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Sorry I’ve gone dark on here but unfortunately what started off as the best day of my life at @taylorswift concert with my nieces ended up as the worst day of my life as my baby got out from the babysitters house while we were at the show. Some kid chased her across a highway and was stuck in like a square half mile area in between that highway, a super highway, 95 and a super loud continuous train. She was terrified out of her mind and we had literally so many people, people we didn’t know lookingnl for our sweet baby. She had no idea where she was and was just looking for us. I don’t know why she didn’t come to us we were out all night both nights looking for her calling til both our voices were gone. Unfortunately she was found Monday morning on the side of the super highway. She was trying to cross it to come home to us. My poor sweet angel died in the worst way imaginable, scared , alone and violently. Our souls have been crushed. Ive always gone to Taylor for everything, every heart break every hard time in my life. But now the first time ever listening or thinking of her is breaking my heart. And I don’t know what to do. For the first time in ny life i changed the channel in my car from Taylor because it was a song I heard while we got the call that she had gotten out. I know she was just a dog, but this is the worst pain either of us has ever felt. She was our daughter and so much more than a dog. She was so special, so loving and such a baby. Anyway, I don’t know how long it’s going to take me to start feeling better but I’m taking a break from Tumblr until looking at reputation stuff stops making me almost throw up. (Please take no offense to this Taylor it’s just some kind of association thing) I hope one day this fades. We were having so much fun and my niece said it was one of the best days of her life. We got waves and pictures with so many people but it just makes me so sick to look at the pictures. Hopefully one day I can share them with you all❤️ Anyway i wanted to share more pictures of our baby and share that If you have pets I highly recommend getting pet supplies from @chewy they are affordable and have the best customer service on earth. I had an autoship for years and added over $100 worth of dog stuff to it when Punta came and after we lost her I emailed them asking to cancel the autoship until I could go on and cancel all the dog stuff😢 they not only refunded everything dog related in my last autoship that arrived the day Punta went missing ($105 worth) and said to donate the stuff, but we got this gorgeous vase of pink (Rosa for Punta Rosa June) flowers delivered to our house from @chewy With another beautiful heartfelt card. I Just cannot believe the outstanding customer service going above and beyond to bring us some comfort in this time. It means so much that others know what we are going through because i never imagined this pain. This never even crossed my mind, we worked so hard to keep you safe baby. I had videos of Punta opening her Chewy boxes and sent them and they said they showed everyone in the office. Really made us smile. Chewy brought Punta SO MUCH joy. So many toys and treats from them that made that little nub wag. Our little nub love. We miss you so much baby. Yesterday we picked up her ashes and it felt like I was losing her all over again. Its been 13 days since she went missing (7/14) and 11 days since she was found on the highway (7/16) and every single day is like waking up to your worst nightmare. I’ve never in my life felt grief or pain like this and I’ve lost so many loved ones, including dogs, but she wasn’t a dog. She wasn’t an aunt, an uncle a grandparents, or a cousin, she was our daughter. We loved her like one. We did so much to rescue Punta June from Punta Cana Dominican Republic. We worked so hard getting her healthy and into our country, spent so much time and money on her loving her more than anything on earth cuz she needed it so bad, and now she’s gone. This is just a pain i wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy. I have made some good friends on here (you know who you are) so dm me and I’ll send you my phone number so we can keep in touch while i grieve. Please say a prayer for our sweet angel, she was taken too soon and didn’t deserve to go like that. It’s just not right. Nothing is right. This week she would have been one and a half. Didn’t even make it to one and a half but made the biggest hole in our hearts 😢💔😢💔 We are glad you are finally home with us Punta June. All we want is for you to be happy in heaven baby. Keep sending us signs, you know how happy it makes us. ❤️❤️ Take care everyone thank you to everyone for your condolences we just want her to be remembered😭😭 and thanks for following my accounts ❤️❤️ live life like it could be over tomorrow, and today is never too late to be brand new❤️

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I miss my baby 😢😢😢💔💔💔how do you deal with grief of something so sweet and innocent you loved so much. I just can’t deal with this pain😢

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SQUAD!!!!!! @taylorswift @taylornation

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@taylorswift @taylornation WE MADE IT!!!!! Jamming out here come find us peeps!!! Come find us if you want us to post pictures of your costumes!!!!

