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hi i worked very hard on this + would luv for people to read it haha thanks bois

𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘺 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘫𝘦𝘤𝘵 | teacher!hoseok

𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘺 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘫𝘦𝘤𝘵 jung hoseok / reader teacher + expecting parents au! + bullet fic version :) words: 26k (so maybe read this on a laptop but if you insist on a phone then don’t say i didn’t warn you!!!!)

warnings: graphic language, smidge of nsfw content, student/teacher relationship, jung hoseok being the best boyf and parent ever :(

a/n: y/n is legal !!! hoseok is the typical cliche young teacher !!! i love this story a lot (i plan to write it in full soon!!! just whenever i have time teeheehee) ((also im really sorry the balloons look demonic idk what happened and honestly. too lazy to edit it)) (((this fic is a MONSTER!!! i’m sorry in advance!!!)))

disclaimer: as per freaking usual, keep reading does not work on mobile. i am so sorry because this is SO LONG and big but its ok :( because it’s dad hoseok :( 

(gif is not mine!)

happy new year (as a starting note!) i was gone for a long, long time on this blog and did actually consider getting rid of it entirely, however, i’m back to share things that i love and hopefully, you can all enjoy the things i create also. i don’t usually write like this, but i saw a variety of writers adopt a “bullet-list-style” of writing, which i found to be quite efficient. i am the world’s slowest writer and so writing like this actually helps me publish a lot of my ideas without feeling the pressure of writing out like 300k word fics that honestly get ignored. regardless, here’s my first post (technically) of the new year. (this idea has been in my drafts since the “cosykims” days, and og followers will recognise the title.)

now i don’t care what you say, every single school, college or university has that one teacher who is just way too young to actually be a teacher

you briefly remember high-school, with your physics teacher who was just way too young- like borderline could be a student themselves, and yet here they were with their rainbow stationery set teaching you the speed that light travels

and it’s universally known that some people are like child geniuses and end up graduating university aged three or something really bizarre and crazy

(obvs sarcasm)

so, for the love of god…why was there no young hot professor for you to spy on during your lectures

you’re currently a second year uni student, studying visual arts

which, by the way, is awesome

you started off initially very interested in just drawing, but taking modules in sculpting was something you actually found yourself loving and, not to brag, but you’re also pretty good at photography

like as a kid you could probably be found eating crayons and snorting felt fumes like you were an art junkie

kids in your classes were asking for leapfrogs or action figures for christmas but here you were asking for a £300 pencil colouring set along with a “by numbers” colouring book

picasso is shaking rn

like…funny how leonardo da vinci hasn’t released any new artwork since you were born….hm inch resting

“y/n. you, me, some other people, smirnoff and dr pepper, house party, saturday night, is it a yes, or is it a yes?”

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removing works + moving blogs!

Hello, everybody.

Long time no see- I’ve moved blogs and I’m in my final year of sixth form and everything has just been insane for me, and I hope you’ve all found comfort in things you loved and are feeling great.

I wanted to post a very quick message just to say thank you for the endless support on my stories, even when I was away. I also wanted to formally announce the removal of my works from Tumblr and AO3. A lot of my creative writing is being put into a portfolio for University and so I really would like to refrain from it being reuploaded anywhere. 

Please, please- if you see my works reuploaded anywhere that is not gwoongi (on AO3 or Tumblr) or haechn on Wattpad, then it is NOT ME! Please contact me urgently through my other blog. 

I also did just want to quickly say that I moved blogs, again for anybody interested. I do plan on reuploading and rewriting bits of the Merlot Murders series and the Hogwarts AU’s so please don’t be too disheartened by them being deleted off this blog.

Again, thank you all so much for all the love and support. I am so grateful.

My new writing blog is @gwoongi!!

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cosykims ↝ gwoongi

Welcome to my new blog, if you are interested enough to find me. I hope to write more content for this blog, however not so KPOP centric. gwoongi is an opportunity for me to write about multiple groups or fandoms with ease. I would respect your patience as I write and also I’d really appreciate support in the form of likes or reblogs or even a simple message.

I hope to release more content soon. Thanks for deciding to join me on my new journey, under a new name.

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the end of an era.

My experience with Tumblr has been mostly very rocky, and each new experience has brought something different, albeit exciting, and has given me a new perspective on the way I write, and also the people around me. 

When I shut down ‘threecyphers’ due to a handful of reasons including plagiarism, hate comments flooding into my ask-box and also a feeling of isolation around my other friends who wrote amazing stories on this platform, I never expected that I would continue writing on here. However, I made a new blog, ‘cosykims’, to express my newfound love for writing, in a new tense that I felt comfortable in. I trusted myself with the confidence to post my content online, and I could not have been more content with the results. 

As somebody who gives out content to not only please myself, but also a growing number of readers, I never expected to feel reliant on Tumblr. I have very passionate and sometimes controversial views on Tumblr, and how blogs are treated. I am a firm believer in the idea that numbers do not equal success or talent, however, they have a large contribution. At the start of my journey on this new, and safe blog, I felt like I could happily work with 100 notes, even if I had spent hours, maybe even weeks, on this piece of work.

