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I have updated part one with all the links :)

Hey guys! So, I’ve decided to write a series of fanfictions and this is part one! I haven’t posted any fanfics in a while, so I hope this makes up for it!

I’m aiming to mix it up and make this fanfic about more than one celebrity, starting with danisnotonfire in the first! I hope you enjoy! :)

I will try to post one daily, if I am unable to, I will let you know, just check my page!

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Parts 1-20 are on my blog - I'm glad you like them!

Hey guys! So, I’ve decided to write a series of fanfictions and this is part one! I haven’t posted any fanfics in a while, so I hope this makes up for it!

I’m aiming to mix it up and make this fanfic about more than one celebrity, starting with danisnotonfire in the first! I hope you enjoy! :)

I will try to post one daily, if I am unable to, I will let you know, just check my page!

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So Close. (Part 20) - The Final Chapter.

You and Luke were sat on the sofa, just talking, with your second cup of coffee each, when his phone rang. "It's... Becky... Should I answer?" He asked you. You really didn't know. You tried putting yourself in Dan's shoes and imagined how he felt when you had called him numerous times. You also thought about how you had wanted nothing more than for Dan to answer. Maybe that's how Becky felt. "I think you should do what you want. But if it were me, I think I would answer, just to find out what they wanted. Maybe she wants to apologise?" You suggested. He nodded, then lifted the phone to his ear. He didn't say anything yet, but you could already hear the rambling shouting of her voice. It didn't sound good. "What do you expect me to do about it? He's right. You're a cheater." Luke finally said to her. You heard more rambling. At one point, you could of sworn she said Dan, but it was probably just a similar word. "Becky, I am not going to help you after what you did to me! Do you not understand how embarrassing that was? I was mortified. I loved you, but now I can't trust you." Luke said. This comment hit you hard. You knew it wasn't to you, but you could still relate to it. Dan must have been so embarrassed, and Ed too. You knew it had hurt them, but you hadn't thought about the embarrassment before. Sometimes, embarrassment could be worse than the hurt in a sense. They trusted you, but you used that trust to get what you wanted. Or, at least what you thought you wanted. More rambling was followed by Luke saying, "Just leave me alone." And then, he hung up the phone. "I'm sorry about that." He said to you, before putting his head in his hands. You shuffled closer to him and put your hand on his shoulder in attempt of comfort. "I'm so sorry, Luke." You whispered. "It's alright." He whispered back, looking up to look you in the eye. You smiled at him, he smiled back. But, he began leaning in to touch your lips with his. You didn't realise until you were touching by this one spot, but when you did, you pulled away. "I can't do this again, Luke, I'm sorry." You said, partly to yourself. He sighed and apologised. He had gotten the wrong idea, you figured. Deep down, you were proud of yourself for stopping the brief kiss from going further. Maybe you weren't all bad. Maybe, just maybe, you could get Dan to listen. Try one last time.

Dan's POV.

"I'm a hypocrite." Dan said to himself, concluding his jumbled thoughts. He hadn't cheated on you, but he had caused someone to cheat on their boyfriend. He was mixed in with the cheating, not that he knew that until Becky's boyfriend had walked in on them in bed. The difference between him and you, he recognised, was he didn't know what he was doing, but you did. Saying this, he also knew you and Ed hadn't had sex. But, you had slept with the stranger the other night. Well, he assumed. He couldn't know unless he spoke to you. So here raised the question: why didn't he hear you out?

Your POV.

You turned the keys to your car, awakening it, and set off for Dan's house. You decided that seeing him in person would be better than a phone call. He'd have to talk to you.

Dan's POV.

He locked the door to his house, gently, and set off for your house. He wanted to know what had happened between the you and the stranger. Maybe even apologise. He walked down the street.

Your POV.

"Daniel?" You asked, after rolling down your car window. He looked up at you, unsure. He had a very blank expression, so you didn't know what to think. You parked the car at the side of the road and got out and walked up to him on the path where he was waiting. Him waiting for you to get to him was a good sign, you realised. "Hi." He greeted, still not giving away his mood. "Hey, I was just coming to see you." You told him. "That's funny. I was just coming to see you." He replied. This stumped you. He wanted to see you? This meant he wasn't angry, surely? "Oh really? Why?" You wondered. He looked down to the ground, as if he was nervous. "Did...did you sleep with that guy last night?" He asked. You paused. "The truth?" You said. "The truth." He looked up. "Yes." You answered, straight out. Dan sighed, and looked back down to the floor, before asking why. "You hated me, but not as much as I hate myself. I do things to try and make things better, but it doesn't work. It makes things worse." He looked up, and you continued talking, " When you showed up on my doorstep yesterday, I was shocked. You didn't even let me explain myself, Daniel! So, I slept with him out of anger. Not with you, but myself. This is all a big mess." "It's shit what you did with Ed. But if I didn't forgive you, I'd be a hypocrite." He said. You raised an eyebrow. "You've forgiven me?" You asked. "Not completely. But I can't stop myself from loving you." He admitted. "You love me?" You gasped. "I do." He smiled at you for the first time in ages.

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I can't believe that is the last time I'm ever gonna post So Close! 

I just want to thank you all for reading it , and for all the kind messages I have received about it! You're all so kind and lovely! 

I hope this was a good ending, I've only just finished writing it and I have redone the ending like 5 times and I finally settled on this one. 

Thank you so much for reading and following me! I will still be posting various fanfiction on this blog, so this isn't the last of me. I just need to build up some more ideas! If you have any requests for a storyline or genre (e.g. fluffy, drama, etc) then send me a message and I'll try my best to create a story for you! 

Thanks again for reading So Close! - Hannah x

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So Close. (Part 19)

Heeyyyy guys! Just a note to say that there will be only one or two more parts of So Close. I have began writing part 20, and I am unsure if I will be able to end it  there, so there may be another, perhaps short part 21. Which would you prefer? To end at 20 and for it to be a long one, or add a short part 21 to finish it off? Message me answers!

