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*  SHIZU.   i miss riza haha...  so i’ll be on here this week  c:  i hope you’re all well!!

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I touch myself whenever I think about you. More specifically, I rub my temples because I get a headache because you’re awful. 

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☆  —   sometimes (2005)

❛ the stars are aligned, but they don’t align for us. ❜ ❛ will you know how to stay brave? ❜ ❛ such fragile moments we share. ❜ ❛ you are my everything. ❜ ❛ your words are like knives. ❜ ❛ sometimes i wonder how i will stay strong. ❜ ❛ but i will see you again. ❜ ❛ i’ll keep running this never-ending race. ❜ ❛ why does it always seem that, every time i turn around, somebody falls in love with me? ❜ ❛ this has never been my sole intention. ❜ ❛ there is something that i must confess to you tonight. ❜ ❛ so strange how everything went wrong so fast. ❜ ❛ these words might be too little too late. ❜ ❛ i’m afraid i have already lost you. ❜ ❛ let’s face it, this was never what you wanted. ❜ ❛ isn’t it great to find that you’re really worth nothing? ❜ ❛ the things we do just to stay alive… ❜ ❛ you can try to fight this all you want. ❜ ❛ i won’t be there when you’re all alone. ❜ ❛ this new season, it brings with it signs of hope. ❜ ❛ you can’t leave me waiting all alone. ❜ ❛ i can still hear your voice. ❜ ❛ i never thought you could leave me. ❜ ❛ i guess i should just hold my tongue. ❜ ❛ i know that we’re taking chances. ❜ ❛ will it be my heart or will it be [his/hers/theirs]? ❜ ❛ i’m coming home. ❜ ❛ my heart, held in your hands, screaming ‘break me��. ❜ ❛ would we still walk hand in hand? ❜ ❛ would you still look in my eyes? ❜ ❛ what happens when i grow old? ❜ ❛ will your heart still race for me? ❜

☆  —   bring me your love (2008)

❛ i’ve been known to fall in love. ❜ ❛ sometimes love just is not enough. ❜ ❛ i’ve been up for days trying to find a way to write this confession down. ❜ ❛ for what i’ve done, i am not proud. ❜ ❛ my verdict has come in: it says i’m guilty for my crimes. ❜ ❛ i thought i could escape, but then i finally felt the weight of my sins. ❜ ❛ it’s passion, it’s not love. ❜ ❛ at least i won’t be alone tonight. ❜ ❛ i don’t want to be alone tonight. ❜ ❛ it seems i’ve been deceived. ❜ ❛ people love to drink their troubles away. ❜ ❛ sometimes i think that i’d be better off that way. ❜ ❛ maybe then i could sleep at night; i wouldn’t lie awake until the morning light. ❜ ❛ my nerves will be the death of me. ❜ ❛ please don’t come to me on my dying day. just let me go in peace. ❜ ❛ i think i’m breaking down. ❜ ❛ i’m afraid to sleep because of what haunts me. ❜ ❛ what makes a [wo/man/someone] walk away from [his/her/their] mind? ❜ ❛ what makes a [wo/man/someone] spend [his/her/their] whole life in disguise? ❜ ❛ what makes a [wo/man/someone] want to break a heart with ease? ❜ ❛ what makes a [wo/man/someone] pray when [s/he’s/they’re] about to die? ❜ ❛ i’m still running for my life. ❜ ❛ a coma might feel better than this. ❜ ❛ say goodbye to love. ❜ ❛ hold your head up high. ❜ ❛ we’re all just waiting to die. ❜ ❛ all your friends seem like enemies. ❜ ❛ i wish i could disappear and run away from all my fears. ❜ ❛ stay the night. i promise i won’t bite. ❜ ❛ without you there, i don’t think that i could close my eyes. ❜ ❛ you need not to find a cure for everything that makes you weak. ❜ ❛ i wish i could do better by you, ‘cause that’s what you deserve. ❜ ❛ you sacrifice so much of your life in order for this to work. ❜ ❛ when you cry, a piece of my heart dies knowing that… i may have been the cause. ❜ ❛ i’m no king, i wear no crown. ❜ ❛ love of mine, won’t lay by my side? ❜ ❛ rest your weary eyes. ❜ ❛ before we’re out of time, give me one last kiss. ❜ ❛ danger was certainly near; i knew there was nothing to fear. ❜ ❛ i’m running out of ways to convey this lack of faith in myself. ❜ ❛ i feel bruised and broken, with no one left to trust. ❜ ❛ i don’t need to believe in something that won’t save my sanity. ❜ ❛ i don’t want to live in a world where faces change from day to day. ❜ ❛ the years now pass without a trace. it’s something that i’m learning to embrace. ❜

☆  —   little hell (2011)

❛ when the smoke does finally pass, we will rise above all the ash. ❜ ❛ we’re gonna live… we’re gonna live… we’re gonna live… ❜ ❛ i’m like a jack of all trades who’s a master of none. ❜ ❛ [s/he’s/they’re] the grand optimist; i am the world’s poor pessimist. ❜ ❛ i guess i take after my mother. ❜ ❛ i used to be quite resilient. ❜ ❛ this is not a cry for pity or for sympathy. ❜ ❛ what if i can’t be all that you need me to be? ❜ ❛ what if everything’s just the way that it will be? ❜ ❛ could it be that i am meant to cause you all this grief? ❜ ❛ there’s a degree of difficulty in dealing with me. ❜ ❛ from my haunted past comes the daunting task of living through memories. ❜ ❛ oh, my love, you don’t know what you do to me. ❜ ❛ what’s wrong with your mind? ❜ ❛ you used to be so strong and stable. ❜ ❛ what made you fall from grace? ❜ ❛ i’m sorry that i was not there to catch you. ❜ ❛ the blackness in your heart won’t last forever. ❜ ❛ i know it’s tearing you apart, but it’s a storm you can weather. ❜ ❛ i need to tell you something important. ❜ ❛ do you know the consequence that comes with having such confidence? ❜ ❛ what makes your pain such an urgency? ❜ ❛ you’re bleeding all the strength from my life. ❜ ❛ there’s blood on our hands. ❜ ❛ you’re living on borrowed time. ❜ ❛ oh, how you have lost your way. ❜ ❛ everything i loved and feared had, all at once, disappeared. ❜ ❛ what will it take to live as if i would not another day? ❜ ❛ how can i instill such hope, but be left with none of my own? ❜ ❛ i sought after reasons to stay. ❜ ❛ i was waiting to be found. ❜

