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(18+) ..⃗. ༘ brahms heelshire + male reader, creepy brahms head-canons

i replace “(Y/N)” with “L”!!

warnings: more of 18+ implications not too smutty, stalking, overall creepy behavior, dead parents mention(?)

content: nsfw + fluff

pronouns: he/him

head-canons: mine!!

note: i watch the boy clips over and over and there’s a damn obvious difference in the voice on the phone call and brahms when he first appeared smh #notmybrahms

also someone recommended this idea!! tysm!! :D

blue is for you, red is for brahms!!

“brahms, i know you’re there”

“… no i’m not”

of course even though you and brahms are now dating, he’s still stalks and steals your things, considering you don’t go in the walls with him because 1. they are extremely confusing and 2. why would you?

but what else is he supposed to do? get a hobby? of course not. his hobby is you

and he wants to be around you all the time :(

he still adds things to the doll he made for you and takes extremely well care of it

changing its clothes (which of course he stole from you), brushing its hair, making sure it’s comfortable in the bed, he takes more care of the doll he made of you’s hygiene more than his own

you have to leave the house eventually, you do have your own job and house so you can take care of what you’re doing in your life and so you can take care of your wall man boyfriend who lives in a now abandoned house— which is under his dead parents’ name

so he misses you when you leave, like— the second you’re out the door he’s waiting patiently for you to come back

he snuggles with the doll he made of you, because of course it smells like you

he loves how you smell, just burying his face in doll L and taking deep breaths is one of the things he loves to do when you’re gone because it’s like you’re right there and you never left

if you wear cologne, perfume, or even use some type of soap or product with smell, DON’T bring it with you when you visit him unless you want it stolen

he’ll use it on doll L and keep it for himself just to take sniffs of

you might have to ask for a raise considering how many new clothes you need to buy

whenever you bring a pair of clothes when you’re staying with him, they just so happen to disappear

you know it’s brahms— like, you’re not slick, brahms

but he thinks he is

don’t expect him to give them back though… after all he wants doll L to have clothes and be stylish just like doll brahms :D

or just to cuddle with, bunch them all together and make a pillow with them, holding them close and imagining himself laying on your chest while you stroke and play with his hair

also, it doesn’t stop at clothes, c’mon. towels that you used to dry your hands, towels after a shower, hair from drains, nails clippings, flowers you might’ve picked

at least he’s helping clean up…

also, pictures. don’t bring pictures unless you want them to go missing— he literally WORSHIPS those pictures, looking at your face, admiring every little part of you

he literally looks at them all day, waiting for you to come home

if they’re younger pictures of you, he’ll imagine knowing you when he was younger, being childhood friends and going on adventures with you when he was allowed to leave the house

he thinks you were adorable when you were younger and just wants to defend you from any harm, of course he’s the same way now— but when you were innocent, he wanted to protect you from seeing how bad the world really was, but he’ll do his best now :-)

also if anyone else is in those pictures, he’ll rip them out and apart—

or burn them, watching the flames consume them

you may think he would be afraid of fire— but if he was he wouldn’t have let his parents put SO MANY IN THEIR HOME

also recent pictures are very appreciated, when he misses you a lot

he somewhat made a shrine of you— somehow, kind of on accident. with pictures of you, your clothes, other things he stole, notes on how perfect you are, how he wants to be with you forever, and of course candles. even better if you brought a scented candle you like because of course he proceeds to steal it.

when you’re not paying attention to him, he goes back in the walls and watches you, just studying and admiring you while he waits for you to give him attention >:(

you got use to the feeling of being watched so much, that you usually forget that you are being watched

he just likes watching you, that’s what he’s been doing his entire life— he doesn’t know how to just be in the same room as you

even if he is in the same room as you, he doesn’t change, just his hazel-green eyes boring into you

of course even if you look back at him, he doesn’t look away.

don’t try to battle him to make him look away, you will lose

when you even glance at him, he’ll put his head on your arm and look at you like a puppy wanting to be pet and if you don’t and just look away he’ll start whining like one too

when he’s watching you in the walls, you can hear him in someway panic when he makes any kind of noise you could’ve heard (you oddly think it’s cute)

he writes letters to you, poems for you, drawings of you and sometimes leaves them around the house for you to find

when he’s watching you, he takes notes of everything thing you’re doing, even marking the time you’re doing it to see if it could be some kind of a schedule and he wants to note about all the things you like

also even when you actually want alone time, like to take a shower, he’s still watching you. (especially now smh)

he gets grumpy if he somehow can’t manage to see you, waiting for you to come back into view

end note: dumb love-sick creepy wall man 💕

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🎃 brahms heelshire + male reader, spooky month head-canons

i replace the “(Y/N)” with “L”!!

warnings: blood mentions

content: fluff

pronouns: none mentioned, but masc reader

head-canons: mine!!

note: it’s spooky month!!

blue is the colour for you, red is the colour for brahms!