Anyway, enjoy part 19! - Hannah x

-------------------------------------------------------- You woke up the next morning, naked, with limbs everywhere. Of course, those limbs were not just yours; some were of the stranger you had allowed into your bed last night. He snored, dribbling slightly on the pillow his face was pressed against. You thought about moving, but you didn't really want to wake him. You lifted your head up slightly to see if your mobile was close by. Your head was throbbing like crazy, but it was still able to recognise the phone on the floor, not far away from you. You stretched out your arm as far as you could, just managing to reach it. You woke it up to see the time was 9 o'clock in the morning. Not as late as you had thought. You looked behind you when suddenly you heard a groan coming from the stranger. He hadn't woken up, he had just rolled over in his sleep, releasing you a bit more. You shuffled, testing how deep in the sleep he was, before pulling yourself out of the bed. The stranger did not move. You scanned the room for some clothing, to find some old jeans and a Nirvana t-shirt. You realised that Dan had actually bought you that top for your birthday, after having a fangirl about the band for at least 3 months. 3 months didn't seem like too long, but other things had got in the way. You realised your life had to start, like jobs and taxes and all the other adult things you hated. Thinking about Dan for that split second made you remember what happened last night. Why was he on your doorstep that late at night? Why was he there at all? Was it possible he had forgiven you? If so, you'd obviously screwed that up. This thought made your head hurt more. The idea that Dan had forgiven you somehow, made you realise something. You did, in fact, truly love him. But that thought just made you ask the reccuring questions: 'why did I go out with Ed; why did I agree to be just friends; why anything?' But then, it hit you that maybe Dan hadn't forgiven you and he didn't want to get back together. Maybe he just needed something else, like something that belonged to him, for example. You couldn't afford to jump to conclusions at that point. You thought about calling him, asking him what he wanted, but after last night, why would he answer? You wouldn't if the situation was the other way round. But, Dan wouldn't get into the situation in the first place. He was too nice. He was amazing. And you threw that away. And for what? The world to turn against you and everyone you loved to hate you. You couldn't blame them, though. You couldn't deny that you didn't hate yourself, but you didn't want to admit it either. Still thinking everything over, you went to the kitchen to make a cup of coffee.

When you returned, the stranger had disappeared from your bed. Instead, he was shuffling on jeans. He turned around when he heard you enter, fastening the zip. "Oh, hey." He said, you assumed he was also feeling the awkwardness of it all. "I've never done this before, so I don't know what happens now... I guess I just get my clothes on and go... Or is that too much?" He joked, still awkwardly. "I really don't know..." You replied, "That sounds right from what I've seen jerk guys do in movies... Not that you're a jerk!" You blushed, but he laughed. "I guess I'm a bit of a jerk for persuading a pretty girl to take me to her house and sleep with her, and not even knowing her name. I'm Luke, if you were wondering..." He answered. It was nice to finally know his name, and also know he wasn't a big freak. "Y/N." You said, "And you're not a jerk. I'm part of this too don't forget. I let you come home with me." "I suppose so, but it's ok to let me take the responsability for this." He said, pulling a polo shirt over his head. "I was having a rough night, and I needed to get drunk and meet someone. You know, girl troubles..." "You're not the only one with relationship issues." You answered, sitting on the bed. He looked concerned and sat on the bed next to you. "Want to talk about it with someone who won't judge you at all?" He asked. "Are you sure?" You weren't sure how you felt about telling Luke, a guy you bearly knew, but had slept with. He nodded, so you told him everything. He didn't say anything whilst you were telling your story, just nodded and made agreeing sounds. When you were finished he asked, "So, you love this guy, huh?" "I think I do. But it's too late. I've screwed it up, haven't I?" "Hmm, well he's certainly going to be annoyed you slept with me, but it really sounds like he had forgiven you and was planning to perform some big gesture to show you he loves you. If it was that, the love can't go all of a sudden. Everyone makes mistakes." Luke said. You thanked him. "So, what was your girl problem, then? If you want to talk about it, that is." You asked. "It's no way near as dramatic as yours, but I basically caught my girlfriend in bed with another guy. Not a pleasant sight to see another guy, naked, on top of your girlfriend." He said. "Oh, that's not good." You replied, not sure what else to say. But then you realised, that could have been you. It kind of was you! You didn't sleep with Ed, but you still went out with him, cheating on Dan. You felt a rush of anger over your own mistakes. "Luke, thank you. Well, not thank you. I'm sorry about your girlfriend obviously, but I mean thank you for telling me what happened. I am that girl. I cheated on my boyfriend with someone else. You should hate me." Luke sighed. "I guess that is an obvious conclusion, but I can't dislike you. You're a nice girl and at least you understand what you did was wrong. Becky didn't. She thought it wasn't a big deal! Doesn't matter now though. We're over." You thought about this for a while. Luke was right; you did understand what you had done was completely out of order. You liked Luke actually, and he wasn't as bad as he seemed last night. "Would you like a cup of coffee?" You asked.

Dan's POV.

Dan sat up, head screaming at him. He couldn't remember much from the night before, except the fact you had moved on to yet another guy, and so soon. This was pretty cemented into his mind. But then, he realised he could be called a hypocrite for thinking that. Beside him was not a stranger, but Becky the stripper. He'd called he after storming off from your house last night, for a booty call. She had been busy at the club she worked at, but she gave him the address and he met her there. He watched her dance, while gulping down pints of cheap beer. He didn't remember much after that, but it must have ended with taking her home to his bed.

Becky woke up not soon after, smiling when he saw him. She sat up herself and kissed his shoulder, letting him know she was awake. Dan turned around and half smiled at her. "Danny, what's wrong?" She asked. Dan wasn't sure what he thought about her calling him 'Danny'. No one had ever called him that before and he wasn't sure he liked it. It made him express a crooked smile when he thought about the fact you would wretch at the name. "Nothing's wrong, I'm fine." He lied. "Don't think about that cheating bitch, Dan. Forget about her." She told him. Dan frowned and his anger built up. "Did you forget about cheating on your boyfriend with me?! You're also a cheating bitch then. Maybe I should forget about you!" He growled. She gasped and stood up, completely naked. She picked up her dress and just held it there. Yes, she had a great figure and Dan couldn't resist looking at it, but this didn't stop him from being incredibly angry. "Oh really, Dan? That's what you want to do? Forget about me! You really want to lose all this?" She asked, gesturing to her body. "Yeah, I do!" Dan shouted. "Fine!" She yelled back, aggresively pulling the dress she had in her hand, over her head. Following this, she left, slamming the door behind her. Dan was actually glad to have shot of her. But then, he started to think.

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So Close. (Part 18)

9 pm. Your POV.

You had finally got dressed, making an effort. You had decided to go out to a club and get drunk; forget all your problems. Maybe even have a one night stand. You didn't care anymore. You put on your highest red heels and your black fake-leather jacket, and left.

