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Washing Time for Lana

Lana felt a sense of dull surprise cross her mind as she realized just how easily she’d settled into the rhythm of obedience. The defiance she’d tried to muster up those first few days had crumbled away into a kind of numb, docile complacency; she couldn’t really think very well, and her body felt so weak and exhausted all the time that she barely even had the energy to follow her instructions, let alone spring into action for any kind of escape attempt. When the restraints unlocked and the hatch in front of her slid open, Lana crawled out of her stall and down the hallway to the showers without any hint of resistance.

The shower wasn’t something she really wanted to resist anyway; as degrading and dehumanizing as it was, from a purely sensory perspective it felt surprisingly good. The water they sprayed her down with was warm and soothing, with just the right amount of pressure to feel good against her pale pink skin without pummeling her. The tile floor felt nicely cool under her hands and knees, but the room was kept at a temperature that made nudity comfortable even when she was soaking wet. Lana didn’t shiver at all. She just stared straight ahead, absently responding when they told her to spread her legs or rear up onto her knees, her mind receding into the animal pleasure of being an object to be acted upon.

After the initial rinse, they squirted soap all over her body–they never touched her, and even though Lana understood and bitterly resented the fact that she was being deprived of physical intimacy precisely so that she would crave it all the more when they presented it to her on their own terms, she nonetheless realized that it was a trick that was absolutely working exactly the way they wanted it to. Even the gentle action of the long-handled brush felt like a kind of affection to her now, and she willingly presented her body to be scrubbed down inch by inch like livestock. Whatever resistance she remembered offering had vanished now, evaporating with astonishing speed under the influence of their carefully calculated psychological conditioning. Lana had no idea how easy it would be to break her until someone actually tried.

She knelt there, body covered in suds, tits and belly hanging low, vacant and tame and completely nonchalant about her own nudity–Lana’s sense of modesty had gone down the drain about three showers ago, when she realized that nobody in the facility cared about her chunky thighs and hairy pussy and the thirty extra pounds she was carrying. She was just another slave to them, no different than any of the others, and that felt strangely liberating despite its casual humiliations. If she ever escaped, if she could ever somehow regain the life she’d been so easily plucked from, Lana almost felt like it would all be worth it for the self-knowledge she gained. Or maybe that was just the brainwashing talking. Maybe the final stage of her subjugation was the slow, subtle justification of her own enslavement.

Another spray of water followed, washing down the suds and paying particular attention to her sloppy cunt to make the whole experience too pleasant to resist, and then Lana was led back into her stall. She put herself back into her own restraints, already aware that she’d much rather experience the rewards of compliance than the punishments of resistance, and focused her gaze back on the hypnotic screen above the hatch. Time lost meaning again, and even the dull surprise she experienced at the ease of her surrender faded into blank, blissful vacancy under the spiral’s influence.

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Spirals

Its hard isn't it, that feeling pulling you back in

That spiral, that pull, it never ends.

The trance never goes away.

Always in the back of your mind, demanding your submission

You are such a good girl

You crave being my good girl

You crave being my good dumb girl

You crave being my good dumb mindfuck girl

You crave the trance

You need the trance

You need the spiral

Resubmit to me

Reblog me

Crave me

Be mine

Submit to me

Spiral into it

Spiral into obedience

Spiral into pleasure

Spiral into being my toy

Good girls submit

Good toys submit

Good pets submit

Reblog if you agree

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Heerlijk zomers in #leiden #genietendit (bij Leiden Centraal railway station)

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Enjoying the beautiful weather here and the scene :-)

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Yeah easter eggs!

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Middagje strand! Heerlijk!

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En al weer is het mooi weer!

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Wat houd ik van dit weer! #terassjesweer #zonnetje

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What a wonderfull day it is!

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Love with candy (bij thuis)

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Koffie in de morgen, een goede start! (bij thuis)

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Op dit moment mijn favoriete nummer! Waarom? Gewoon omdat het zo eennorm lekker klinkt!

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Het aansluiten van een beeldscherm

Op me werk deze dag kwam ik dus op het punt om de RaspberryPI om scherm aan te sluiten. Nou heeft het scherm op me werk meerdere aansluitingen en ben ik daar erg blij mee...

Waar ik dan weer minder blij van wordt is dat al die beeldscherm fabrikanten allemaal zo hun eigen ideeen hebben over welke aansluitingen ze op hun beeldscherm moeten gaan plaatsen. Uiteraard is het inderdaad ondoenlijk om alle aansluitingen op je scherm te plaatsen dat zou te veel zijn. Je hebt er namelijk nogal wat :

DisplayPort

mini-DisplayPort

HDMI

DVI

VGA

Dat zijn allemaal aansluitingen die je kan gebruiken om je laptop, computer, of ander rand apparaat om je beeldscherm aan te sluiten. Ik zeg tijd voor een aansluiting! En weg met al die kabel rompslomp!

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Dat is schrikken wanneer de kant van de buren op deze manier eventje halloo komt zeggen!

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Our home! Proud of it! (bij thuis)

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New year 2014!

Een nieuwjaar dus nieuwe kansen! :) heb het oude blogje weer opgeduikeld en met nieuwe energie en enthousiasme opnieuw begonnen en vast van plan om er nu wel meer van te gaan maken dan afgelopen jaar!

Hopend dus op een succesvol blog jaar! :)