🕯 “don’t eat all the candy brahms”

i feel brahms' favourite holiday would be christmas, but halloween is his second favouirte

brahms wakes you up the second it hits 12 am of october, just shaking you while making happy noises, you first thought something was wrong but no. he just woke you up to tell you it’s october.

“brahms, please…”

he wants to start doing stuff for halloween immediately and he gets all pouty when you say no, but you promise him you two can decorate later

even though it’s only the 1st, he doesn’t care

spooky month, means spooky month to brahms

his house is already naturally scary with its vintage style, but brahms likes to decorate it with bats, cobwebs, pumpkins, more candles, bloody walls—

might go a little overboard

will ask you every day if it’s halloween yet

brahms: is it halloween yet?!?! :O

L: no, love, it’s still only the 1st.

brahms: :(

even though he’s already wearing a costume, he wants to do a couples one with you (and of course one for doll brahms)

if you think you’re funny, just make a (human) brahms costume

i can honestly imagine doing that, copying his every move

stalk and scare HIM

copying his little head tilts

copying his accent

he likes to jump-scare you, giggling after

annoyed stance

you say you won’t kiss him the rest of the day if he does that again

stops immediately

horror movie marathons every night, even just randomly going through the entire horror sections

halloween pet names, please. (pumpkin, boo, ghosty, sweetie (get it?), sweetheart, foxy (i think foxes are halloween themed?), rascal)

if you do use the pet names brahms will think they’re kinda dumb but he doesn’t want you to stop

“i’m just as excited for halloween as you are, pumpkin :)))))”

annoyed wall man-baby noises

you get candy of course (since he can’t trick or treat. one because he doesn’t leave the house and two he’s a grown man) but you have to hide it from him because he would eat all of it

sometimes he finds it and you have to get more

halloween is kind of stressful too because people are probably gonna try to get into the "abandoned" house

brahms recommends he just kills them but that's a big no no, but you tell him he can scare them off. he gets excited, thinking that would be a lot of fun

you two add decorations like notes and messages on the wall written in fake blood

still, its just the beginning of october... so you start getting use to the creepy decorations, remembering who your boyfriend is

if you come across any stray black cats, you bring them to brahms' house, to protect them for the month

brahms is pouty of course that you're giving your affection to another being that isn't him, but, he agrees just for the month

you let him name them

pumpkin carving of course

brahms somehow getting the insides everywhere

you tell him about your past halloween experiences and even try to find some pictures of you in your costumes

if you do find pictures, expect to never see them again

he would at the same time get sad that he really never got to experience halloween, but you promise him you'll make it fun this year

end note: short and sweet, some fun head-canons and its only the start of october, probably will make actual halloween head-canons!! happy spooky month!! >:D

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page for male / masc readers!!

i replace “(Y/N)” with just a simple “L” and the colour changes with characters! :-)

tags

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trans-male / transmasc reader

she/her gay (nblm / transmasc) reader

readers with ed

readers with dysphoria

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dad / parent reader :)

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female / fem readers

female x male reader

character x oc

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romance with characters under 18, but childhood / teenage romances with characters above the age of 18 is something i may write

(18+) bottom!reader

any kind of pregnancy

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incest, pedophilia, abusive

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“ 💭 „ brahms heelshire + male reader, nightmare head-canons

i replace “(Y/N)” with “L”!!

warnings: nightmares(?), ptsd talk, death, murder

content: angst + fluff(?)

pronouns: none mentioned, but masc reader

head-canons: mine!!

note: tumblr is so lame on mobile wtf dude also i hope everyone reads whenever i write brahms saying something in a british accent

blue is the colour for you, red is the colour for brahms!