You went straight to the bar when you arrived at the club. The atmosphere was pretty dead at the moment because it was pretty early. But, you thought this was a good thing, as you would be able to get drunk without being disturbed, and then when more people arrived, you could let guys take advantage of you. You ordered your first vodka.

9 pm. Dan's POV.

It had been tough finding a taxi. They were all taken at this time of night. He eventually found out, running out into the road to catch it. He ordered the driver to go straight to your house. On the way, he planned what he would say. 'Should I tell her I saw Ed?' He thought to himself. He thought it was best to, otherwise he'd have to explain himself even more. In his head, he thought about it and hard. Then, he realised, he didn't need an explanation to give you. He only needed one thing. He would ask, 'Y/N, do you love me?'

10 pm. Your POV.

The club was quickly filling up; almost as fast as your drink. You couldn't even remember how many you had, but that meant it was a lot. Too much. There were some guys giving you the eye. Eventually, one actually came up to you and asked your name. You let him drag you onto the dancefloor, and it wasn't long till he was kissing you. He wasn't the best kisser, but you didn't care. It was a nice distraction, in a weird kind of way.

10 pm. Dan's POV.

After being stuck in traffic for 15 minutes, Dan decided to run the rest of the way. It was far, but at least it would get him to you quicker than the taxi. He paid the driver and headed down the side of the road, almost getting hit by cars twice. Not that it mattered. The only thing that mattered was that he could get to you and admit how he felt. He still hated the fact you had cheated on him, but he loved you more than he hated. Hate was too much of a strong word anyway. He hadn't forgiven you, but he would have to learn to live with it. It wasn't like you had slept with Ed either. He ran and ran, getting a stitch on his left side, but that didn't stop him. Luckily, he knew exactly where he was, so it didn't take him long to find your street.

10:30 pm. Your POV.

"Want to get out of here?" The man you were dancing with asked, grinding against you on the dancefloor. You nodded, and led him out of the crowd of dancing people. "My place or yours?" You asked him when you were outisde. "Yours." The man replied. You nodded again and walked over to a taxi parked on the other side of the street. Once you had given the driver destination, the stranger you were taking home leaped on you, forcing you into a kiss.

10:30 pm. Dan's POV.

'Where is she?' Dan wondered, sitting on your doorstep, all hope lost. He was confused about where you could be, as it was fairly late. You weren't the type of girl to go out this late. He sat there for 5 minutes, head in his hands, when a taxi approached. He stood up, realising it was going to stop at your house, suddenly hopeful again. He saw you get out of the taxi and was about to shout you name, when a man followed you out, smacking your bum playfully. Dan's heart, which had just begun to heal again, shattered. He thought, 'She sure moves on quickly.'

10:32 pm. Your POV.

"Daniel?" You said, when you noticed him on the doorstep, looking lost. You pushed the stranger away and ran to Dan. "Dan, I'm sorry, I didn't think I would see you again... I-I don't know what I'm doing..." The alcohol rushed to your head. "Save it." Dan said, and stormed past you down the path. You watched him go, angry with yourself for taking a stranger home. Your heart hurt. Regardless, you pulled him inside.

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So Close. (Part 17)

You watched the candle flicker, thinking. You were sat on the floor of the bathroom, with the sound of the bath filling up in the background. You had 6 tea light candles around the edge of the bath, and something about them made you feel good. It was a funny sensation. You almost felt like the flame itself: burning and shaking, and yet full of hate for yourself. You stared right into the centre of the flame, making your eyes hurt, but it was good pain, so you continued watching. Something made you want to touch it, to feel the burn. You stretched out your good arm and held it over the fire, but not quite touching it. The heat radiated your skin, the burning getting stronger and stronger; but it wasn't just your hand that burned. You were just about to touch the flame with you finger, but you were interupted by a sudden gush of water, soaking your legs. The water had gone over the edge of the bath. You rushed to turn off the taps, and stood up. You looked down at the floor and sighed, before going to get some towels to clear it up.

"Hi, this is Dan, leave a message." You heard on repeat after dialling his number continuously, hopeful that Dan would answer eventually. You were sat on your sofa in a towel, as you had been for at least an hour. Your hair was unbelievably matted and you had make up rushing down your face, as you hadn't taken it off for days. Your eyes were both black and red; black from mascara, and red from rubbing them after crying. You hated what you had done, and the worst thing was that the people you had hurt wouldn't let you at least try to make it up to them. You dialled Dan's number once again.

Dan's POV

After you had called 5 times, Dan turned his phone off. He didn't want to know you anymore. He had thought you were cute, funny, lively. He wouldn't have pegged you down as a cheater too. Even so, he couldn't help but be curious about what had happened with you and Ed. He had been hurt too, but had he forgiven you? Probably. He had always thought Ed was a bit of a wet blanket. The more he thought about it, the more he found himself wanting to know what had happened. But how could he find out without talking to you? He didn't have Ed's number. Remembering Ed was a famous singer, Dan reached for his laptop. He forgot Ed was famous, he seemed like such a normal bloke. He looked for Ed's official website. He didn't know exactly what he was looking for, but he was suddenly obsessed with finding out what was going on. There was no contact information really, just links for Twitter and FaceBook and other social networks. He considered tweeting him, but he didn't want it to be so public. He went back to searching the website. Then, he realised there was a gig today. He could go to that and find him? Why not, he had nothing to lose.

