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Just downloaded passerine by thcscus and am downloading the last 3 eps of arcane. Either way I am crying on this flight

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Tummy hurt bc I still can't fucking remember to order oatmilk with my coffee

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why is it so fucking embarrassing considering rp. like. man idk I haven't tried it but I don't think I'd even be this embarrassed writing smut.

just like... yEAH i wanna pretend to be my silly little blorbo and u can be yours and we can put them in situations and write about them and explore their character further. jeez. kicks rock.

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Love finding a new song to fixate on and just blasting it on repeat in my earbuds

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I'm an academic victim

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the wayayyyayy I was gonna lock in, I was gonna be an academic weapon today and then I got my period and literally all hopes of being able to focus at all slipped out of my hands

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The one friend I'd vent to about this did get tickets and I do not at all want them to feel bad or guilty at all bc I know them and care about them and they care about me even tho we're 17 hrs apart I still don't wanna burden them with me having a bad mental streak and it's manifesting as being upset about the tickets

waht the fuck why am I actually so upset about this it's just concert tickets

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Maybe it's bc I've got a shitton of classwork due this weekend that is NOT helping matters but I feel like I'm gonna crash out

waht the fuck why am I actually so upset about this it's just concert tickets

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waht the fuck why am I actually so upset about this it's just concert tickets

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so like. Maybe it's bc I have a pretty decent relationship with my parents but I genuinely don't get people who see like celebrities and are all "oh they're like my parental figures!!" and this is coming from a mcyt fan, alr? Like okay haha phil is dadza and all that, but some people genuinely view him like a father figure?

This is inspired by the people saying "I'M THE CHILD OF A DIVORCE!!" in regards to Tom and Molly breaking up and it's so eugh. it's weird.

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Guys I love my little sister so much. 🥹 She's got some amazing zingers once she starts rambling

"You just need to be mentally deficient to get more time on your tests!" (she's got adhd xD)

"Who did you vote for? If I could write in a vote, I would write in the worm in Kennedy's brain that died."

"Every time I walk past the map, I point it and go that's [my college]. That's my little nerd! That's my little dork! That's my little... ummmm... ummmm.... what's another word for nerd? Geek! Socially-awkward!"

"It's like when it's easy, and then it's not! It's like when you're thrown a curveball and you don't know how to bat!"

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I'm genuinely so horrified if Trump gets elected, project 2025 is fucking terrifying. I've voted (absentee :P) but this so anxiety inducing

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omg chemistry makes me wanna kms i fucking hate this class so fucking much

CALCULUS ISNT EVEN THIS BAD AND I ENJOYED AP CHEMISTRY BUT COLLEGE CHEM??? HELL NAH. IM ON THE VERGE OF A FUCKING BREAKDOWN

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IM ALSO FEELING DYSPHORIC ‼️ RAGGHHHH

when the group wants to go swimming but you hate tampons 🫠

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when the group wants to go swimming but you hate tampons 🫠

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It's really weird to bedrot when you're sharing a dorm with 2 other people who are also bedrotting.

Like I'm pretty sure we all know we're all awake and just. in our pj's and in bed still

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So if PMS fucks with progesteron and estrogen levels and research indicates that the two of them can also mess with dopamine and serotonin, and ADHD is a problem because of an imbalance of dopamine and serotonin... then who's driving the bus?

Aka, while I'm not confident I have ADHD I have suspected for a while and the first day of my period is always hopeless when it comes to paying attention and getting stuff done in school.