ma jolie BJ , I can't forget the last hug and the kiss that nobody saw except us , maybe this will the last time we can meet each other , but darling i will always remember the way I trumble when you look into my eyes , when you speak and i can't focus on anything except them , and that glowy smile . I don't know how a person can be an angel but you are mon ange . Here I am in this room alone thinking about the good moments : the late night dances together, the games we've played , how many times you held my hand , the times you're skin touched mine and how i tried to hide my feelings but I couldn't do that . I remember that time when you asked me 'Do you love me' and i didn't answer but ' Yes i do , i really do , and i won't stop loving every detail of you ' . I can't tell a lot of people about this story but one day and only one day , everybody will know about us , about everything and I will be yours . I know that somebody else broke your heart and you took too much time to heal but are you still hurting? I will wait for you till the day i die . You will always be my lady even if you're fully grown and i will always protect and take care for you despite all the distance , even if you moved to the end of the world , Darling one night we will be together in London , listening to your favourite song , drinking a cup of tea and eating F . Yours trully , Your love S. written by : Ameni Gam

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