Ed's POV

"Ready, Ed?" Stu asked him, just before the gig was about to start. It was another small one, but it was bigger than the last. Ed nodded and picked up one of his guitars. A security guard quickly ran out in front of him. Ed was startled, but asked what was wrong. "There's a man outside. He wants to see you... He said to tell you it was about Y/N. Does that mean anything to you?" He answer. "Yes, where did you say he was?" He said, alarmed. He knew who it would be. The security guard led him outside to the back door, where Dan was leaning against a wall. Ed raised an eyebrow, concerned. Dan looked awfully relaxed. "Leave us." He told the security guard, then approached the man leaning against the wall. Dan smirked. "I knew you'd come running." "What do you want?" Ed demanded. "I expect you and her have got back together." He began, coldly. "If you think that I guess that means you haven't spoken to her." He said, just as harsh. Dan frowned. "Oh, not what you wanted to hear I'm guessing?" "Why would you think that?" "Your face says it all. You wanted me to say we had gotten back together, so you could punch me in the face." Dan smirked again. "I wouldn't have gone for the face if that's what I wanted." "Then what did you want?" Everything was so tense between them, it was unreal. "Have you spoken to her then?" Dan wondered. "I have. You haven't, right?" "Wrong. I have. Not for long though. She came to see me, but I told her to fuck off." Ed was confused, and his expression seemed to show it, because Dan laughed, mocking him. "Oh, not what you were expecting?" Dan said. Ed realised there was no point in being so stubborn with each other. 'He must be here for a reason other than to mock.' He thought. "Listen, Dan. Why are you really here? There is no point in being like this. We were both hurt by her." Dan shrugged. " I wanted to know what was going on between the two of you now. I thought you'd forgive her. I know you loved her as much as I did." "I haven't forgiven her, but it doesn't stop me from loving her. I would take her back in a heart beat if I didn't think she was in love with you. When I was with her, she was often distant and never seemed to like me the same way. I couldn't be with her knowing she loved you. I told her to go after you. I guess she did, but you didn't want to hear it." Ed explained. "She loves me?" Dan asked, not sounding convinced. "I believe so." Ed answered, "And I'm going to say to tell you what I told her to do. Go get her." "Thank you, Ed." Dan said, shaking his hand. "It's OK. Now, go!" He demanded. Dan turned and ran into the street, yelling for a taxi.

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So Close. (Part 16)

'So, what to do now?' You wondered as you walked down the street, tears streaming down your face. You still couldn't understand why you had done this to Dan and Ed; why didn't you think of the consequences? You knew it was bad, so why didn't you just end it with one of them? Too many unanswered questions. You walked all the way home; the sun setting in the sky. Any other day, you would have appreciated its beauty, but today, you couldn't concentrate on anything other than how you had hurt Dan and Ed. The worse thing was, they wouldn't let you explain yourself properly, nor do something to make it even a little bit better. Suddenly, you were overcome with a huge flood of anger, you swore loudly and punched the wall, hard. Next thing you knew, you were screaming in agony. You clasped your right hand with your left and leaned against the same wall. You slid down in and broke down in tears. Was it the pain? No. It was still the thought of how you had hurt Dan and Ed. But, then you realised. This pain must be how it felt for them. You started to enjoy it almost. It made you think about them and how it made you feel equal. Well, close enough. You knew you felt worse for what you had done. You sat there for about 10 minutes; the time it took to realise what you were doing. You shook your head and stood up. With your good hand, you reached into your pocket for your mobile. "Hello?" The voice on the other end asked. "Philip... I need help... I don't know who else to turn to." You sobbed. "Oh, hi. Now isn't really a good time... Can I call you back?" He asked. "Is that her?" You heard Dan ask in the background. "Philip, please, I've really hurt my hand, and I can't drive... I need someone to drive me to the hospital to get it looked at. Please can you help?" "What about a taxi?" "I don't have enough spare money for that. Please, Philip?" "OK, fine, I'll pick you up as soon as I can." He gave in. You thanked him and hung up.

Dan's POV

"What do you think you're doing, Phil?! You know what she did to me!" Dan yelled. "I know, I know. But she's hurt! I can't not help her. I promise, I won't see her again after this if it means that much to you." Phil replied. Dan groaned, "Fine! But don't come crying to me when she hurts you somehow! Maybe she'll even come between you and Chris! She's capable of anything." "Only you know about me and Chris. And anyway, it'll be fine. I'll be back soon." Phil stood up, but Dan moved to block the doorway. "Phil, please don't help her. Let her suffer like she's making me." "Dan, I can't. I've already told her I would, and I know she did something bad, but I can't sit back and do nothing." He pushed past Dan, but this time, Dan just watched him walk out the door.

Your POV

"Thank you so much, Philip." You said as he helped you into the car. "How did this happen, Y/N?" He asked when you were both sat down. "I-I got really angry with myself suddenly, so I punched a wall..." You admitted. "Oh, Y/N. You can't do things like that. You could do something worse next time." "I know." The rest of the journey was endured in silence.

Once there, Phil helped you inside. You thanked him again. "I'll wait here." He said, pointing to a chair in the waiting room. You went to get your hand looked at.

Phil's POV

It wasn't just you who was confused; Phil was too. Today had been one of the longest, most dramatic days of his life. Dan had found out about him and Chris, which in truth, he was happy about now; Dan had come home in such a state because of his bust up with you; and he had to help someone who his best friend hated, but at the same time, loved. He knew there was still something there, deep down. Otherwise, why hadn't he tried harder to stop him from helping you? He realsied he probably shouldn't tell you that though.

"So?" He asked, when he saw you approached. "Broken." You answered. Phil wasn't surprised. Your hand had been incredibly swollen and bruised. "Lets get you home then." He said, leading the way.

"Thank you, Philip." You said again, once you had arrived home. "My pleasure." Phil answered. "Can I ask one more thing?" You asked. Phil nodded. "Hug me?" He leaned in and wrapped his arms round you. He could feel you shaking, beginning to cry. You pulled away from the hug, but not completely. Your lips were forced onto his before he realised what was happening. "No, Y/N! Stop!" He demanded, pullling away. "Oh my God, I'm sorry, Philip... I don't know what's wrong with me..." You apologised. "You're just upset, I get that, but this isn't the way to solve anything. Go inside, run yourself a bath and make a big cup of tea. Light some candles and play some relaxing music. It's bliss, trust me." He replied. You thanked him, and headed inside.

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So Close. (Part 15)