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WE MADE IT!!!!!! This is the party place! @taylornation @taylorswift

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WERE HERE @taylorswift @taylornation

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My posts keep posting to my philly rep tour handle by accident!!! @taylorswift @taylornation

My baby girls first Taylor Swift concert!!!!! She is so excited I cannot wait to watch her omg this is gonna be the best night ever!!!! @taylorswift that’s her pleading for you to wave to her in the stands lol we are in section 123 row 18!!!!! See you soon!!! @taylornation

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@taylorswift @taylornation

And all at once, this is the day I have been waiting for 💛✨💛✨💛

Philly Night 2 Section 111, Row 14, Seats 31 & 32 @taylorswift @taylornation

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Going to do a longer post tomorow or Sunday cuz it’s 2am and I just got home and I literally can’t walk but omg you guys reputation tour is the most amazing concert you will ever go to in your life this show is just beyond incredible @taylorswift thank you. Thank you for putting on the most incredible show possible for us. I love you so much. Thank you for going to all the stages and literally giving every fan in that huge stadium and incredible view of your amazing talent and performances. And for making such an effort to high five as many fans as humanly possible. I can officially die happy because Tonigt I got to check off my bucket list getting a high five from my idol Taylor Swift. Not only all of that but she sung one of the most special and amazing songs to me that was on my top ten requests for your suprise songs: Never Grow Up” I cried the whole song and you were right in front of me while playing it and that memory is burned into my soul forever. I am finally coming down from this crazy day and crying as I write this because i can’t even imagine a better night with you. And I get to do it again tomorrow and watch my nieces as they gaze upon your amazingness and witness what I just did. I love you forever taylor thank you thank you thank you I honestly have never seen taylor more present in the moment and happy. She is more genuine and her true self than ever before and I honestly have never loved her more. What a night. We are so lucky to have Taylor Swift in our lives guys AND IF YOURE ON THE FENCE ABOUT GOING TO A REPUTATION SHOW BUY TICKETS RIFGT NOW BECAUSE IT IS AMAZING. Goodnight all!!

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Never Grow Up has always held SUCH a special place in my heart. It came out when my niece was 2 and she’s the light of my life (other than my Mittzy) lol and she came and brought me so much joy and happiness and light during the lowest and darkest parts of my life. Without her I don’t know where I’d be. I would play Never Grow Up for her all the Time and beg her to not grow up. She would always just say “Aunt Linds I can’t help it!!!” My sweet girl. This was 4 years ago when she was 4 and we were taking a walk and she started singing it and my heart melted. Just such a sweet memory, she loves it so much and was her favorite Taylor Swift Song for like 7 years and now she keeps going back and forth between that, Mean, 15, I knew you were Trouble and she loves a ton of her new songs so I am so incredibly excited to take her to the reputation tour. Going to be so hard not to just watch the look on her face the entire show!!! That’s why I had to go on Friday so I could soak up every second of the show by myself so I can watch her Saturday lol. Anyway @taylorswift I know you haven’t sang “Never Grow Up” yet and it is such a well known song of yours I don’t think you know how many people know and love that song. I would absolutely die and hug my baby niece crying if you played it Saturday in philly!!! Love you so much and can’t wait to see you in Two friggen Days!!!!!!!! @taylornation

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Me and Abby FINALLY finished our Reputation tour shirts and posters!!!!! Literally took FOREVER even though it probably doesn’t look it lol. 6 dates to get them done lol They’re based off Getaway Car, Dress and Long Live! And Reputation album/tour all together. We get to see @taylorswift in Philly together for the 1st Time July 14th!!!!!! We cannot wait. My other niece is coming and we worked on her shirt yesterday but she lives an hour away so I don’t get to see her as much but there will be 3 of us!!! Lol but unfortunately we can’t get a pic together but will get one of her in her shirt this Saturday! It is both their first all together concerts and I am so thrilled that both of their first concerts will be that of a TAYLOR SWIFT SHOW. Going to set a high precedent for them lol but they are going to spaz. We all love you so much Taylor and you’ve been such an Inspiration to all of us for SO LONG. We can’t wait to see you soon eeeeeeee 9 FRIGGEN DAYS!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhh!!!! LONG LIVE TAYLORS REP!!!!

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Omg my sister and brother just got tickets to the show tonight because my brother had so much fun last night lol my sisters first taylor concert too now!!! Sitting across the stadium from them but so excited haha they’re coming later tho!!!

