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[faustianurge]

I looooove the shit that's like

"You have the power to possess me and take over my body but you don't because you respect me"

because it can lead to

"I'll let you possess me and take over my body when necessary because I trust you"

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there is something wrong with me but together there could be something wrong with us <3

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there's something so compelling about stories where a character's virtues intensify into flaws that lead to their downfall. loyalty and love becoming so all-consuming that compassion outside of them ceases to exist. duty overwhelming any moral compass until order becomes more important than justice. selflessness so intense it becomes self-destruction. let me watch while whatever saved the hero in the beginning destroys them. let me see them fall to their own worst impulses disguised as what once made them good.

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Sex is when you push your finger into someones open wound and they make a pathetic little moan in response

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i love you betrayals between people who still love each other i love you devotion to the point of destruction i love you selfish choices made in the name of love i love you devastating consequences of those choices

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when a powerful figure is reduced to kneeling. when the lord is forced to bow. when the exile stumbles into an unwelcoming bar. when the “beast” is chained by their horns. when a god is dragged behind their enemy’s chariot, a captive and trophy. when the loyal “guard dog” character is muzzled and the silver-tongued thief falls silent in horror.

that’s the shit

it’s about the contrapasso. the reversal of roles and the sudden, plunging terror of being unable to hide.

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Sorry I'm going to be more normal about him

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No, no. I can have one more shot, I swear. I won’t start behaving like a flamboyantly gay pansy stock character in a pre-code film again. I swear. You can trust me. Darling, you must trust me.

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it's so important for your health and well-being to get overly attached to a fictional man who is both deeply amoral and unbelievably, pathetically sad

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i want that slut covered in blood and traumatized by his actions

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post nut clarity does not properly convey the gravity of the pre nut insanity. like truly.

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[AS A DAGGER IS HELD TO MY THROAT] are we about to kiss rn. Lol

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(flirting) you look like you bruise really easily haha. i can smell fear btw

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💀 4.1k update 💀 the dark urge/astarion/enver gortash 💀 nothing healthy is happening here 💀 the inherent tragedy of the vampire ascendant astarion 💀 part of the series "I am resolved. I shall not repent."

"Who knew we could make such an effective duo?” Gortash says.

He pours a generous amount of wine into two goblets and offers one to Astarion. Gortash must have brought it with him, as the scent that wafts over to Astarion is nothing like the bottles in the cellar. Even if Astarion hates the man, Gortash has a keen sense for wine. He has a taste for full-bodied reds with strong notes of leather and pepper. Astarion takes the offered drink, and he’s careful not to let his fingers brush Gortash’s as he does. When he lifts it to his lips, it’s not what he expects. This choice is earthier and more understated, and it slides easily across his tongue. What it lacks in body it makes up for in the aftermath, burning warmly down Astarion’s throat in a way usually reserved for blood. Astarion recalls tasting it once before on Faust's lips on a night Gortash was to commune with Bane to discuss the next steps of his plot, a sign of worsening nerves.

“If we can conquer a Netherbrain, we can conquer a wayward Bhaalspawn,” Astarion says.

read the rest

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you have to stop biting the hand that feeds you. go for the neck

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[DAZED FROM BLOOD LOSS] hey not to kill the vibe completely but i think i am in love with you

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When their entire relationship is toxic, but they're both so fucked up that it's actually the best case scenario, because subjecting anybody else to either of them would be a human rights violation.