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people without psychosis should spend a great deal of time learning about psychotic illnesses before they start talking about them

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your intrusive thoughts disgust you for a reason. your intrusive thoughts scare you for a reason. your intrusive thoughts send you into a panic for a reason. your intrusive thoughts distress you for a reason. your intrusive thoughts upset you for a reason.

they're not things that you secretly think. they're not things that you secretly believe. they are the worst things your mind could conjure in order to make it difficult for you to get through the day.

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I just think it’s important to understand that “you’re always going to be mentally ill” isn’t the same thing as “you’re always going to be unhappy”

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not to be a downer but your twenties are super hard and super lonely and tv lied and it’s not glamorous at all and if you are having a hard time it’s ok and it’s normal and you’ll be ok

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is anything real? 2021

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"I had a bad childhood"

says too much

sounds sad

people will assume things

"I come with lore"

makes you sound like a character

is cooler

people will be so distracted by the wording that they won't see how badly you've been doing

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i wholeheartedly rebuke all experiences within which the past repeats itself. cycles of heaviness & trauma have been broken. i am entering a new paradigm.

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i can’t stress how important it is to know who you are as a person because people will literally try to project their insecurities + preconceived notions onto you.

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My 1 year old nephew does this because he's friendly and loves meeting new people. To think he'll encounter nasty people like this is saddening.

If any of my followers think like this then unfollow me because I want nothing to do with you.

a random toddler just waved at me. i didn’t wave back. welcome to life and it's disappointments you little shit.

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i cant go to psychiatric care, they’ll take me to the ableist indie horror game asylum if i do

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do you ever just sit there and look at yourself and think ‘wow i am so mentally ill’

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gentle reminder:

if your intrusive thoughts are violent and cruel it doesn’t mean that you are violent and cruel. 

intrusive thoughts by the very definition are unwanted and involuntary

your intrusive thoughts don’t make you a bad person. 

your bad/cruel/violent impulses don’t make you a bad person.

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sorry for being insane online. it will happen again

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psychologists everywhere could start referring to the DSM as the enpsychlopedia. i dont think this would improve our lives in any meaningful way and might even make them a little worse but it’s a thing that could, theoretically, happen.

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i love suffering with a nice soundtrack

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I am grateful for headphones for allowing me to listen to songs on repeat forty times without completely maddening other people.