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Lost You

I love your smile I love when you always cheering me up every single midnight I love when we're discuss everything about life I love when you always up when I'm in distress of my thesis I love when you try to give an advice I love when you ever said... "I love you girl, when we're apart. I wanna hold you thight every single night. So get to sleep... I will sing for you tonight. Don't ever cry again. I'm here... " But you're not here anymore. Yeah.. We seperated because fucking different things. That's hetic. Chaostic. And we go to be PAHTETIC STRANGER now. I knew you're with the special one in your life... Don't mind.. We have our new lifes here... But... Today... I met one character WHO REMIND ME ABOUT YOU. The hair, smile, face, style, everything about the old you when we're together. I miss you Sena. I really miss you... We're stranger, we're just close only by the picture, and chat. But, you let me call by your "close name". Oh my... I'm babling too much.. I just want to say.. I miss you so much.. But I should let you go with the memories we had Goodbye Sena.. Goodbye Ibuki kun.. Thank you for everything happened in my life.. You're still in my heart ever... And thank you for Gaia Ijuin for remind me about him. Thank you for being his doppleganger accidentally. Ps: Don't ever call me childish anymore Sena, lol. But I did.. I'm still the crybaby ever, lol.

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Tired

He : are you busy?

Me : honestly, not.

He : still have some love for me?

Me : yup, still there.. But...

He : but?

Me : could you make this official? I'm tired of hoping.

He : . . . . .

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Did you remember our damn babling? "Trust me, I never break your heart or look down on you. So.. You should prepare yourself for my world, err... yours. No.... I mean OUR world". I think.. You forgot about this...

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BAD Guy

“What if I’m not a superhero. What if I’m the bad guy?” - Edward Cullen, Twilight

Actually I love the bad things from a guy. Yeah Superhero, sounds good too. But no one perfect, of course you too. And ironic me too…

Just me.. Love the bad guy like you. Yes.. Like you did all things BAD to me. I love it.

I love you…

Most

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Enough

Just enough!!! I DON'T WANNA HEAR YOUR FUCKING BULLSHIT ANYMORE!!! I try to keep faith in this fucking stupid relationship. I just wanna be Happy :(

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Why you always againsting me? Do I look your enemy in your whole life?

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I wanna be your beautiful one, your forever wings

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This is... Bitter

Yeah I knew.. I really knew that LOVE will be forever until death.. But.. Not now.. Not today... I feel bitter.. Ironic it's going worse... Help

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Hello Sad Life

I CAN’T IMAGE WHY I CAN SURVIVE UNTIL NOW???? 

I knew it’s too much lol

Maybe I should try to active this tumblr again lol

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Dead day...

If you have a dead of your day... what ypu gonna do? Just chillin until that time or still wasting you priceless time? If I'm in that conditions... I wanna make a good memories and also get that happiness ever in my life. BUT... maybe the other think that this is gonna end soon and not make this priceless.. well then... remember that what people think not the same like you did. Your think can't be stick with other because of love.. that's bullshit ever ... ever this world...

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Fuck you

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Stupid or?

Am I stupid? Or fucking idiot who always trust my the only one can't make me down?

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dissapointed

Did you ever hope with someone can save you, hold you, stay same with your line, always make you smile, never break all about your hope, never make you cry, never make you feek alone, never make you cry?? just tell me if you have someone who never make you dissapointed. Just tell me

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Damn Insom?

I can't sleep.. my head wanna explode everything, may I explode here? No... I think it's waste of my power to live, to breath, to think, to cry even to smile... Hmm.. can I say goodbye today? Or... I still here to wait? I wanna escape from this damn shit situation. Where I can buy the precious happiness? Just tell me, I wanna buy it for my days

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(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pisnHD_JuJM)

Dunno why I really love this Violin version by Taylor Davis.

Thanks for made this Heroic theme song more beautiful.. 

PS:

For Capt..

I ALWAYS BESIDE YOU!!

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*sigh*

Whenever we’re always together here, dunno I feel so damn far away from you...

Do you feel it?

Do you feel it that I MISS YOU SO BADLY???

I think you’re not..

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Do I look so grumpy?

LOL..

you got me there boys