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If you became a twitch streamer you'd make bank lol

I think being a streamer, especially a twitch streamer, is the single worst thing a person can be.

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My fav thing is going home.

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do you ever experience a moment of beauty and connection—like a call from a friend or the way soup your brother made you smells or the way you glimpsed the face of god when you heard a good song 20 times in a row one dark early morning or the way you see traces of dead loved ones in yourself the older you get—and think, “hey. maybe I can survive on moments like this forever. maybe i don’t need to express myself publically just because that’s the norm; maybe private moments of beauty are still enough, more enough than sharing everything or being understood or the idea of being accepted... maybe the loneliness of being has always been meant to be felt in conjunction with experiencing beauty... maybe nothing in between birth and death is real except revelatory experiences like this.” and then you have a sense of clarity, just for a bit, before it fades as normal habits take over... well, I think anything that you think or instinctively know during moments like that is the closest thing to clarity / understanding we all get to have. keep these moments close and don’t forget.

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hey so uhhhhhhhh did u know that green is so green and there’s a special kind of sadness that seems to come with spring? ?

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Practice being calm. Like literally...if you want to feel powerful and in control, stay calm. If you really trust, then stay calm. Don’t lose your cool. Trust me. It’s enough that you are going through something, stop being a hype man to your unwanted situations. It’s not a big deal.

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being offline is something else. i’ve seen cloud formations you wouldn’t believe…

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literally amazing how many different songs the human mind can store. we are music boxes

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time: [passes]

me: what

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many things to do BTW there are many

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He asked me when I fell in love with him and I knew it sounded dramatic to say the moment I saw him, so I told him this story of my grandma who had Alzheimer's- she forgot her name and the words for fruit and food, she forgot her address and how to use the washroom, all her life lost to the disease. The only thing she remembered was her son's name and when that began to fade, the one thing she always remembered was that she loved him, even in illness, even in insanity. She saw this 6 foot 2 man with a scrubby beard and she didn't know him but she said she trusted him, she asked him to hold her hand when she died. When does memory end and love begin? All I know is- she loved him before she remembered him.

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The world is a sphere of ice and our hands are made of fire

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saw you meandering earlier dude... did you know that a straight line is the shortest distance between two points?

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the role of the person in the passenger seat is not only navigator but secretary as well. you have to type up the drivers messages to random ladies on facebook about cbd cream & google whether that billy joel song was the theme song for that show or not

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