·˚ * 🔭 brahms’ nightmares

of course brahms has nightmares— about his past, the fire, the loneliness, murder, his parents dying, greta, him losing you, honestly i’m not shocked if he has nightmares every night

i feel like he would be used to them, but not be ok when he has them, but his body doesn’t do much when he has them. maybe if they’re really bad he starts whimpering in his sleep

if you don’t wake up from the sounds he makes, he shakes you awake, always calling your name in his child-like voice begging you to wake up

when you do, you pretty much understand what’s happening immediately because it happens so much. you sling your arms around him and pull him back down to the bed, him clutching onto you and crying in your chest as you rub his back, telling him everything is ok and that you’re here

the first time it was a bit more dramatic because you have no idea what was wrong so you snapped awake, but then you comfort him in your arms

you sometimes ask him if he wants to talk about it, but usually you just feel him shake his head

but if it’s about losing you, he’ll probably tell you and you promise him you’re not going to

sometimes you want to make him something warm for him to make him feel better, like hot chocolate, tea, just warm milk and he pretty much just clings onto you the entire time

humming or singing soft songs could also help calm him down

if he tells you about a more intense nightmare you just listen and tell him he’s here now and you won’t let anything bad happen to him

if you have a piece of jewelry, maybe a feature that stands out, or even a shirt with a pattern you tell him to describe it to you so he can focus on something else

him being in your arms already makes him feel better

you better kiss him a lot

you try to make him smile or giggle at least once

sometimes if he’s too scared to go back to sleep you read him back to sleep or you watch something together (absolutely no horror movies)

have a feeling you two would watch old spongebob episodes or scooby doo

the feeling of watching or reading something late at night makes him feel like when a child can stay up past 12 am on new year’s eve

he eventually falls back asleep

sometimes if you fall asleep first, he doesn’t turn off whatever is playing or doesn’t turn off the light, which you don’t mind

you make sure to check up on him throughout the day and make sure to do something fun with him (baking, art, picking flowers)

he doesn’t like when he has nightmares about greta because he has you now, but you only learned about her because he told you about her

you don’t know exactly how to feel, loving brahms but can see from her point of view, but you don’t say much on it

but you are curious on where she is now

on the fluffier(ish) side, he has nightmares about the horror movies you watch and you restrain saying “i told you so”

even though he has nightmares about them, he still wants to watch them

when you bring that fact up he just goes “no i won’t >:(”

and then he does

but you two still watch them of course

˚➶ ｡˚ ☁ your nightmares

if you have nightmares, of course he’ll comfort you

he’s a light sleeper, so if you move up and get off the bed, he’ll know

if you wake up crying, he’ll jump up and ask you what’s wrong

he’ll hold you

he’ll cup your face, wipe away your tears, and softly kiss all over it

he might not understand everything you say if you choose to talk about it, but he’ll listen to you, and say that he won’t let anyone hurt you again

if you choose to not tell him, he’ll say that he’ll protect you from any harm. mental or physical.

if you get up to do something to calm you down (make a drink, get a snack, have a shower, and even maybe if you smoke, you'll have one) he'll follow you (obviously) and see if he can do anything to help

if the nightmares aren’t enough to make you wake up crying, but make you have to get up, if you tell him you just had a bad dream, he’ll still do everything he can to make you feel better

he’ll hold onto you very tightly when you try to go back to sleep, if you can’t, he’ll try to stay up with you

even if he fails, it’s still sweet

if you have kinda more of a “i rather have not had that dream, but it wasn’t that bad” if you tell brahms that he’ll whine about how you should have woke him up

you say you will next time, but that’s a lie because it’s hard to get him on a normal sleep schedule

throughout the day he’ll check on you, asking if you’re ok and if you’re scared to go back to sleep

end note: soft wall man <3

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༉‧₊˚. brahms heelshire + male reader, head-canons: part 1

i replace “(Y/N)” with “L”!!

warnings: jealousy (?), slightly possessive behavior, killing mentions (“fluff” yeah, ok)

content: fluff(ish)

pronouns: he/him

head-canons: mine!!

note: *starts beatboxing*

blue is the colour for you, red is the colour for brahms!

