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An entry to writing

Today, I & my bestie attended a writers workshop born from a women's support group. An avid reader I've been encouraged to try writing for myself. Following is was my contribution.

Aware

He stood in the shadows watching, waiting, knowing

She felt his gaze without knowing but aware, feeling the heat, building...

He locked his eye's on the small of her back, where the silk lightly caressed just above her buttocks. Without thinking, he stepped closer into the dim light.

She gasped at his sudden appearance reflected in the mirror,

A nervous smile appearing.

#writingorattempting #attemptingtowrite

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Nothing if not willing

Good friends, dinner, wine and a trivia night all help the world go round and me willing to stay on this crazy ride we call life. I'll look at the right camera next time lol.

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This should be a thing world wide

when you really do care about mother nature

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Too much

Sitting, doing nothing cause there is little motivation, yet knowing that there is so much that needs to be done... Crying at the drop of a hat just because.. Over wrought, sinking and needing to be just where you are but thinking you have to do something... Wishing you could be anyone else, anywhere else. Unrealistic wants and expectations... Oh god I wanna SCREEAAMMMM.....

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Slither's of light

You know there is hope, you know not all is lost, you can see the glimmers at the end of the tunnel... one of those moments that makes you happy, you try to hang on to them to make them last longer and longer... but then tbey drift away. The relief is that you can still have those moments the trick is to look for more of them.

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Sounds like bliss... I could loose myself this very exact way.

just wanna find the softest grass i can find and lay down in it and look at the sky for a very very very long time

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It's hard to try and sort a life when there are so many determined to undermine so many others

BREAKING: Pres. Obama releases statement on Pres. Trump’s decision to rescind DACA: “Ultimately, this is about basic decency …  It’s about who we are as a people – and who we want to be.”

VP Biden on Pres. Trump’s DACA decision: “Let’s be clear: throwing [Dreamers] out is cruel. It is inhumane.”

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Teary teetering

Constantly on the verge of tears... wanting to do no more than emerge oneself in her fav fandom or ten with but the odd moment of maniacal happiness all the while hanging by a thread to normality. Everyone blind to the struggle, that damn little black mutt always so noisy, wanting them all to see but to leave me alone all at once... keeping busy doesn't always work..

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Transference

When one is so emotionally drained that a preference of living in an alternative reality is so desirable that your physical being actually aches... oh how numbness would be such a sweet relief or being someone else would do the trick..

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Farewell Mystic Falls

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A life rethought

I have been known to say that the further we travel in life the more content we become.... Today I find myself thinking the more content we become the more we loose of ourselves.... feeling lost and discontent with my life's lot 😐