dsmp-bloodlust

[dsmp-bloodlust]

Hey putting this here as I want to collect my thoughts as well as speak to people before putting out an actual statement. I just wanted to apologize for the way that I handled the discussion about the racism that exists within my community. I thought as a way of discussing it that I would talk about some other things while playing a game in order to hopefully attract the part of the audience that actually needs to hear what is being said, as I thought that if I made an entire stream around it, those people would not click on it as they think that it doesnt apply to them so they wouldnt need to hear it. I see now that that was not the appropriate way of handling it even though before I thought it was and I thank you for bringing that to my attention. I should have put more emphasis on the issue and I should have at least have had it at the beginning with nothing to distract from the message. I also apologize for saying "move on" during the conversation. What I meant was when an argument starts over something that is not important, instead of bringing it to a point where someone takes it too far, to simply move on from it and to not have it get to that point of argument. I would never tell someone who has been affected by racism to just move on from it so know that is absolutely not what I meant and I am sorry again for not wording that correctly.

I take responsibility for how I handled today, it was not the correct way of handling the issue. I am speaking with people in order to get a better grasp of exactly how to address this situation. I am sorry to any bipoc who have felt let down because of this. I will continue to educate myself and I will do better. The issue starts with me and I apologize that I made it worse. I am sorry.

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a little sneak peak:

(i’ll probably add more to this part when i’m actually writing it lol)

WARNING! a murder takes place :0 ⚠️⚠️⚠️

as he drew his axe, he relished in the terror that was bestowed upon his next victim’s face. he could hear the voices cheer. his mind was a roaring audience, and he was about to give them the best show he possibly could.

“blood! blood! blood!”

the chanting began.

he raised his weapon, ready for the sweet release he craved so badly.

he swung his arms down, and he was met with a loud crack as his best friend’s skull was split in half by the heavy axe they both forged together long ago…

…but the voices wanted more.

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hiii i’ll be posting chapters for this au here and also maybe art for it too. i might also put it on ao3? but only if it’s good lmao

i’d write a synopsis here but i don’t want to spoil my ideas. basically blood god stuff idk

themes or whatever:

- violence

- murder

- bad stuff

- yup that’s it

- i haven’t started writing this yet. i just have a bunch of ideas written down. at least it makes sense so i can put it in to an actual story lmao

- technoblade being cool but also not really cool because he’s kinda falling off in this au

- but that’s ok because he’s cool and i miss him

- i started planning this au before everything happened

- i’m probably gonna delete some of these points later