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Red hair, blue eyes, she loves books and reading and is very smart, she's a bit smaller than me, which is perfect for cuddles and spooning....

She has really pale skin because shes allergic to sunlight.

She laughs at my silly jokes and makes some herself sometimes...

She's not good of a kisser but with time we both got better....

She has a beautiful face and some black glasses.... Her legs and her skin in general were so smooth....

But her stomach oohhhhhh dear god her smooth, flat, warm stomach.... It was the best to kiss it, to feel it.

Sorry got a bit carried away sbout a girl thats lost....

@ gay/bi ppl, reply or reblog w/ the character who is absolutely your type in every way possible, the perfect example of ur dream boyfriend/girlfriend, i’ll go first: garrett hawke

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“tonight i realized how much i love you watching you there, seeing you smile. tonight i remembered the past, it’s been awhile now but my feelings have only grown. i can’t talk about these emotions, but i think about them all the time. oh, what a wonderful memory, when i was yours and you were mine.”

— i am so in love with you, it’s okay that you don’t feel the same. as long as you’re in my life, i’ll be okay. but i can’t help but keep hope. maybe one day.

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What. Do you regret it?

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Good.

Next time you’ll learn faster.

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When your TC accidentally touched you.

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“I may think of you softly from time to time. But I’ll cut off my hand before I ever reach for you again.”

— Arthur Miller

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I’m not a cheater. I’ve done it in the past but you’ve got my heart and soul wrapped around your cute little fingers. I can’t stop fucking thinking about everything. I wish you’d listen to me for a second. I love you with every ounce of my existence but I feel like I’m nothing to you. My world went crashing down and now it’s fucked up. I’m sorry. Im so fucking sorry. I love you. I have problems but who doesn’t? You could’ve just told me what you wanted. Im all yours and I’ve always been yours. Since day one. I’m so fucking sorry, Shelby. I’ve been sober. I want to get fucked up and drown myself in everything and anything I can get my hands on. I want to.. *sigh* I want to hold you and love you. I want everything to be okay again. I want to be able to see you. I want to be the one to give you sleepy kisses at night. I want to be able to comb your hair after a shower or before bed. I want to be able to just give you money because i’m scared if you’ll run out out of nowhere. I want to be the one to run food to you at work so you don’t go hungry. I want to be the one working at a relationship with you everyday because they aren’t easy. *sigh* I want to say I’m sorry.. I want to… but you won’t let me. You’re sickened by my existence and I’m sorry.. I’m so fucking sorry, shelby…

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I love you but I have to let you go.

(via youwereazephyr)