Heeeeey guys! Fairly short one today I'm afraid! I completely forgot about posting on Saturdays! I hope you all enjoy it anyway! - Hannah x --------------------------- Dan's POV "Dan?" Phil asked, pushing the door open. Dan dropped the phone, ignoring your phone call after all. "Yeah?" He answered. "Chris is embarrassed about earlier, so I was wondering if you could tell him what you told me?" Phil requested. Dan nodded and followed him into the living room to talk with Chris. Your POV 'Why isn't he answering?!' You asked yourself. Then you realised it was a stupid question, and it was obvious why Dan was ignoring you. You thought about what Ed had said, making you wonder what you were thinking of before. Why didn't you just stay with Dan when everything was perfect and you got what you wanted? It made so much more sense. Eventually, you decided to act on what Ed had said. Ed didn't want you, you figured. But Dan didn't want to hear it; he wasn't answering your phone calls. So, you had to make him listen. "Hey, Philip, can I speak to Daniel please?" You asked when Phil answered the door. "Um, Dan's out. Do you want to come in and wait? He's just gone out to get fish and chips." "Thanks." You said, following Phil into the house. "Tea?" He asked as you sat down on the sofa. "I'm fine thanks. Will Daniel be long?" Phil sat down. "Shouldn't be. Are you two OK? Dan was upset earlier... Was that something to do with you?" You sighed. "I messed up, Philip. Everyone hates me. I hate me." "Oh, Y/N, no one hates you! Dan doesn't hate you, he's just sensitive when it comes to you." "I don't think it's sensitivity because of what I've done." "What have you done that was so bad?" He asked. You hesitated, but explained everything; how you had become so close. "Oh, that sucks." He said when you had finished. "What do I do, Philip? Dan hates me." You begged. "I agree with Ed. I think you and Dan are perfect for each other and I think that deep down you know you like him." "But I can't do anything about that! He hates me!" "I'm sure he doesn't. Yeah, you shouldn't have done what you did, but I think after time he will understand. Tell him the whole story. Your side." "Thank you." You said. "Phil, we're back!" Dan shouted. Dan walked into the room with Chris, who you guessed had gone with him. "What's she doing here?" He asked Phil. "I want to talk to you." You answered for him. "But I don't want to talk to you." He said, "So you might as well go." He pointed to the door. You stood up, but didn't go to the front door. You passed Dan and walked up the stairs. "Follow her." You heard Phil say, followed by a groan and footsteps. You sat on the edge of Dan's bed and waited for him. "What do you want then?" He asked. "I want to tell you my side of the story. I didn't want to hurt you." "Then why did you?" He said, crossing his arms. "I-I still don't know for sure... I didn't mean to... It just kind of happened... You weren't talking to me, then Edward came out of no where and I thought maybe it would be good to try it... And he was so nice and I enjoyed his company. But then, you came back to me and it was amazing! And I don't know, but I think I freaked out... Suddenly you were into me and it was great! But so was Edward... I didn't want to hurt either of you by breaking up with either of you, and I didn't think about the consequences before I didn't. I'm so sorry." You explained. Dan unfolded his arms. 'Is he coming round?' You wondered. He just kind of stared at you, his facial expression changing often. You guessed he was thinking. "I just don't know anymore, Y/N." He finally answered. "What do you want me to say? I forgive you for cheating on me? I'm sorry, Love, but that's a bit hard to do. You hurt me. I know you didn't want to, but you still did it." He folded his arms again. "I want you to go." "But Daniel..." You protested, holding back tears. "Leave!" He shouted. You had never heard Dan shout before, it scared you and you burst out crying. You didn't want Dan to see, so left.

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So Close. (Part 14)

Heeeeyyyy guys! If you haven't been reading my recent posts, you won't be aware that I am going to update So Close on Tuesdays AND Saturdays now! So, if you missed it, make sure to check out Part 13!

Hope you enjoy this weeks update! - Hannah x

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Dan's POV

His eyes were as cloudy as his mind as he walked down the street. Althought there were many thoughts rushing through his head, the strongest was, 'Why?' You had only just got together, so why would you ruin it like this? You had been so close to getting together for years, and you had admitted to him that you had always wanted to be with him, so, what changed? He certainly hadn't. Instead of getting a taxi, Dan walked the whole way home, always thinking. They said that walking helped to clear your head, but in this case, it didn't.

Dan put his hands in his pockets, looking for his keys. Only to realise that he had left them at your house, but he obviously didn't want to go back there. Ever. So, he knocked on the door, praying Phil was home. "Um, just a minute!" He heard Phil shout, sounding alarmed. A minute later, he opened the door, hair all messy. "Oh, hi, Dan. I thought you were staying at Y/N's?" "Look, Phil, I just want to go into my room, right now. It's not been a good day." He answered, pushing past. Phil shut the door, and tried to rush past. "Phil, who was at the door?" Said a male voice from upstairs. "Oh, you have a guest?" Dan asked. "Um, yeah, I do. Chris is here." "Chris Kendall?" Dan asked. "I'll just say hi quickly." "No, no, Dan, I don't think that's a good idea. You're obviously really upset, I think you should just go and recover..." "Dan didn't listen and goes upstairs and peers into Phil's room. What he sees makes him realise where Phil went all the time, why he never saw him anymore. Why Phil had taken so long to answer the door, why his hair was so messy, and why he had questioned why Dan was not at your house, rather than asking where his keys were. Chris sat up in the bed and pulled the duvet further up his naked body. "Dan..." He said, not sure of what to say. "Um, hi, Chris... I'll leave you be..." Dan said, turning around to see Phil blushing in the hallway. "So, this is why you keep disappearing?" He smiled. "Yeah... Sorry, Dan. I didn't know how to tell you, that I'm...-" Phil said, but was cut off by Dan's hug. "Phil, it's OK. It's great! I'm so happy for you. And trust me, today is a hard day to make me happy." Dan said. Phil grinned and thanked him. "Do you want to talk about whatever happened today?" He offered. "It's alright, Phil. You better get back to Chris."

When Dan had gotten over the fact he had just found Chris in Phil's bed, he returned to his previous state. He went to his room, kicked off his shoes, and stripped down into just his underwear. He got into bed and hid under the duvet. His eyes watered, but he didn't let himself cry.

A while later, he heard his phone vibrate from his jeans that he had dumped on the floor. He dreaded who it could be, but he still hauled himself from his bed and took his mobile from the pocket. '1 MISSED CALL', it read. Just as he was about to check whether it was from you, the phone began vibrated again, and your name came onto the screen, as well as a photo. Dan looked and the photo, but instead of making him sad, it made him angry; you looked so happy. He screwed up his face and raised his arm. Then, he sent the mobile flying into the wall. There was a loud crack, but it continued to ring. Instead of picking up the phone to examine the damage, Dan got back into bed, and covered his ears with his pillow and duvet, but this didn't fully stop the noise.

Your POV

You had tried calling Dan six times, but no reply. You had to give up; for now. Then, you realised you still needed to apologise to Ed too. You scrolled through your contacts until you found his name, then dialled.

