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Palayain ang sarili sa responsibilidad ng buhay at pumunta sa lugar kung saan ang kapayapaan ay hindi kailangan hanapin o bayaran.

baybayin ang kalsadang walang katapusan

Magmaneho ng mrahan.

Pagmasdan ang paligid.

Pakiramdaman ang init ng araw at lamig ng hangin na sabay na dumadampi sa iyong balat.

Pag dilat ng iyong mga mata.

Naitanong sa sarili. Kailan ba kita mararanasan?

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Why are you reading this? 😑

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Random

Mahaba pa yung lalakbayin mo. Dalawa o tatlong taon pa bago matapos. Ang hirap mag-aral habang nagtatrabaho. At nakakalungkot isipin na lahat ng batcmates mo gagraduate na tas ikaw malayo pa. Hindi ka rin makapag maintain ng matataas na grades kasi hati yung focus mo. Haaaay... Bat ba kasi ngayon ko pa naiisip to kung kelan patulog na. Pisti. Pakamatay ka na hahahaha 🤕🤕🤕

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When it is cloudy and you still have a long way to go. Time for some slow music. 🎧🎼

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New baby

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1 more day and I'll be holding my new guitar. May bago na ulit akong baby hoho.. :D

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Yung pag pasok mo sa office down yung system.. Alright mobile legends muna sa station. hohohohoh

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Unfuckingproductive saturday.. you bum head.. gonna go back to sleep..

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I feel like someone has given up on me. I feel like someone is going to leave me. I feel like someone is falling apart because of me. I feel like someone is falling out of love on me. And it kills me. I know I'm not that perfect. I know I'm not that special I'm just a typical guy who fell in love with a pair of stars that was embedded in a beautiful face of a lonely girl. I know I'm not the only one who can make her happy. I tried. But I can't. I wish I could. But it seems like I destroy everything that I have. I wish I could do something. Is it too late? I don't know. I don't want to be too selfish. But I also don't want to let her go. That person who is the only one that I have. Is crying because of me. And I am so sorry. For being me. I'm so sorry But if one day I see her again. Happy with someone else. I'll will let her go. Maybe because I am not the one that can make the stars shine so bright. Even if it kills me.

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Kalangitan ay padilim na. Kasunod ng unti-unting pagdilim ng kalooban mo na nauubusan na ng pag-asa. Habang ang liwanag sayo ay nawawala na. At ang damdamin mong nalulusaw na. Gusto mong yakapin ka nya. Halikan ka sa harap ng maraming tao. Ngunit hindi nya magawa. Niyakap mo sya at sinabing mahal mo sya.. Ngumiti sya at sinabing mahalga ka. Putang ina! Ayokong maging mahalaga! Ang nais ko ay mahalin. Bakit hindi mo kaya?

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Minsan hindi mo na alam anong tama at mali.

Hindi mo na rin alam ang pinagkaiba nila.

Nakakalito at nakakatakot. -_-

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Bakit di ko masabi?

Bakit di ko masabing gusto ko sya kasama sa araw ng monthsary namin? Bakit di ko masabing ako na lang muna.. baka sabihin nya di ko naiintindihan.. naiintindihan ko naman.. pero gusto ko lang sana makasama sya sa araw na yun.. kahit sa hapon lang na yun.. espesyal kasi yung araw na yun e.. pero wag na lang.. baka mainis pa sya sakin.. mas mahirap pag pinilit ko yung gusto ko tapos mainis sya di nya nanaman ako kakausapin.. tiisin ko na lang yung sa monthsary namin.. kesa naman ilang araw nya ako di kausapin..

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Pagod na akong laging natataasan ng pride..

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Hobby: Over Thinking.

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Pilitin Intindihin

Alam ko naman nagsisimula pa lang kami.. Di pa ganun katagal. Pero bakit ganun. Diba pag mga ganitong point eto yung pinakasweet, pinakamasaya.. Pero bakit ganun sya? Bakit parang kakaiba? Alam ko naman na ako yung lalake. Ako yung kailangan gumawa ng way para magkasama kami.. Pero bakit I don't feel needed. Parang wala lang ako sa kanya. Para kinakahiya ako. Parang hindi kami.. Ang hirap nang ganito. Nasasaktan na agad ako. Di ko alam.. Kaya ko ba to? Hanggang kailan kaya ganito? Mali ba ako ng taong minahal? Mali ba ako ng taong pinili? Hindi ko pa yata talaga sya kilala. O sinusubukan nya lang ako. Ang hirap ng ganito. Pipilitin ko pa rin bang intindihin? Magpapakatanga pa rin ba ako? Mauulit nanaman ba? Anong gagawin ko? Naguguluhan ako.. :(

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Promise, Promise.

Its so painful to be ignored by the person you really care so much. To feel like you don't exist, even if you are literally there.. Why is it so painful? Why? I want my heart to stop asking why. I want to feel needed. I want to feel that I have a value for her. Its not that I'm asking her to chase me every time, I just want her to be there when I need her just like how I stayed beside her when she needed me. Its so painful this way, like there is a mini sword that is being pierced through me heart. I really hope she knows how I feel this time. If she only listen to me, she'll know how much I care for her......... Kaya ko pa ba? Kaya ko pa kaya?

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Farewell to you. You will be missed. :)