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I took 30mg Adderall less than 2 hours ago. For the first time trying it. My first time using a stimulant ADHD drug for my ADHD. Also just took some THC gummies, 100mg THC total. I am gonna enjoy tonight. Love my ex/bestie.

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I really really want my Buldak Carbonara noodles... But it is late at night, I'm broke, and so I can't....

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I'm all alone.

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So I stopped my antidepressant and antipsychotic (more of a mood stabilizer, I am not schizo), because I ordered MDMA. I am going to dose 150mg based on the calculation of weight in kg plus 50mg. Going to drink Gatorade throughout the roll and eat lightly in the middle of the roll. I will be tripsitted by my ex. We became besties in June 2022 after breaking up January 2018. Yeah my life is weird. I just want to experience Molly at least one more time.

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"I'm a free bitch, baby." -Lady Gaga

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Ever since I stopped my two mental health medications since a week ago, I've been naturally depressed and having suicidal ideation. I want to die because I have no one to spend time with, I'm often alone, even though I have a boyfriend: he works and he sleeps a lot after work. My life is pointless. Everyone's lives would stay the same if I died. I do nothing every day. I just waste time with YouTube, Facebook and Tumblr.