༉‧₊˚. gifts from brahms

things he stole from you

if we’re being realistic, he would make you simple meals (soup, sandwiches, nothing where you need to do too much) and feel proud of himself (and you let him, petting his head)

he made tea for you once

never again

he draws things for you and you put it on the fridge or take it to your home and put it on that fridge

he also does small crafts (where you buy and bring materials) and gives them to you (he made a little rat. aw :-))

flowers and rocks he gets from outside

༉‧₊˚. gifts from you

he’s overjoyed with anything you get him

obliviously, you have an upper-hand in gifts, being the one who leaves the house

it’s pretty much a tradition that you had ever since you first came to the home

you avoid getting him anything too “techy” or “modern”

he just begs for sweets but you tell him if he eats too many of them he’ll get ill

but you like going out to shops and getting baked-goods that you two can share

he’ll probably eat 99% of them still, you turn your back and they’re all gone

disappointed dad stance

“i didn’t do anything” look

even though he doesn’t like other human dolls, you wanted to try to get him stuffed animals

you got him a fluffy, big-eyes teddy bear that had a white bow and he loves it (+ it smells just like you)

matching pieces of jewelry :-D

you gave him one of your hoodies that you have to pry off him to make him bathe and clean his clothes (and then he makes you wear it for a while before giving it back to him)

you made him a makeshift “L rag doll” for doll brahms (but real brahms just keeps it for himself)

he asked you if you used your real hair

in response, you just looked at him and didn’t answer because i’d you said no, he’ll try to steal more (he’ll steal more anyways)

fairytale + history books, which you read to him

༉‧₊˚. jealous brahms

brahms gets jealous of eve-ry-thing literally everything

i hope you’re not an animal lover, because you cannot get one with this man child as your boyfriend

even if you take away your hand while holding him to just scratch your eye, he’ll snap his head towards you expecting a reason for why you dare do that

now, some will argue, “jealously is cute!” and i agree to a certain extent that just slight jealously and clinginess is a cute trait

but with brahms, you’ll have to work with him here

you want to get it to the point of “aw, you’re jealous ;)” and not “can i take my hands off you for two seconds please”

i mean why do you think he watches you? well, yes, he has nothing better to do, but he’s always ready to bust out of his hiding place and battle anything that he deems as getting your love

oh, you’re watering some flowers? glares at them, hides the water can, rips out the flowers

brahms: hes mine! >:(

L: * nervous side glancing*

may seem extreme, but it’s close enough

you promise him that you don’t have to battle kill for your love and that you’re all his

he looks happy when you say this, but it doesn’t mean he stops—

you’re trying to slowly open him up to the though of people in your life

L: just because people make me happy, doesn’t mean it’s the same way you make me happy, brahmsy.

brahms: wot

all he hears is people making you happy that isn’t him

he clings to you everywhere you go, like the air is taking too much of your time

of course he loves you and always wants to be around you (another problem) but he also wants to keep a look out to make sure no one dare takes you away from him

you actually thought pulling the “would you like it if i did this to you?” would

of course he would

you have a lot of work on your hands, darling.

༉‧₊˚. kisses with brahms

he always says he wants a kiss before he actually kisses you

mask or not you can tell he’s a bit shy and flushed

you make him say “please”

he wants to receive all kinds of kisses, anywhere

his head, his (masked) face, his neck, wherever

lip kisses are his favourite of course (needy mf)

but, you’re the only one who really can give kisses

you like randomly attacking him, dramatically making kissing noises, while calling him all kinds of nicknames, making him giggle

but on the rare occasion he has his mask off, he always kisses your lips

his kisses are sloppy and a bit rough so you teach him to be softer which he kind of learns, but you’re still happy you can kiss his lips

sometimes his kisses are desperate and needy, grabbing onto your arms while melting into you

you think it’s cute to just cup his face after kissing him to see how red his pale face gets, seeing his eyes filled with need for the touch of your lips

not just lips though, you like butterfly kisses, bunny, angel, and even trying the “lady and the tramp” kind. so cute :-)

a punishment is definitely no kisses for at least an hour if he is being a brat

he’ll immediately stop being a brat when he hears that

so, all-in-all: he wants kisses 24/7 and it’s hard to say no

༉‧₊˚. other slashers? :O + horror movie marathon date nights

don’t. swoon. over. any. other. slasher. very jealous brahms.

if you even say something close to “she’s pretty” or “he’s cute”, he’ll hate the character immediately

brahms’ favourite slahser(s): pamela voorhees + michael myers. it just makes sense for pamela. brahms is a momma’s boy for sure, so he can see from her point of view and likes her motive (which is disturbing, but… ok, brahmsy) but with michael it was completely unexpected but c’mon. big, buff, quiet, mysterious, killing as a child, even the little head tilts, he’s basically his role model (also disturbing, but… ok, brahmsy…)

jason voorhees is a close second, but “why is he here? he’s a ghost boy.”