Ed's POV

Ed was on the London underground, when his phone rang. 'Y/N CALLING', it read. He hesitated. Did he want to know what you had to say? By the time he decided, the phone stopped ringing; so he shrugged. But then, the phone rang again. He waited for 4 seconds before he answered. "What do you want?" He asked with a very plain sounding voice. "Edward, listen, I'm so sorry! I didn't ever want it to get as far as it did! It just kind of...happened. Can't you understand that I never wanted to hurt you? I liked you... I still like you." You apologised sincerely. "If you like me, why would you see Dan behind my back? Why would you see him at all, Y/N? I don't understand!" He said, starting to realise people on the underground were looking at him. Two teenage girls were giggling to each other, but Ed could hear that they weren't mocking, they just recognised him for his music. He still wasn't used to this. "You've got to believe me when I say that I really don't know why I did that. It's possible to like two people at once, right?" "Yeah, but I can't help to think that I'm second best. Y/N, if you want my honest opinion, I believe you're in love with Dan. I was just a distraction. But don't worry, I won't be in the way anymore. Go get Dan and kiss him." He said, eyes watering. Then, he hung up the phone. He did still like you a lot, but he couldn't be with you if he knew you were in love with Dan. It wouldn't be the same. And how would he trust you? He couldn't; so he had no choice but to let you go.

Your POV

But you couldn't let him go. Somehow, Ed rejecting you made you want him more. However, could he be right about Dan? You put your issues with Ed aside for now, and decided to try contacting Dan again. You wanted to see if Ed's theory was correct.

Dan's POV

'There it goes again.' He thought, as his phone began ringing from the floor. He was incredibly close to giving up. In fact, if it rang one more time, he swore he would answer. But, what would he say? What would you say? So many different questions were rushing through his head. The phone stopped. For a moment, he thought it would be the end of it, until it rang again. He hauled himself out of bed, leaned down and picked up the cracked phone, feeling it vibrate in his hands. He could just about make out the text on the screen, informing him that you were calling. He hesitated.

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So Close. (Part 13)

Heeeeeyyyyy guys! After all those messages, So Close will be posted on Tuesdays and Saturdays from now on! 

I'm making up for not posting it yesterday, by posting part 13 now. 

I hope you enjoy it! - Hannah x

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You woke up on Ed's sofa, covered with a blue blanket. Ed was no where in sight. You had a headache from all the beer you had drank. You didn't remember much, but this made you panic. You glanced down to your body. 'Phew', you thought. You hadn't slept together. But the bad thing was, you couldn't remember much of last night at all. You remembered the gig and Ed's sweet gesture; the taxi ride home; the kiss. But, your memory stopped there. You knew your past had involved a lot of drinking, but nothing else. The big question on your mind was, where was Ed? You scanned the room, but he was not there. You stood up, clutching your head as it began throbbing. You hauled yourself into Ed's tiny kitchen. There was a cup of coffee on the counter, but no Ed. You felt the mug, it was still pretty hot. Ed couldn't have made it that long ago. You walked over to the bedroom and gently pushed open the door. You peered in to see Ed led on the bed, eyes closed. 'Is he sleeping?' You wondered. "Edward?" You whispered. Ed groaned and turned onto his side. "Are you sleeping, or?" "Leave me." He ordered. You were quite taken aback. "Edward... What's wrong?" You asked, worried and confused. "Leave me alone, Y/N! Go home." He turned to look at you in the eyes, face flushed with anger. "Why? What have I done?" You moved over closer to him and sat at the edge of the bed. "You tell the truth when you're drunk, you know." He said. "What's that supposed to mean?" You were incredibly confused now. "You don't remember?" He asked. You shook your head. "Last night, you said something, which I can't get my head around." "What is it?" You genuinely had no idea. "You told me you are in love with your best friend. Dan." With that, he stood up and walked out the room, leaving you there, speechless. You had no idea why you would have said that. Maybe your unconcious mind knew what you wanted, not like now. You heard the front door slam, alarming you and making you stand up quickly, so blood rushed to your head, drowning you. "Edward!" You shouted, starting into a run. You leapt down the stairs, and onto the street. You saw the distant figure you were looking for ahead. He was fast walking, with his hands shoved into the pockets of the red hoodie he was wearing, and his hair sticking up even more than usual in the wind. You were still running, but you didn't seem to be getting any closer. You shouted his name again; no response. A black car pulled up at the side of the road. Ed got into it, and the orange light switched off. 'Damnit!' You thought, realising there was no hope in hell of you catching up with him now. But, another taxi drove down the street, just seconds later! You waved at it manically so it would stop, and got in. "This sounds weird, but can you follow that taxi ahead?" You asked, feeling like a total stalker. "Yeah, whatever. I don't care as long as I get paid." The driver replied. You shrugged and leaned back into the seat. You knew how ridiculous this was, but you had to explain yourself. Though, you didn't know what you'd say. All you needed to do was catch up with him, then hope something would come to mind. "The taxi ahead has stopped, love." The driver interupted your trail of thought, making you realise where you were. You handed the driver a tenner, then leaped out the taxi. "Edward!" You yelled. This time, he turned around. "Why have you led me here?" "Is he here?" He asked, gesturing to your house. You knew who he meant. "I-I don't know..." You honestly didn't. If you knew Dan as well as you thought you did, he would be sat in your living room or laying in your bed. "Why do you want to know?" "To tell him everything." He said, then stormed up the stairs and flinging the door open. Dan must have been there, seeing as it was unlocked. You ran after him and grabbed his arm. "Please, please don't. It would destroy him." You whispered in the doorway. "What, like you destroyed me?" He whispered back. Your heart sank. "I never wanted that to happen, Edward... I really, really like you." "That's not what you said last night! You've been playing both of us! Dan needs to know." He said, pulling his arm out of your grasp. This time, you didn't stop him. You physically couldn't, you felt weak and helpless. You just stood there, in the hallway, staring into space.

Dan's POV

"Great, you're back!" Dan said, turning around, to discover it wasn't actually the person he was expecting. "Oh, Ed. What are you doing here?" "I need to tell you something about Y/N." He started. "What?! Is she OK?" He panicked. "No, no, she's fine. It's nothing like that." "Hang on, where is she?" Dan was worried. "In the hallway." Ed answered. "Um, why? I'm going to see her." Dan tried shoving past Ed, but Ed stopped him. 'What is this guy doing?' He wondered. "Wait, I need to tell you something first." Ed said. "Get on with it then." He demanded, starting to get annoyed. "I know it's hard to accept, or believe, but Y/N has been seeing us both. I don't know to what extent with you and for how long, but she told me last night." Ed told Dan. Dan's face fell. "What?" Ed was right, Dan couldn't believe it. "Why would she do that to me? She said she's wanted to be with me for ages, but then she does this?" Ed sighed and collapsed down on the sofa. "She-she's here?" Dan asked, forcing back the tears. Ed nodded. 'I need to hear it from her.' He thought, walking out the room, this time, not being stopped by Ed. "Y/N..." Dan said, as he approached you in the hallway. Your trance broke and you looked up. "Is it true?" He asked. You looked down to the floor and nodded, starting to sob. That's all he needed to hear. He walked closer to you, causing you to give a hopeful look, as if he would tell you everything would be OK, but instead, he walked over you and opened the door. "Dan, wait..." You manage to say. Dan looked back briefly, giving you the worst look you'd ever seen, then continued walking out the door, slamming it on his way out.