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I want to make this known; it’s OKAY to flirt with my muse, it’s okay to say flirty things to them, yes, they may not react to it, they may not respond to it positively, but know as a mun I’m 100% OKAY with it. Especially if my muse is clearly attractive appearance wise, go a head, flirt with them, if my muse is your muse’s type, it’s okay to flirt, we don’t have to be shipping, we don’t ever have to ship to have you flirt with my muse; I WONT think you’re pushing a ship on me either. But I just feel that some people are scared to have their muse be flirty to another because we a muns might take it the wrong way.

 I’m not saying this goes for everyone, but I’m letting you know that it doesn’t make me uncomfortable and I’m fine with it. 

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Send "Dance with me" to pull my muse in for a slow dance.

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verheiz:

❛      i    happen    to   do      a   lot     of   thinking   before   i   speak..       ’         he   answers   with   uncertainty,      blinking    away   the    sting   of   his   wounded    pride.       ❛       but    never mind    that.      what’s   the     saying,   lieutenant?        a    magician   never   reveals   his   secrets.     ’

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         ❛   ━━   of course,   colonel,   whatever  you  say.   ❜    came  her  quick   dismissal.   ‘twas  moments  like  these   ━   the  pointless   bickering   ━   that   reminds   her  that  they’re  living  in  a   momentary   time  of  peace.   her  gaze  flickers  to  meet  his.   she  only  hopes  he  knows  that  though  she  states  otherwise,  only  his  words  mean  the  world  to  her.

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          it’s not unusual for the lieutenant and the colonel to be seen together. where there is one, the other is not far behind. the days have been QUIET — a nice change of pace from the hustle and bustle of central. long into the night, however, riza is still behind him.

          ❝ you planning on following me home, lieutenant hawkeye ? i have some coffee             if you’d like any, though i cannot guarantee it would be any good. ❞

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         the   silence,   PEACE,   made  way  for   thoughts   to  settle,   like   dust   upon  a  shelf.   musings  so   minute   the   ticking   of  time   brushes   them  aside.   in   silence   she   blindly   follows   (   her  conscious  falling   prey   to  the  mazes  within  the  mind   ),   yet  no   alarm   ever  surfaces  to  her  visage,   because  she  was  following   him. 

        ❛   ━━  ??   ❜     her  attention  focuses  on  his  familiar  face   &   flickers  to  the  stairs  leading  to  his  apartment.   the   right   usual   response  would  have  been  a  chiding  along  the  lines  of     `   colonel,   please  refrain  from  saying  anything  inappropriate.   `   but.   she  was  feeling   out  of  sorts...   &   she  agrees.     ❛   how  can  i  refuse  such  a   rare   offer  to  drink  coffee  the   colonel,   himself,   brewed.   ❜

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          The tips of Hayate’s claws had clacked at his armor, his curious eyes sniffing the air for something familiar - maybe food. He had just come from a restaurant with Edward, so it was a little amusing. Though, he must not just smell like food ; the train-station, books, dirt and soil - everything outside the usual realm of a city like this. He wished he could ask what exactly he was smelling like, but instead belayed that thought to thank Hawkeye for her compliment. It was so… nice to hear praises like this. Reminding him of their mother and her praises, he was filled with even more affection towards Riza Hawkeye.

                 “ Thank you… I wish brother and I could keep an animal with us. I mean, it’s nice with just us, but having a cat or something to keep - ” he pauses for just the fraction of a second, not wanting to seem to childish or needy. “Us company when we’re all alone.. It must be even nicer! ”

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        ❛   ━━   it’s  a   NATURAL   human   instinct   to   long   for  affection,   alphonse.   ❜     her  attention   flickers   to  hayate;   the corners of   weary   eyes  observes  the   wagging   of  his  tail  in  innocent  jubilance   &   his  pounces   (   high   &   strong,   void  of  the   woe   that   anchors   even  the   strongest   of  spirits   ).   unbeknownst  to  herself,   her  lips  curled  upwards  in   AFFECTION ━━   an  emotion  so  many  seem  to  think  she   lacks,   but  they   forget,   even  she  is   human   too.

        her  hand  raises  to  rest  upon  his  arm   (   cold   &   metal   ),   but  she  mustn’t  forget:   alphonse  is  human  too.     ❛   so  you  needn’t  feel   ashamed.   remind me,   why   don’t   you   &   edward own an animal?   ❜

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Heroes aren’t fearless. Heroes are brave, bravery requires fear, and fear is born of loving something enough that its loss would break you.

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I love you and only you.

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name:   shizuka. nickname:  shizu, gender:   female. pronouns:  she  /  her. zodiac:  capricorn. birthday:  january 12th. sexuality:  straight. country:  canada. religion:  agnostic. hogwarts house:  ravenclaw? MBTI:  ISFP maybe?

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