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In time travel movies, when the time traveler asks 'What year is this?!?' they're always treated like they're being weird for asking.

When in reality, if you go 'What year is this?!?' people will just say '2024. Crazy huh.' and you go 'Wtf where has my youth gone.'

And if you ask 'And what month??' people won't judge you, they'll just go like 'SEPTEMBER!!! Can you believe it?!?!' and you go 'WHAT?!? Last time I checked we were in May?!?'

[damienswifeolicitydallysgirl]

“nobody is making you do this” i am driven by unnatural forces you will never even begin to comprehend

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All I need is for someone to gently cup my face and tell me I'm not as doomed as I feel.

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🕯 character you’re 🕯

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being aware of the impact of things we can often not think about (like straws) is important if we’re to make strides on environmental preservation 

that does not eclipse the importance of being aware of how it impacts disabled people. they’re both conversations we need to have

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i don’t know. i’m barely a person. i just want to be kind and hold someone’s hand. eat an ice cream cone. stare at the lake. feel the sun on my skin. lay in the grass. run through a sprinkler. it’s so easy to forget life is supposed to feel like a deep breath and not a gasp

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hi hi! i am 22 and have been writing for about 8 years (give or take). i tend to stick to semi-lit, 3rd person style writing. i try my best to match my partners writing as i prefer quality over quantity! i prefer to use discord and am 100% okay with NSFW, but don't want that to be the whole plot.

i am a sucker for hurt/comfort and angst but also love cutesy little moments. to add to that, i would love it if we could build a connection OOC as well; whether that be just talking about our characters/interests or even making mood boards/pinboards and playlists!

i'm looking for 20+ partners to write the following:

the bold is who i prefer to play

young royals: simon × wilhelm

heartstopper: nick × charlie

9-1-1: buck x eddie

supernatural: sam x dean ; castiel x dean

give this a like/reblog and i will reach out to you asap! 💜 thank you

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done healing my inner child. next up is my inner teen. her highness demands a sword.

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Y'all ever think about how scared Sodapop must have been watching Darry constantly stress about the bills and keeping Ponyboy safe?

Do you ever think about how Sodapop probably watched his older brother, the weight of the world on Darry's shoulders, and thought I couldn't do that.

Imagine Sodapop watching Ponyboy sleep and worrying, the fear of losing Darry and having to be the one to take care of their kid brother keeping him awake. Sodapop being so afraid of having to be the one in charge of things, of having to be the one paying all the bills and keeping Ponyboy safe. Imagine Sodapop staring at his checks from the DX and all he can think is it isn't enough, not now and certainly not if they lost Darry. Sure he helps but doing it alone? The thought is terrifying.

Imagine him watching Ponyboy and Darry fight and wondering if Ponyboy would fight with him like that if they lost Darry the way they did their mom and dad.

Imagine Sodapop being so terrified of losing his big brother because he knows he just couldn't do it alone.

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The Outsiders as Taylor Swift Lyrics (Lover Edition)

Darry:🩶"Why'd I have to break what I love so much? It's on your face and I'm to blame"🩶"I would've stuck around for ya. Would've fought the whole town, so yeah. Would've been right there, front row, even if nobody came to your show"🩶

Sodapop:💛"You make the best out of a bad deal. I just pretend it isn't real"💛"Gave you too much but it wasn't enough. But I'll be all right, it's just a thousand cuts"💛

Ponyboy:💙"But if the story's over, why am I still writing pages?"💙"Then hate my reflection, for years and years. I wake in the night, I pace like a ghost."💙

Johnny:🤍"Remember how I said I'd die for you?"🤍"In doctor's office lighting, I didn't tell you I was scared."🤍

Dally:🖤"Maybe I've stormed out of every single room in this town"🖤"I never leave well enough alone and troubles gonna follow where I go"🖤

Two-bit:🩷"Luck of the draw only draws the unlucky and so I became the butt of the joke"🩷"I get drunk, but it's not enough"🩷

Steve:💚"I take the long way home, I ask the traffic lights if it'll be alright they say, 'I don't know'"💚"I'd be a fearless leader. I'd be an alpha type. When everyone believes ya, what's that like?"💚

The Outsiders as a group:🧡"The only thing we share is this small town"🧡"Voted most likely to run away with you"🧡"I jump from the train, I ride off alone. I never grew up, it's getting so old."🧡

Part One

Feel free to leave a request for a part three or for a different artist :)

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When the gang plays Minecraft Two-bit will break into their houses and steal all of their prized possessions. Diamonds, armor, potions, etc. And then wander off into a mine somewhere far away from the base.