Ed followed soon after.

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Thank you for your opinions!

Heeeyyy guys! Due to your votes, I'm going to post So Close every Tuesday and Saturday from now on! Part 13 is about to go up! - Hannah x

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Come on guys, I need help with this decision! I've only had 4 responses and it's even! If you decide you want it posted Tuesdays and Saturdays, to make up for yesterday, I'll post part 13. Please help! - Hannah x

So Close question! I need your opinions!

Heeeeyyy guys! I’ve had a lot of messages demanding next weeks So Close, so I have a question for you.

Would you prefer for me to update So Close every Tuesday AND Saturday, but then the series will end faster, or continue to post just on Tuesdays, so it will last longer? 

Message me with your responses! - Hannah x

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Just wrote next weeks So Close and to warn you all, it is dramatic as hell!

After all, number 13 is said to be unlucky! ;)

Can’t wait for you guys to read it! - Hannah x

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So Close. (Part 12)

Heeeeyyy guys! If you missed it, I posted part 11 on Saturday to thank you for all the lovely messages I've been getting. If you missed it, make sure you check it out now! 

I hope you enjoy this weeks update! - Hannah x

p.s. I'm interested to know, who would you go for, Ed or Dan? Message me with your answers! x

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Ed's POV You looked beautiful when he picked you up for the gig. Well, to Ed, you always looked beautiful. Even in that wetsuit with wet hair and no make up on. You were wearing black shorts with skin coloured tights and a plain top which had been written on with a red sharpie. It read, 'EDWARD ROCKS' in scruffy handwriting. "That top is fucking awesome." Ed said, mocking you.  "I thought I should support you!" You laughed, "Apologies for my awful handwriting though..." "I'm just impressed you made one! It's much better than the official ones! I think I should send this one off as a prototype." He winked. He oddly loved you'd done this, but he wasn't quite sure why. It was just cute, he guessed. You laughed. "Anyway, my manager is in the car. He's gonna drive us to the gig, but we'll get a taxi to my place." You nodded and you followed Ed down the steps and to the car.  "Hey, Y/N." The man in the front seat greeted you.  "Um, hi." You replied. "This is Stu, Y/N." Ed told you.  "Stu? Short for Stuart, right?" You asked. Stu nodded. "Well, hello then, Stuart. Can I call you that?" "Um, sure, Y/N." Stu said, confused.  "Don't worry, Stu. Y/N calls everyone by they're full first name. Like, she calls me Edward." Ed explained. Stu nodded again. You were quiet for a while, while Ed and Stu discussed the set list and venue.  "I was thinking you could stand at the back, at the edge of the stage? If you wanted..." Ed asked you. He wanted you to be close by and so he could definitely see you, straight before and after the gig. You agreed and he thanked you. You arrived at the venue, which was small, as Stu had described. Only 200 people maximum would fit in there. "How many people are coming?" You asked. 

"Full house." Ed replied.

"Don't you get nervous?" You asked on the way inside.

"Well, yeah, but not as bad as it used to be. You're here today, so I think luck is in my favor. Nothing will go wrong. That's what I tell myself." He did truly believe this. 

"Right, time to go out." Stu told Ed at about 9 pm. You walked him to the edge of the stage and wished him good luck. Ed quickly moved closer to you and kissed you on the lips. 

"That was for luck." Ed said, pulling away. You grinned. Then, Ed walked onto the stage, playing his guitar, with the audience roaring in the background. You knew this song. You hadn't listened to them all yet and Ed didn't want you to. He liked that you didn't know everything the press would say, that to you he was a normal guy. Well, almost normal. He was singing 'Small Bump', one of your favourites actually. Ed could hear you cheering along with the crowd, which made him grin, even though it wasn't the happiest of songs.

Ed would stop in between songs, to tell stories, sometimes about his life, sometimes about how he wrote the song. He had just finished singing 'You Need Me, I Don't Need You', when he stopped. 'Should I do it?' He thought. "So, this next song is about Give Me Love, which is pretty self explanatory of what it's about. This song is especially nice to sing at the moment, because I have found someone special, who will hopefully not mind me dedicating this to her. What do you think, Y/N?" He said, glancing out into the darkness at the back. The audience awed and then began chanting your name, telling you to come out onto the stage. You giggled and blushed, but did not move. "I think she needs a bit of encouragement." Ed said, placing down his guitar on the floor of the stage. He moved over to you at the back and whispered, "Sorry for the surprise. You don't mind, right?" 

"No, I'm flattered." You answered. Ed reached out his hand and you took it, dragging you out onto the stage. 

Your POV

You had to squint your eyes as Ed dragged you into the bright lights. 'Oh God...' You thought, as you looked out into the crowd. They began to cheer as you came into view, hand in hand with Ed. You were blushing like crazy, so you hoped that the lights would cover that up. Ed looked to you and smiled, before dropping your hand to pick up his guitar. He immediately began playing the song, making you blush even more. The crowd was clapping and a lot of men were wolf whistling, which made you blush more. The whole time, Ed was singing facing you, not the crowd. It was rather awkward, and you didn't know what to do. Dance? Sing? But all you could do was stand there blushing, and not knowing what to do with your hands. Despite this, you were absolutely flattered. It was just so sweet, yet embarrassing. At that moment, you had no doubt Ed was right for you. 

The song ended and Ed grabbed your hand again, "Thank you, Y/N." He said. 