… lol

brahms’ least favourite slasher(s): billy lenz + chucky. billy because, quote “he doesn’t stalk as good as me and his voices are not as good as mine” (and you want to say something… but you just don’t want to open that can of worms during horror movie date nights) and chucky because “hes ugly, not as cute as brahms”

L: yes, you’re very cute, brahmsy.

brahms: nooo, L, not me! brahms!

????

OOOOO THE DOLLLLLL

L: yes, chucky is not as cute as brahms, love.

brahms: :)

lying? eh. who cares? he’s happy :-)

sometimes when you can sneak away to get more snacks (because he eats all of them), you scare him. he just jumps and you laugh as you watch him pout and cross his arms

“that was mean >:(“

you kiss attack him, making dramatic noises

“oh, darling, whatever could i do to make you forgive me? D:>”

it’s kinda revenge for whenever he scares you (by just standing behind you and not saying anything)

he pouts for a few minutes, refusing to let you hold him, making you laugh more

but of course he gives in like 30 seconds later

he clings onto you whenever he gets scared

he likes when you get scared because you huddle closer to him

he likes to count how many people die

whenever he dislikes a character, he constantly asks you if they die

you have to put your foot down on horror movies sometimes because he has nightmares (and of course he throws a tantrum)

he prefers older movies, not liking how “HD” the newer movies look and are

he also prefers horror movies with actual alive slashers and not paranormal, ghost type ones

you like watching the behind the scenes of the movies, but you don’t like to show brahms because it would break his heart to realize that what he watched was a lie, but you learned how to make fake blood which could be a fun project to do with him

he usually likes the final girls + boys and gets sad if they die

sometimes he falls asleep, so you pause where you two are and fall asleep with him

and of course he does the same, wanting to experience it with you, even if you watched it before

end note: one-shots are literally so hard + i use too many comas *sad beatboxing*

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(18+) ❥ brahms heelshire + male lover, nsfw head-canons

i replace “(Y/N)” with “L”!!

warnings: nsfw, bondage mention

content: brahms + dom!male lovers intimacy

pronouns: none mentioned, but masc reader

head-canons: mine! :-)

note: how do people ACTUALLY see brahms as a top smh /j

blue is for you, red is for brahms!

❥ such a good boy

he’s a bottom, he may act like a top sometimes, but he’s just a bottom (switch with sub preference at best)

he’s extremely sensitive everywhere

he doesn’t moan or groan, just whimpers and whines

he wants to be inside you at least once considering he’s never been inside someone before

as much as a complete pervert he is, he gets flushed and embarrassed very easily. a smile that can seem “too flirty” will make him all red

if you like being on the submissive side sometimes, he can try, you’d just have to work him through it, which is cute to say the least

he likes that you seem sweet and innocent on the outside, but can be rough and dominant with him, like a secret only he can see

100% praising kink

if he feels jealous or possessive, he begs you to take him so he can leave his scent on you

he doesn’t like bondage, but being held down by his wrists, hands, or hair is an immediate turn-on

sometimes when he gets on your nerves too much, you just pin him down and can see through his eyes how flushed he is, but then you just leave him there, leaving him pouty and extra needy

even though he’s a bottom he still whispers that your his and his only through his whimpers, which you promise him you are

one of the only ways you can make him bathe is if you promise you will with him

he will never admit he likes begging and when you tease him

he doesn’t care how you take him, riding him or pounding him into the bed, anything he get from you

will watch you shower and bathe, but you know and say if he likes watching you do it so much he should just do it from right outside the shower door

he took that seriously

you just take it as a chance to be able to wash him

sometimes, you act busy, so you tell him to ride your leg if he really can’t wait (he can never wait)

he likes being choked

as much as he wants to be a good boy, he’s bad sometimes to get punished

gets jealous of, well, yourself if you have any fun without him

❥ aftercare

of course, brahms likes being smothered with affection all the time, but he expects you too extra affectionate after a “long night”

he likes taking a relaxing bath while being held by you

a lot of kisses and giggling

if you try to get up he’ll just tighten his grip on you, make grumpy brahms noises, and bury his face in your chest

he likes when you actually kiss his face and you like seeing his afterglow

end note: WHY IS THIS SO SHORT

i’ll probably add more over time, though because i can’t get enough of the wall man ;-) <3

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★ brahms heelshire + male lover prompt

i replace “(Y/N)” with “L”!! just a writing preference :-)

warnings: stalking, knife mention, extremely flawed mindsets, and that this is VERY long

content: brahms partner preferences, brahms male partner backstory, brahms male partner headcanons (before + after meeting)

pronouns: none mentioned, but masc reader

note: if you feel weird for being obsessed with hot fictional murders, i somewhat try to write as if i’m making a horror comedy

blue is for you, red is for brahms!!

