denisajung

[denisajung]

Hi guys! I'm writing a book on Wattpad and I would really appreciate if you would check it out. It's a Thomas Gibson fanfic and I really work hard for it. I'm going to give you the synopsis down below:

Elizabeth Winchester, a journalist at Hollywood Reporter is struck by love when a mysterious man leaves his number on a napkin. What will happen when she finds out who the man is and when her past comes for her?

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i like me better when i’m with you - spencer reid

·     -   spencer reid x fem!reader

    SUMMARY: y/n had a bad fight with spencer and now they are acting like two strangers, but while working on a case, y/n gets kidnapped and spencer realizes what life without y/n would look like, and he confesses his true feelings

    WARNINGS: violence, strong words, cutting, mentions of r*pe and kidnapping

    AUTHOR’S NOTES: this is my second imagine so please be gentle with me. i got the inspiration by listening to “i like me better” by lauv, so i decided to write an imagine with our ray of sunshine spencer. hope you like it!

    WORD COUNT: 1.1 k words

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heartbroken. that’s how i feel after the awful fight i had with spencer. harsh words were thrown off of both sides and now i regret what i said. spencer on the other hand seems like he doesn’t regret all the things we said to each other.

the next morning , when i arrived at the precinct, spencer didn’t even look at me and that made my heart shatter into a million pieces.

we had to go to Las Vegas for an abduction that can turn into murder case and hotch divided us into teams. me and spencer have been assigned in the same team, and even if i told him i want to be partenered with jj he disagreed and told me that whatever problems i had with spencer i should keep it professional.

we arrived at the crime scene and i tried to ask him if  he’s still mad at me, but he told me to don’t talk about this at work. since when we started dating he has never been this cold with me. what could i possibly said that made him so mad but so sad at the same time. but as he said this isn’t the place to talk about our feelings, because we had 48 hours to find the missing girl, otherwise the unsub would kill her.

in less then 24 hours, we found the unsubs name. his name was henry carson and he was a psychopath. he lured the girls in his house, he raped them and after that he kept them in his basement for 2 days before killing them.

me and spencer were the one to go to check his house trying to find the girl. when we got to his house we decided to split up so we can cover a bigger area. he walked in the kitchen, and i got to the bedroom. when i checked under the carpet i found a trap door. i opened it and i found the basement. i walked in the basement without thinking about calling spencer to check and when i got down i was taken by surprise by henry carson that put a knife to my throat.

-         if you say a word i’m gonna kill you!

my blood run cold as i heard what he said. i couldn’t scream to announce spencer where i am. i heard him calling my name but i wasn’t able to do anything, because the psycho tied me to a chair. from what i could hear spencer called hotch to tell hin that i just vanished and that henry carson isn’t in the house. the only thought i had was that spencer just abandoned me just because he believed that i left him there for god knows what reason. i tried to tell henry that the fbi team will come and search me but the only thing that i got from speaking was a punch in the face. the world just blacked out.

  -         she just vanished hotch, i’m telling you! what if that bastard was waiting for her to go in the basement and catch her? we splited up so that we can cover more ground, it was my idea….how I was so stupid, we should’ve searched together. right now she maybe thinks that i left her there….

-         spencer, calm down! if I haven’t told you to come back here you would most probably be hurt and kept in a basement. she will be fine, she is one of the best agents we have. we have a team on the way.

-         in the mean time that bastard could torture her, or maybe even….

-         don’t think about that, and take a seat, morgan and rossi are on the way, with a swat team.

-         i’m gonna go, i can’t stay here and do nothing.

  when i woke up i was just in my underwear. i started to cry thinking that he raped me. and that’s when i heard his voice:

-         doll, don’t cry, i didn’t raped you, yet. i’m just enjoying the view.

-         you know that you’re gonna pay for everything you did. and when you’re gonna go into jail, the people there will not give you mercy.

after i said that, he came to me and started to make a trail with the knife on my abdomen. i started to scream from the top of my lungs, the pain being unbearable. i prayed to god that the team is on their way. my thoughts were full of spencer and i was thinking that he doesn’t even care about me being kidnapped by some lunatic.

after a few minutes of not hearing anything just my train of thoughts, i heard a small click like a door was opened and then i knew that the team was here. maybe without morgan, cause otherwise the door would’ve been down the moment he bargained into the house. i had a small smile on my face at that thought and the bastard came to me and took me by my face. he asked me why i was smilling.

-         because you’re doomed.

what he didn’t know was that i untied the ropes on my hand and so when i punched him in the face he was took by surprise. immediately after i did that, someone entered the bedroom and i started to scream.

-         guys, i’m down here! under the carpet!

henry took me by my shoulders and threw me across the room. but it was to late for him. morgan opened the door and jumped in putting him to the floor, cuffing him.

-         are you okay, darling?

-         as much i would like to punch you in the face for that pet name, I can’t because i have a cut on my abdomen. and i loose a lot of blood.

and when I said that spencer came in to the room and kneeled beside me.