The uploading of the Merlot Murders series took a large chunk of my time, and the result of the story was outstanding to me. I saw my writing change into something I considered phenomenal; I was able to experiment with a new tense, and introduce characters and start writing with a voice that was inspired by so many of my favourite authors. I got to try my hand at writing for the horror genre, which I never considered doing, and I also realised that breaking away from smut related content resulted in a happier writing process, where it didn’t require me reading hours worth of sexual fiction to understand the basics of sexual positions, that I had not practiced myself. However, the response to a story that I spent so much time on was incredibly underwhelming, to a point where the motivation to write the story was decreased. 

It felt more like I was forcing myself to write a story, a series that I loved, for an audience who didn’t care about it. The lack of interest in my fiction came from the fact that I abandoned smut writing, which only further shows how the Tumblr community craves this sexual fiction that actually makes a lot of celebrities uncomfortable. I realised that the fandom I wrote for were so desperate to read a graphically sexual piece of writing, that my hours of hard work simply went unnoticed. My works with the big, bold (M) next to them got a lot more attention than my other works that did not include sexual content. A great example of this was when I received a comment on the Wattpad uploaded version of Your Body is My Canvas, where a reader outwardly criticised my work simply because I did not include a graphic depiction of sex between Yoongi and Jimin.

Everybody changes, and everybody’s interests change. I have been writing for BTS and a handful of other KPOP groups since I was fourteen, and my writing has changed so much since then. From 2015 to 2018, my writing has become something that I never ever imagined it could be. Perhaps it is selfish to say, and perhaps arrogant, but I do consider myself one of the writers on Tumblr that value the plotline over the smut. I sweat blood for these stories; I am so passionate about what I write and what I produce, and I spend hours upon hours crafting them with details that make me happy. To see a lack of response disheartens me greatly, and leaves me questioning if I want to continue writing for a Tumblr audience.

‘cosykims’ has provided me with a large audience of 2,000 people, of whom once enjoyed my creations. There are only a few of you left who will read this post, and who will feel some sort of sadness to hear that I am leaving.

As expected, this post will be ignored, just like the rest of all my other stories. I am honestly very tired and bored of uploading something, feeling excited, only to have it come flying back into my face when nobody cares about it. 

Writing became a chore; and I grew dispassionate for a while. The BTS fandom became toxic, and honestly, stanning BTS was such a toxic time of my life, and I am glad that I no longer associate myself with the fans of the group. I was in such an unhappy place mentally, and even though I still find myself feeling incredibly unhappy today, I feel a lot better knowing that the weight from trying to fit in amongst stuck up, and demanding people has been lifted.

That being said, I am forever thankful and grateful to all of the people who constantly supported this blog, and remained happy to see what I uploaded, and always gave me feedback; whether that be in a note, a reblog, or even a message wishing me a good day, or complimenting a story I wrote. It meant the world to me, and it still does, and I am so, so lucky to have had such loyal and supportive readers. Furthermore, I hope that you find happiness reading other people’s work, and that you can join me in the next part of my journey.

Whilst writing fiction is still my biggest love, and I continue to write, I am definitely valuing my school life over the fandom antics that once controlled me. My grades are simply far more important to me than this blog, and my family and friends demand my time a lot more than Tumblr does. My biggest regret for the past year was not being open with my friends and family, and pushing them out to focus on writing on a blog that does nothing to better me as a person, and does nothing to make me happy.

I do still write on various other platforms, and I do suggest you follow me on all my other links to continue supporting me, as a person, if you wish. Wattpad, as cringey as this sounds, is my main platform, as the response I get on there is very helpful and heartwarming. My AO3 still runs and I hope to upload my content from here onto there. 

I simply cannot stop copyright, and I understand it’s bound to happen. Like I did with ‘threecyphers’, I will probably be back to slander those who steal my work publicly, because I lost all sympathy for people who blatantly disrespect others. 

Thank you so much for such a wild ride on here, and I hope you all can understand my reasons for leaving this site. Whether or not I open another blog in the future is still unclear. 

Signing off. cosykims, aka holly. 

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the losers club when beverly gets taken into the sewers by Pennywise

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why is finn wolfhard literally stuck in the 80′s, riding bikes in a group of boys and 1 girl, being bullied @ school and living in a town that’s pretty much cursed 

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PS-FUCKING-A

I CANT BELIEVE MOON LOVERS EP11 JUST DID THAT TO ME. AS IF I SUFFERED AND WATCHED IT WITHOUT ENGLISH SUBS EARLY JUST TO END UP BEING HURT LIKE THIS|????????? IM CRYING RIGHT NOW OH MY GOOOOOOOD

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After hours Taehyung. Another one inspired by @cosykims 

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Inspired by @cosykims short au your body is my canvas (and you are beautiful)