lemmmyyy

[lemmmyyy]

There’s something very peaceful about sitting in your car on your phone in the driveway of your house, can’t explain it

[lemmmyyy]

When you’ve been an adult since you were a kid, it’s a different kind of tired

[lemmmyyy]

Crash

bobbing for air

my life raft, a web of strings bringing me back under the waves

Fighting against the current

Desperate to break free

And for a moment, peace

Catching my breath

Long enough to see you swim free

Long enough to know that’ll never be me

The waters churn

Crash

Another wave

Trying to drown me into their darkness below

Gasping for air

Never further away, never further behind

Right in the same wave

Hurling and crashing

Keeping me on the edge

Away from you

Screaming for help

Everyone can see me

But no one comes

Everyone can see me

But no one cares

Crash

[lemmmyyy]

It’s ok if you do it

doing the least but expecting more

everyone else is failing you

You play victim with precision

only worrying what you get from me

you’re so miserable you can’t even see it

being a vampire on my happiness

wanting a life you cant build yourself

circle in, take what you can

you’re not the first vulture

coming to pick pieces of my life for yourself

Thinking I don’t deserve it

I don’t appreciate like you would

it’s just yours to take from me

You’re so jealous

But it won’t fill the void

it’s not my life you’re after

My sense of self, my voice

You’ll never have it

Too busy chasing me to find you

Found you out early

You’ll find someone else to destroy

But you’ll still be empty

[lemmmyyy]

[lemmmyyy]

I only attract in people who actively avoid therapy