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lol Abby wanted to explain her poster from my sisters phone I love when she texts me lol

Me and Abby FINALLY finished our Reputation tour shirts and posters!!!!! Literally took FOREVER even though it probably doesn’t look it lol. 6 dates to get them done lol They’re based off Getaway Car, Dress and Long Live! And Reputation album/tour all together. We get to see @taylorswift in Philly together for the 1st Time July 14th!!!!!! We cannot wait. My other niece is coming and we worked on her shirt yesterday but she lives an hour away so I don’t get to see her as much but there will be 3 of us!!! Lol but unfortunately we can’t get a pic together but will get one of her in her shirt this Saturday! It is both their first all together concerts and I am so thrilled that both of their first concerts will be that of a TAYLOR SWIFT SHOW. Going to set a high precedent for them lol but they are going to spaz. We all love you so much Taylor and you’ve been such an Inspiration to all of us for SO LONG. We can’t wait to see you soon eeeeeeee 9 FRIGGEN DAYS!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhh!!!! LONG LIVE TAYLORS REP!!!!

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Omg my niece and I already made posters for tomorrow but my sister just sent me this she made this for tonight omg she’s so cute and so excited I’m so excited for her !!!!!!!! I’m gonna cry, oh darling don’t you ever grow up😭😭😭 @taylorswift @taylornation

Me and Abby FINALLY finished our Reputation tour shirts and posters!!!!! Literally took FOREVER even though it probably doesn’t look it lol. 6 dates to get them done lol They’re based off Getaway Car, Dress and Long Live! And Reputation album/tour all together. We get to see @taylorswift in Philly together for the 1st Time July 14th!!!!!! We cannot wait. My other niece is coming and we worked on her shirt yesterday but she lives an hour away so I don’t get to see her as much but there will be 3 of us!!! Lol but unfortunately we can’t get a pic together but will get one of her in her shirt this Saturday! It is both their first all together concerts and I am so thrilled that both of their first concerts will be that of a TAYLOR SWIFT SHOW. Going to set a high precedent for them lol but they are going to spaz. We all love you so much Taylor and you’ve been such an Inspiration to all of us for SO LONG. We can’t wait to see you soon eeeeeeee 9 FRIGGEN DAYS!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhh!!!! LONG LIVE TAYLORS REP!!!!

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@taylorswift please meet @catsfoxesntswift13 she’s one of my closer friends and I met her bc of you. She’s an amazing woman and i know there’s so many fans to meet but try and reach out for her? She’s been by your side a very long time, so devoted and kind and shit we stay up WAY past 2 am fangirling over you haha HIT HER UP @taylorswift @taylornation

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THIS

how many times does it need to be said to be nice to other fans because you’re literally here for the same person and it’s not like we have to be BFFs but uh RESPECT EACH OTHER AND BE FUCKING CONSIDERATE TO OTHER HUMAN BEINGS

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I begged taylor to play Never Grow Up in Philly for my niece and she did. She wasn’t there last night but I recorded it for her and she was so happy. Thank you so much @taylorswift I love you so much!!!!

Never Grow Up has always held SUCH a special place in my heart. It came out when my niece was 2 and she’s the light of my life (other than my Mittzy) lol and she came and brought me so much joy and happiness and light during the lowest and darkest parts of my life. Without her I don’t know where I’d be. I would play Never Grow Up for her all the Time and beg her to not grow up. She would always just say “Aunt Linds I can’t help it!!!” My sweet girl. This was 4 years ago when she was 4 and we were taking a walk and she started singing it and my heart melted. Just such a sweet memory, she loves it so much and was her favorite Taylor Swift Song for like 7 years and now she keeps going back and forth between that, Mean, 15, I knew you were Trouble and she loves a ton of her new songs so I am so incredibly excited to take her to the reputation tour. Going to be so hard not to just watch the look on her face the entire show!!! That’s why I had to go on Friday so I could soak up every second of the show by myself so I can watch her Saturday lol. Anyway @taylorswift I know you haven’t sang “Never Grow Up” yet and it is such a well known song of yours I don’t think you know how many people know and love that song. I would absolutely die and hug my baby niece crying if you played it Saturday in philly!!! Love you so much and can’t wait to see you in Two friggen Days!!!!!!!! @taylornation