❥ brahms partner preferences

he actually prefers taller partners (even though he’s 6’4 and jacked as fuck), but he wants to be able to look up at his partner and he sees bigger as more comforting

brahms likes dominant partners. honestly, it just makes sense. i don’t think he would like physically dominant partners (even if they’re taller) because he would want to force people to stay, but mentally, he wants to be coddled and spoiled

brahms likes reserved and more gentle mannered partners, i can’t say i see him as someone who likes sassy, bold, and confident people. he likes people who smile softly, hum him to sleep, don’t really talk while their doing something

brahms likes artistic people, he finds it neat and will try to draw too (but he’s not that good)

he likes people who can bake and cook, of course he does. he doesn’t know how to so if someone can at least make a decent meal, he’ll see it as a masterpiece

❥ male partner backstory

you, yes you, need to bare with me and take a trip to bend reality. immerse yourself into this experience and bare with me ;-)

after greta leaves, she doesn’t call the police (because i just feel like she wouldn’t), the heelshire house becomes somewhat of a local legend that becomes abandoned and people believe it’s haunted

you moved to the english village to be closer to, well to say it bluntly, get the fuck away from people

you were always in your own head, always isolating yourself, not really wanting or needing friends, but the few you have you keep close. they describe you as a quiet and kind guy, but they often worry about you and your mental health.

you’re a very tall guy (6’10, trust me) and even though you don’t want to be near people, the thought of you scaring people away makes you feel bad. you usually hunch yourself over, trying to appear less scary and intimidating to people around you. giving you a nice and short height of 6’8… sometimes.

your friends heard that you live near a infamous haunted house and practically beg you to go in and take pictures or even take something

you just say yes, because the sooner you do it, the sooner they’ll be quiet about it and it’s a bonus you’re getting out of your room.

you go there and, nothing out of the ordinary. it’s a nice house and you just take pictures of random rooms and maybe of a few trinkets you like. sometimes, hearing bangs or footsteps. those throughly creepy you out, but it is a haunted house. what did you expect?

however, these noises do make you speed up your intrusive photo shoot.

but then you come across one room. when you open the door, it creaking loudly, you jump when you find a porcelain doll sitting neatly on a bed.

you put your hand on your chest and take a few deep breaths to calm down, as you realize it’s just a doll. a very creepy doll. you walk towards it with caution, afraid at any moment it might snap its head at you.

you notice all the cracks in the porcelain, almost like it’s been broken and then put back together. you stay decently away from the doll, slowly taking a picture of it. the snap of your camera scaring you.

you can’t help but think there’s something behind those big hazel eyes and if there is in this house. maybe it won’t be too happy with someone coming in.

but your thoughts stop as you notice something neatly tucked under the mattress. something white. you slowly go to take it.

it’s a piece with neatly typed letters, at the top in all capitalized letters it read “RULES”, with ten things written below.

No guests

Never leave Brahms Alone

Save Meals in Freezer

Never Cover Brahms Face

Read a Bedtime Story

Play Loud Music

Clean the Traps

Only Malcom Brings Deliveries

Brahms is Never to Leave

Kiss Goodnight

your eyebrows furrow as you read the list, something being scribbled out on the 8th rule. banging is heard again, right above you. your body freezes.

you open your mouth slightly, but are interrupted by ringing.

you have another heart attack and snap your head towards the old styled phone. you walk over to it, the ringing pounding in your ears, it almost matching with your fast beating heart.

the phone is cold as you slowly pick it up.

“hello?”

you tried to whisper, it coming out as a shaky breath.

“leave.”

a cold, deep voice responds.

“what?”

your fear filled voice is met with silence. you keep the phone pressed to your ear, frozen, you don’t know what to do. but then, you remember the first rule. “No guests” and then the 9th rule. “Brahms is Never to Leave”.

now, something else fills you, pity. is this ghost, spirit, whatever, stuck here because they have to be? are they still following these rules after death?

