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I survived a tummy ache today.

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Anxiously picking at my scalp so much it’s bleeding :(

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I finished class early heheh

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I just wanna die :D

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When will people realise that Chinese communism is the smallest chunk of our history. When people think of China they immediately think of corruption and dictatorships. We have so much beautiful history and culture that everyone is overlooking. Everyone wants to be obsessed with Japan and K-pop and Anime but being Chinese is the least attractive.

IDK just some thoughts

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I don’t want to go to schooooooool urgh

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My kink is BDSM. Being Dead Sounds Magnificent

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Why am I never good enough for her

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Can someone distract me with something to do before I lose what is left of my mind.

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Wait til she finds out Im non binary

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I slept in so late today and mom is so angry I just wanna run off a cliff.

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All my white friends have such amazing caring parents and then there’s my mom and grandma smacking me with a wooden spoon for not saying nihao to my aunt

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Struggling so much and I can’t even tell my mom because she’s a different generation AND grew up in China… Fucks sake

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Might delete tumblr.. There is so much ED shit and its really triggering me.

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Can’t live a good life, can’t even die right either. Burden on people when alive, burden on medical staff when I don’t die. Like what the hell.

Like do yall who attempted ever feel like shit I'm not meant to be here right now and I don't know what to do with myself

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Yeah you literally feel like such a failure. Can’t even kill myself right smh.

Like do yall who attempted ever feel like shit I'm not meant to be here right now and I don't know what to do with myself

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How do I have the flu again