-         hey, stay with me! I’m so sorry for leaving you like that, i should’ve came with you. it was my idea to split up. i’m so sorry!

-         hey, spence it’s okay.

that’s the last thing I’ve said before falling into the darkness.

  when i woke up, i found myself in a hospital room. i was surrounded by the team and spencer was sitting on a chair next to my bed, holding my hand.

-         for how long i was asleep?

hotch took the lead and told me i was asleep for 2 days because of the painkillers

-         you know you were irresponsible for not calling spencer when you found the basement.

-         where is the girl? it wasn’t with me in the basement.

-         she escaped right before you two coming to his house and that’s why he took you, as a revenge because she ran away.

-         she’s okay now?

-         yeah, she is safe at her parents house, she’s traumatized, but she will be fine. now we’ll let you two talk.

with that they left the room leaving me and spencer in silence. the first one to talk was spencer.

-         y/n, i’m so sorry for leaving you there, and i’m so sorry for being an asshole and yelling at you when we had that fight.

-         spence, you don’t have to be sorry, because i said things that i’m not proud of either….we were both idiots and it’s okay.

-         yes, but i don’t wanna loose you, i can’t afford that. i like me better when i’m with you. you make everything better when it’s hard and you make me forget about all the horrendous cases we have. you healed me when i was so broken inside and nobody knew. you are the first one who found out all of my darkest secrets and fears. i love you, y/n, and i can’t loose you!

-         spence, that’s not gonna happen. you were justified to think that i left you at the house because i acted like i wanna leave you, when the only person i was thinking about, was you. even when that bastard was torturing me you were in my thoughts. i love you, too and i’m never gonna leave you!

and after that moment penelope just barged in, a desperate look on her face.

-         darling, are you alright?

-         yes, penelope. just a few bruises here and there. i’m gonna be fine

-         do you need anything?

-         yes, some food because i’m really hungry!

she got up from the chair and she zoomed to get me food. both of us started laughing at our friend, relieved that the nightmare with henry carson ended and we were both happy.

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NYCTOPHOBIA- spencer reid

-         spencer reid x fem!reader

SUMMARY : y/n and spencer have a sleepover, that ends with y/n finding out that spencer has nyctophobia.

WARNINGS: nyctophobia, sh*t loads of fluff

    AUTHOR’S NOTE: please be gentle with me, because this is my first one shot and if they are any mistakes please write in the comments. I got this idea when watching episode 6 of season 2 “The Boogeyman” and I thought about writing this before going to sleep and here it is. sorry if it’s too short!

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dating spencer consists of coffee dates, reading books and a lot of drunk hook-ups. we never slept together and if we did we would be sleeping the moment we’ll finish off. so when he invited me to sleep at his place I was surprised.

-         it’s everything okay, y/n? you don’t seem to like the idea

-         oh no, spence, I was just surprised, cause we never had a sleepover, not since we are a couple.

we had been together since 6 months ago so we didn’t have time to really get to know each other well especially since he is busy working at the BAU with the team. if we had a date it could be interrupted anytime by Hotch or any of the team members calling him to come to the office for a new abduction or a crime.

we watched old movies and even if spencer didn’t like the idea of watching “Dirty Dancing” motivating with “it’s too cheesy” we still watched it. we were up until 5 a.m, because after we watched the movies he started spitting facts about every movie we watched and I couldn’t stop him because i loved when he did that. everytime he speaks facts his face fills with excitement.

we got to bed but I couldn’t fall asleep because of the fact that I drinked about five cups of coffee in the morning. i started to feel spencer shifthing in bed and breathing heavily than normal. and that’s when I turned to him and asked him:

-         hey, spence, it’s everything alright? did you have a nightmare?

-         yes, but I’m fine.

nightmares were a usual in his work so i believed him when he told me that he’s fine. but after a few minutes the shifting began again and this time he started trembling.

-         spence, are you alright? why are you trembling? and please don’t tell me you’re alright, cause I know you’re not.

-         y/n, I’m okay!

-         no, you’re not. you started trembling. spence, tell me what’s wrong and maybe I could help you.

-         you can’t help me.

-         why are you so stubborn? you know I want to help you, because I love you!

-         okay, but please don’t laugh at me for this.

-         how could i?

-         since i know myself I was afraid of the dark. my mother always let the nightlight on because she knew I wasn’t gonna sleep if I hadn’t the light on. I still have this fear and it sometimes just comes and decide to scare me. I don’t feel in control in the dark because I can’t see around me. you are the only one that knows I still have this phobia and I was afraid If I told you were going to laugh at me.

-         how could you think that? I love you so much I couldn’t laugh at you, not for something so serious. but what can calm you down?

-         a cuddling session with you would be perfect!

-         you’re such a baby, but you are gonna get those cuddles, because you know I love to cuddle with you.

since that day, when I slept at his place he would ask for cuddles saying “I can’t fall asleep without you hugging me”. he had those puppy eyes that I couldn’t refuse, plus I didn’t mind falling asleep like that.