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In the meantime someone else is sending me nudes, videos and pictures. Unsolicited...

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Bookdate

Today I had a guy over to read a book I recommended him. We joked about it being a book date. And I shit you not, I had a great day. This depressed tomato is gonna loose it's trademark. And honestly, I don't care.

When we said goodbye, he pulled me in a hug. I wish that moment lasted forever. He has the best sense of humor ever. It's much like dad jokes, but on a different level. What is happening?

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Bmth

I think it's funny how the album suicide season by bring me the horizon was released in September. Cuz since a few years, every September someone close to me either tries to kill themselves or dies.

With this year: grandpa

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Life's been treating me good, I had the best sex in ages. Hopefully I'm not gonna get my feelings hurt...

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Psychologist

I told myself two months ago, if I do not feel better today (11/12/2019) I should call my old psychologist. But surprise surprise, I don't feel better and I did not call... Maybe wait another month?

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I'm just gonna tell him goodnight, and deep down I might even hope he feels really bad about this.

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Okay wow, he just sent me a meme on Instagram. Boy what is you problem!?

So I texted this guy who claims he likes me to ask him if he had time to talk. He asked me what was up, I told him I had a long day at school and asked him about his day. His response was that he was working on school and has no time.

I asked him if he would text me when he has time, to which he responded yes. It's almost three hours later and I still haven't heard from him. Some people just don't understand that I never actually ask for help when I need it most...

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So I texted this guy who claims he likes me to ask him if he had time to talk. He asked me what was up, I told him I had a long day at school and asked him about his day. His response was that he was working on school and has no time.

I asked him if he would text me when he has time, to which he responded yes. It's almost three hours later and I still haven't heard from him. Some people just don't understand that I never actually ask for help when I need it most...

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Lol okay so, that's a lot of voices in my head right now and it's driving me crazy

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My ex just sent me a snap streak pic of a gift I gave him, I'm glad to know he didn't throw it away. Cuz I spent my last money on that bismuth..

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Update, it did not end well

He wrote a poem when he overstepped my boundaries

Shipping

My colleagues are shipping me with another colleague, this is not gonna end well

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I'mma bout to do something stupid

Sooooo.... Last month I fricked with a guy that had a very smoll peepee, it was very disappointing as he didn't use his hands or anything. And for some frickin' reason I'mma do it again today!

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Boys make me sick

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Jehovah’s Witness don’t celebrate Halloween.

I guess they don’t appreciate random people coming up to their door.

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My ex just sent me a video of a girl sleeping in his room. I'm already depressed, what are you trying to accomplish?

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Close friend of mine told me he's been wanting to jump off his balcony for weeks now.

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Last year I sent a chat saying "I just wanna chug a bottle of vodka and wake up somewhere next week"

And if that's not a mood I don't know what is