“are you— brahms?”

nothing, but you keep talking, holding the phone with both hands now.

“i’m— i’m, uh, sorry for intruding, i didn’t—“

you trip over your words, fear still being your main emotion, but you want to reach out. you already have, now you just need to try again.

“i’m sorry, i am…”

you swallow the uncomfortable lump in your throat.

“but, are you— stuck here? do you need help?”

still silence. you try a different approach and your body relaxes slightly.

“are you lonely? is that why you’re still here? waiting for— someone?”

fear slowly leaves your voice, it returning to your natural soft and gentle tone.

“it must be scary— right? you must be scared and all alone? stuck here?”

static still, but you shake your head and take a deep breath.

“i understand. it’s ok— i can help you! i— think…”

you look over to the doll and slowly put the phone down, walking back over to it, you bend down to meet eye to eye with the doll. almost like it’s a real child.

“i can help you, you just need to tell me how or if i even can… being all alone, here for— a long time, it makes you scared and that makes you angry, right?”

you break your eye contact for a second and look down.

“we could be friends? yeah? i’m— L… and i’m guessing you’re brahms.”

you nod slightly and rummage in your pocket for something. a small crinkled flower you found around the house.

“i’m guessing i made you mad but… here. you think about it. i’ll be back. ok? i don’t want to hurt you… i’ll help you…”

a few more moments of silence and looking deeply into the doll’s eyes until you scurry off out the door. slightly shaken.

what you don’t see, is the man that slowly crawled out of his hiding place and slowly twirled your gift in his fingers, looking at it intently through his mask as he repeats your name softly.

end note: DID NOT MEAN TO MAKE IT THIS LONG, just got a bit carried away. plus, i wanted to give a decent backstory. i don’t know if i like it or not, but i wanted to try something else from the already being a nanny(/manny), being greta’s friend, etc— but now, my darling, it’s head-canon time B-)

❥ male lover head-canons, before meeting

he wants you to come back. he knows it’s against the rules, but you were nice…

“he’s… pretty… for a boy? can boys like boys?” type beat

he lays in his bed, whispering your name over and over

after that day, you keep coming back and you always give him a little gift. small gifts. candy, a flower, maybe a small toy. it doesn’t matter, he loves them all

he’s grown very fond of you, now leaving you little notes and this gets you excited, thinking you’re making contact with the spirit and you too grow closer

one time when you had to leave, you finally got another phone call, a child’s voice on the other end softly asking you to stay. you hesitate, actually considering it, but you promised that you would be back as soon as possible

you would tell your friends about it, them a mixture of believing and not believing, but they encourage you to keep at your ghost adventure, them seeing that it actually makes you happy and excited

he slowly starts admiring every part of you, your smile, the shape of your teeth, your laugh, your lips, your body, and even you calling out his name whenever you walk into the house

he asks you to start reading to him, kiss him goodbye, and you comply with no thought to it

one time, you accidentally fell asleep and you woke up to being neatly tucked into bed with the jacket you brought that day missing and a fee strands of your hair chopped off

“brahms, did you do this?”

“brahms… my hair?”

“brahms, please give me back my jacket.”

… no

one time you tried to bring another doll for him, but he didn’t like it (he threw a small tantrum) and you haven’t brought another one since

he likes how you smell :-)

you start to watch movies with him and his favourite is sleeping beauty.

he doesn’t know wether you’re the princess aurora to his prince phillip or the prince phillip to his princess aurora

mmmm both.

you basically share your life story with him

you realize now the closest person to you is a ghost in an abandoned house possessing a doll, but you don’t mind

you start not wanting to leave him alone, afraid at any moment you would lose him, but at the same time, you want want him to pass to an afterlife (if there is one)

❥ meeting brahms

how you two actually met: well, much like you taking a nap, brahms took a too big of risk and stayed next to you to stroke your hair and admire you. but you woke up too soon

he jumps when you open your eyes

you, who just woke up to a dirty, masked, hot, man calmly screamed and ran out the house while dodging him

he’s angry that he let himself be seen and he’s angry that you ran away from him

you don’t come back for at least 4 weeks and you haven’t been speaking with your friends, shaken by the incident

when you do finally decide to come back, you have a weapon in tow while you slowly scope out the house, but could you actually hurt someone? no matter who?

as you walk throughout the house, brahms is following right behind you, not saying anything

you eventually (and finally) turn around and you both jump

he doesn’t try to attack you when you don’t, your hands shaking

you ask who he is and he just walks towards you slowly, saying that you two have been talking for so long, how could you not know him?

oh shit.