"Why're you thanking me?" You asked, confused. Ed shrugged but chuckled. The audience was cheering and Ed said to them, "Lets clap Y/N off the stage! Enough embarrassment today I think." The audience did as he said, as he walked you backstage. Once you thought you were both about of sight, you put your arms round his neck and leaned up to kiss him. The crowd cheered even louder as your lips touched, letting you know they could see you. You quickly parted and you both laughed lots. Ed edged out onto the stage and said, "Just, give me a minute guys!" Then jogged back to you, way back so it was sure that the audience couldn't see, and kissed you. Eventually, you had to part and Ed had to go back on stage. The show became a whole lot more interesting, because Ed was dancing around whilst playing his guitar. He was so happy. 

"How did you like the show?" Ed asked in the taxi on the way back. 

"It was great, Edward!" You answered, maybe a bit too enthusiastically. He laughed.

"What was your favourite song?" 

"Do you even need to ask?" You gave him a look which said it all. He chuckled and leaned in to kiss you. For once, you weren't even thinking about Dan. You were just so happy!

When the taxi dropped you off at Ed's house, Ed opened the door for you and held your hand as you walked up the stairs. He was currently renting a flat. You admired how he didn't live in a big expensive house, even though he had a lot of money. 

"Sorry it's quite messy..." He said when you walked through the door. 

"It's not that bad! My house is worse." You lied. In truth, it wasn't too messy, but you could tell he'd had friends over and he had rushed tidying it. You sat down on the sofa, making yourself at home. 

"So, what do you want to eat?" He asked. You weren't that hungry, surprisingly. You hadn't eaten much today.

"I don't know.. I'm not that hungry really, so you choose." 

"I'm not that hungry either. How about a drink then?"

"Sure. Do you have a beer?" You asked.

Ed chuckled, "Girl after my own heart!" He reached into the fridge and got out a six pack of beer. "If only I had the other kind of six pack!" He joked. 

"Edward, you don't need a six pack! You have a good body, trust me." You defended. 

"Well, I guess you were admiring it when we went surfing!" He said, sitting on the sofa beside you and handing you a can. You thanked him. 

"Exactly." 

"Well, OK then. I won't work out, just for you." He smiled. "Anyway, what do you want to do?" 

"I'm not sure... You choose!" You knew what you wanted to do secretly.

"What was it we were doing earlier? You know, on stage?" He smirked. It was like he had read your mind. You leaned over to him, placing your hand on his chest, and kissed him. 

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So Close. (Part 11)

Heyyyy guys! I know it’s not Tuesday, but I feel bad because I keep forgetting, especially because I have had some lovely messages about So Close. Anyway, I decided to make up for it by writing a short(ish) update which I hope you all enjoy :) - Hannah x

p.s. I have the feeling So Close is about to get interesting ;) Keep reading!

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It was about 5am, and you were already awake. Dan was laid naked beside you in your bed, snoring rather loudly. You hadn’t had much chance to snore last night, seeing as your mind had been driving you crazy. ‘Pick Edward. Pick Daniel.’ This thought was just rushing through your mind all night. Yet, you didn’t know why it bothered you so much. You were sure that you wanted to be with Dan before, but then Ed surfed into your life. Was it possible to like two people at once? You’d seen it in movies, but didn’t know that it could actually happen until it happened to you. It was not a nice feeling. You felt you had to choose, but you just couldn’t!

About an hour later, your phone on the bedside table began to vibrate. You looked over your shoulder at Dan, still snoring, then turned back around and picked up your phone. You had a text from Ed. It read: ‘Hey, Y/N. Thanks for last night, I had a great time! Wanna go out again sometime? Ed x’  You smiled for a few seconds, but then stoppped abruptly. He wanted to go out again, could you risk hurting him? ‘What did you have in mind?’ You texted back, only then realising how early it was. Why was he awake anyway? A few minutes later he texted back. ‘Well I thinking about getting a take away to eat whilst watching a movie? Nothing exciting.’  Before you could even think about it, you found yourself texting back: ‘Sure! Tonight?’ He took his time to respond, but eventually, he did. ‘I’ve got a small gig tonight actually… But if you want, you could come? Then we could do takeaway and movie after?’ What would you say to Dan? ‘Sounds great.’ You replied. You’d have to make some excuse to tell Dan. You’d just tell him you’re staying at a friends house or something. 'Awesome! I'll pick you up at 7.'

You sat up in the bed and gently slipped out. You shivered, so grabbed a jacket from the floor to cover your naked body. Dan stirred and mumbled your name. You smiled. “Daniel.” You said.  "Why’re you awake?" He asked.  "I was gonna have a shower." You answer.  "Now? It’s only half seven! Come back to bed." He instructed. "I’m not tired." "You don’t have to be. We can just cuddle for a while? Please?" He begged. "10 minutes." You gave in, walking back to the bed and getting under the duvet cover. Dan put his arm round you and kissed your cheek.  "Thank you." He whispered. "For what?" You whispered back.  "Everything." "By that you mean the sex, right?" You asked. "That’s not what I meant." He said. "You’re great to be with." You smiled. Maybe everything wasn’t about sex with Dan. Maybe you had more of a chance than you thought. "Though, the sex is a stong point." Or, maybe it was. No, you were being too hard on him. Or, were you?

"So, where is it you’re going again?" Dan asked, as he watched you gather your things.  "I’m staying over at my friends house. I haven’t seen her in ages, and she’s begging to see me." You lied. "What am I supposed to do all night?" He asked. You had to get him out the house, otherwsie he’d see Ed pick you up. "Go home. Hang out with Phillip! When I was over the other night, he told me how he never gets to see you any more. Spend time with him while you can, Daniel." You lied again. Well, it wasn’t a total lie. You did know that Phil was out a lot these days, but you weren’t sure where. You didn’t even think Dan knew!  "Fine. When are you going?" He wondered.  "Soon." You lied for the third time. You wanted to hang out with Dan, but you couldn’t risk him seeing Ed. "You need to be gone before 4." You told him. ‘So I can get ready.’ You thought.  "OK, but we’ve still got an hour. What about some more fun?" He winked. You suddenly got really annoyed. "Daniel, seriously! I don’t want to have sex with you 24/7, OK? Give it a rest! Sometimes, I would much rather sit with you in front of the TV with a take away. Is that too much to ask?" You snapped.  "Yeah… I’m sorry, Y/N. I’m just excited, you know? I’ve finally got you all to myself! You don’t know how happy this makes me! I’ll tune down the sex… It just makes me feel so close to you, not just literally." He walked closer and embraced you. "I’m sorry." "No, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have got mad and I know what you mean…" And you did know what he meant. So why were you going to meet Ed for another date? You longed to stay with Dan and cuddle on the sofa, but it was too late to back out now.