If the others can find Two-bit in time they get their stuff back. If not Two-bit inevitably dies in lava or is killed by a creeper and all of their things die with him.

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i don’t understand why some fanfiction writers will put all of there work in one giant paragraph. i am constantly abusing a paragraph break. i use it every five seconds. new subject? new paragraph. slightly different angle? new paragraph. any sentence that holds any amount of weight? boom new paragraph. i will use one word then do another paragraph break. you can’t stop me.

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The Outsiders as Taylor Swift Lyrics (Vault Tracks Edition)

Darry:🖤"I'm standing on a tightrope alone. I hold my breath a little bit longer halfway out the door, but it won't close."🖤"She won't walk away, unless she knows she absolutely has to leave."🖤

Sodapop:🤍"And I wouldn't marry me either, a pathological people-pleaser"🤍"She waits and takes her time. Cause little miss sunshine always thinks it's gonna rain."🤍

Ponyboy:🩶"I think about jumping off of very tall something's just to see you come running"🩶"How did I do from growing up to breaking down?"🩶

Johnny:🖤"Time breaks down your mind and body. Don't you let it touch your soul"🖤"It takes everything in me just to get up each day. But it's wonderful to see that you're okay."🖤

Dally:🤍"And here I sit alone, behind walls of regret. Falling down like promises that I never kept."🤍"No amount of freedom gets you clean"🤍

Two-bit:🩶"When you can't blame it on my youth and roll your eyes with affection? And my cheeks are growing tired from turning red and faking smiles."🩶"Laughing, when I'm crying"

Steve:🖤"I'm driving away, and I guess you could say this is the last time I'll drive this way again"🖤"Sometimes, I really wish I could hate you. I've tried, but that's just something I can't do."

Feel free to leave a request for a part two or for a different artist :)

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anyway the actual point of fandom is to inspire each other. reading each other's fics and admiring each other's art and saying wow i love this and i feel something and i want to invoke this in other people, i want to write a sentence that feels like a meteor shower, i want to paint a kiss with such tenderness it makes you ache, i want to create something that someone else somewhere will see it and think oh, i need to do that too, right now. i am embracing being a corny cunt on main to say inspiring each other is one of the things humanity is best at and one of the things fandom is built for and i think that's beautiful

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The Outsiders as Noah Kahan Lyrics

Darry:🖤"The world has changed, don't you find it strange that you just went ahead and carried on?"🖤

Sodapop:🩶"Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do"🩶

Ponyboy: 🖤"Got a paper and pen and a page with no space"🖤"Someday I'm gonna be somebody people want"🖤

Dallas:🩶"But it made you a stranger and filled you with anger"🩶

Johnny:🖤"So, when they mention the sad kid in a sad house on Balch Street you won't have to guess who they're speaking about"🖤

Two-bit:🩶"The last time I drank I was face down, passed out, there on your lawn"🩶

Steve:🖤"So I thought that if I piled something good on all my bad that I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad"🖤

Honorable mentions that sum up the Outsiders in general: 🤍"Stare at a drive-in screen. We didn't know that the sun was collapsing."🤍"Light a cigarette, I'll watch as it burns."🤍

Feel free to leave a request for a part two or for a different artist :)

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Sodapop and Steve once dragged the Curtis couch and every mattress in the house outside so they could try to do backflips off of the roof without dying. Darry gets home from work just in time to stop them but when he starts yelling Soda thinks he's upset about the couch and mattresses getting dirty.

Darry: "You could've died!"

Sodapop: "There's not even that much dirt, it's fine!"

[damienswifeolicitydallysgirl]

The best piece of advice I ever got was not meant as advice, but as an edict. If I was going to threaten people as a joke, it had to be so far out of proportion with what happened that it would be obvious I was joking. This changed how I expressed frustration with others. It then changed how I expressed frustration with myself.

Not “I’m going to hit you” but “I am going to buy a tuna sub from the gas station and hide it under the seat of your car”

Not “I’m going to kill myself” but “I am going to walk into the desert and let the scarabs take me”

The other side then happened. When I mess something up, instead of saying it’s bad and perpetuating negative thoughts, swing hard the other way.

Not “this art is terrible” but “this shall be framed and mounted on the wall in my museum exhibition as testament to the suffering I had to overcome”

Have been doing this since high school. It was my drama teacher who asked me to please stop scaring the actors. The other half of the edict was that I had to say it in a polite tone, and end it with either please or thank you.

Life changing. 10/10 Mr Muëller. Highly reccomend.