“brahms…”

how do you react? hyperventilating and screaming at him asking if he’s been watching you all this time. how are you supposed to feel?

he tries to calm you down, but you just back away from him, realizing you were never talking to a ghost or a spirit and a man has been watching you this entire time

you try to leave, this time, him being able to grab you and begging for you to stay, telling you that he promises to be good and won’t scare you anymore

you manage to get away from him and run back home, not knowing what to do. call the cops? probably, but instead you decide to research the history behind the “heelshire’s” house and learn the backstory behind brahms.

you don’t know whether to feel scared or bad for him, has he been there the entire time? he only speaks like a child sometimes, but maybe he could be tricking you?

you need to know, like it or not, brahms has now imprinted into your life

you come back, with nothing but yourself this time and call out his name with a slight shake in your voice

he comes out, happily, but quietly exclaiming that you came back. when he tries to come closer to you, you step back but try to remain calm

after what feels like hours of silence, he asks you quietly and innocently if you two could still be friends

what do you do? he’s a murderer. but his entire life has been taken away since he was a child. hes dangerous, but helpless. he could kill you at any moment, but he’s alone.

maybe— you could help him. that’s what you always wanted to do from the beginning, so with heavy breaths you nod slowly.

end note: if you didn’t understand the warning “extremely flawed mindset” it’s this. you, my darling, are too kind. your heart is made of pure gold. brahms in your eyes is just a man who was lost since childhood and never helped. i do aim for (mostly) realism!

❥ male lover head-canons, after meeting

you can tell that, “yeah, no, this is how he actually thinks this way… i need to help him”

don’t worry, you eventually warm up to him

you practically start to take care of him whenever you come over now (which is still as soon as possible)

you tried to make him bathe or shower, but he’s fussy. one time you threatened to get a hose him down.

you manage to get him to take one shower while you wash his clothes, but he calls out for help every minute asking what he’s supposed to do

“L… L…” “Yes?” “Am I suppose to use the shampoo or conditioner first :-(“

(somewhat) clean wall man :-)

he’s also extremely picky about food and asks you constantly to get him sweets

“wait… so did you put me into to bed that one time?”

“did you cut my hair?”

“brahms, did you take my jacket?”

… no

you tell him, in the nicest way possible, that’s probably the creepiest thing to do to someone ever

he doesn’t understand and whines because you always left he just wanted to always have a piece of you

you tell him, in the nicest way possible, that’s probably the creepiest thing to say to someone ever

he still doesn’t get it

he doesn’t give you back your jacket

he still asked for kisses goodbye and you have to put your foot down on saying no and if he gets angry you tell him you won’t come for a few days

he tells you he’ll force you to say and you groan and explain that he’s really making it hard for you to like him right now, which makes him go quiet, but pout. you kiss him on the his masked cheek as a compromise, but doesn’t mean he’s happy about it (just less grumpy)

he still goes into the walls to watch you when you’re busy (doing chores for him, cooking, or just trying to breathe some fresh air), but now you know the feeling whenever he’s staring at you, you stop whatever you’re doing and call his name bluntly, which leads him to run away like nothing happened

now, when you talk to your friends, he will put his face over your phone whenever he feels you’ve been on the phone for “too long” (about 3-minutes)

your relationship is somewhat ambiguous, you knowing you care deeply for the troubled man and him being infatuated with you

your first “actual”(lips to masked lips) kiss is when he was being extra whiny and didn’t go to bed, therefore not letting you leave. so you promised this time, you’ll actually kiss his lips this time. he ran to the bed.

you start staying over sometimes, but you tell him only if he’s good which he sometimes is

he loves cuddling you, snuggling into you, and wants to be touching you in someway always

he becomes much more clingy, wanting to be by your side 24/7 and whenever you leave he gives you sad eyes. you promise you’ll be back and you always are.

you never asked him to show his face, but you are concerned that’s it uncomfortable when he sleeps

when you did first see his face, it didn’t faze you, he’s still your wall man, assuring him with affection and a real kiss. promising that he’s very handsome. making him flushed and hide in your arms.

also, no. you do not tell your friends that you are currently in a relationship with a man who lives in the walls and has been “dead” for years. they’ll call the police if you don’t, darling.